Before you start thinking, the big video is NOT CANCELED.
Instead it is being put on an indefinite hiatus, mainly due to my retain my mentality. Who knew working on a single video, all alone, nonstop wouldn’t be too good for my mental health 🙁
Lately, while working on the video, I’ve been increasingly becoming more tired, stressed, and evasive of the project, especially going into the later songs. I’ve got a lot planned for them and don’t want to remove my cool ideas from the song just to make it easier. Due to this however, it’s been really draining and tiresome. I do like this video and all the work I’ve done with it so far, but I can’t keep working on it nonstop.
I have found a way to kind of cope by making those smaller videos I’ve been posting lately, but unfortunately it’s not helping a whole ton. Every time I would finish one of those videos, I’d be hesitant and conflicted about returning to work on the project.
At this current point in time, I’m not in the best condition to continue production on the video. I really don’t want to split it into parts, as I am a heavy “long videos” person. I’m not sure when I will be able to return to it, but I do want to. It’s gone so far and I really want people to see it, but my mentality can’t fulfill that without breaking.
For the sake of myself and y’all, I have set it aside and will start posting videos that I REALLY wanted to make, but couldn’t in a reasonable time. This includes the second channel videos, which I MIGHT put more time into instead of the reactions. I want to at least try to get videos that cover the main 10 original characters before my personal deadlines.
Please don’t think this means the video is gone, it won’t be. I really, really do like the video and want it to come together, but it can’t happen right now or else it will ruin my mind.
Ageremotus
Unfortunate news, please read all.
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Before you start thinking, the big video is NOT CANCELED.
Instead it is being put on an indefinite hiatus, mainly due to my retain my mentality. Who knew working on a single video, all alone, nonstop wouldn’t be too good for my mental health 🙁
Lately, while working on the video, I’ve been increasingly becoming more tired, stressed, and evasive of the project, especially going into the later songs. I’ve got a lot planned for them and don’t want to remove my cool ideas from the song just to make it easier. Due to this however, it’s been really draining and tiresome. I do like this video and all the work I’ve done with it so far, but I can’t keep working on it nonstop.
I have found a way to kind of cope by making those smaller videos I’ve been posting lately, but unfortunately it’s not helping a whole ton.
Every time I would finish one of those videos, I’d be hesitant and conflicted about returning to work on the project.
At this current point in time, I’m not in the best condition to continue production on the video. I really don’t want to split it into parts, as I am a heavy “long videos” person. I’m not sure when I will be able to return to it, but I do want to. It’s gone so far and I really want people to see it, but my mentality can’t fulfill that without breaking.
For the sake of myself and y’all, I have set it aside and will start posting videos that I REALLY wanted to make, but couldn’t in a reasonable time. This includes the second channel videos, which I MIGHT put more time into instead of the reactions. I want to at least try to get videos that cover the main 10 original characters before my personal deadlines.
Please don’t think this means the video is gone, it won’t be. I really, really do like the video and want it to come together, but it can’t happen right now or else it will ruin my mind.
Thank you.
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