I miss these happy days and these great memories of me when I was not crying and I could have a time where I could think to my self and say I’m worth but now I feel like I don’t belong here and I feel like everyone hates me and I’m just stupid and I feel like nobody loves me and I feel like just crying every day and I can’t explain it to my parents because they will get mad then I will start crying in front of them because they don’t know what is happening to me in my life and in my head because I don’t talk to them and u hate feel but everyone says I’m the happiest person at school but in my real life I’m not happy I’m down I’m depressed I’m crying I’m trying to do things were my parents can’t know and it’s not bad things where I can killed myself and stuff like that it’s more like talking to people that help me but I shouldn’t talk to for example I was talking to my first boyfriend I ever had in my life and it been 3 years since I talked to him so he was like I been thinking about you and then he said are you still thinking about those bad things and then I said it’s not necessarily bad but it’s bad and he said if you need I can bring you to a therapist I’m like it’s fine then he keeps on talking and I am muted bc I’m crying and can’t stop
KATIE🌸
I miss these happy days and these great memories of me when I was not crying and I could have a time where I could think to my self and say I’m worth but now I feel like I don’t belong here and I feel like everyone hates me and I’m just stupid and I feel like nobody loves me and I feel like just crying every day and I can’t explain it to my parents because they will get mad then I will start crying in front of them because they don’t know what is happening to me in my life and in my head because I don’t talk to them and u hate feel but everyone says I’m the happiest person at school but in my real life I’m not happy I’m down I’m depressed I’m crying I’m trying to do things were my parents can’t know and it’s not bad things where I can killed myself and stuff like that it’s more like talking to people that help me but I shouldn’t talk to for example I was talking to my first boyfriend I ever had in my life and it been 3 years since I talked to him so he was like I been thinking about you and then he said are you still thinking about those bad things and then I said it’s not necessarily bad but it’s bad and he said if you need I can bring you to a therapist I’m like it’s fine then he keeps on talking and I am muted bc I’m crying and can’t stop
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