So, a bit of an update for the rest of the year. After doing a couple of more parts, after I finish an art trade, I’ll probably take a break from editing & possibly discord but I’ll be lingering for MEP updates from studios. I have some art pieces & ideas that have been sitting on my desk for a couple of weeks and ideas in my head that never got underway.
My main focus was editing / drawing this year for balancing but I guess that backfired… kinda
I’ll HOPEFULLY get my birthday MEP uploaded/finished next month but we’ll see.
After my birthday month (AKA end of October), my class will start. Currently I’m doing a class on procreate and I’m not sure how much work he’ll give me to practice plus I’m doing a cinema class on Hong Kong films, thankfully for free. XD
But there’ll still be work, not much thankfully. As my coach and I are taking it together :)
All I can say is.. this year can go to hell and perish. I’ll pretend this year didn’t exist. And I thought 2024 was a terrible year for me. This year was… just overstimulating and just stressful.
Anime binging has been keeping my sanity at this point. I mean, more negative things came out this year than positive such as me being gaslit from DSPs, being called a snob because I like anime as a comfort and losing a ton of people because of this one ex friend who turned out to be so mean, being at the risk of losing my insurance/benefits, having a job coach who tried to screw up my job…deleting two giant friend groups IRL, hell even my favorite coach’s from the gym are leaving back and forth.
The only positive aspect that came out as discovering myself as being fem-nonbinary. Still haven’t told my parents, and only two IRL friends, and my followers know this. Plus AnimeNYC was a lot of fun. :) NYCC is probably the only thing I’m looking forward too at this point 😂
As for the Discord thing, I won’t shut it down since I try to be active in studios but if you guys don’t see me talking much, I’m not angry at anyone. <3 I’m just mentally exhausted.
I’ll still do the secret Santa’s since I am looking forward to that.
xxMintoStarxx
So, a bit of an update for the rest of the year. After doing a couple of more parts, after I finish an art trade, I’ll probably take a break from editing & possibly discord but I’ll be lingering for MEP updates from studios. I have some art pieces & ideas that have been sitting on my desk for a couple of weeks and ideas in my head that never got underway.
My main focus was editing / drawing this year for balancing but I guess that backfired… kinda
I’ll HOPEFULLY get my birthday MEP uploaded/finished next month but we’ll see.
After my birthday month (AKA end of October), my class will start.
Currently I’m doing a class on procreate and I’m not sure how much work he’ll give me to practice plus I’m doing a cinema class on Hong Kong films, thankfully for free. XD
But there’ll still be work, not much thankfully. As my coach and I are taking it together :)
All I can say is.. this year can go to hell and perish. I’ll pretend this year didn’t exist. And I thought 2024 was a terrible year for me. This year was… just overstimulating and just stressful.
Anime binging has been keeping my sanity at this point. I mean, more negative things came out this year than positive such as me being gaslit from DSPs, being called a snob because I like anime as a comfort and losing a ton of people because of this one ex friend who turned out to be so mean, being at the risk of losing my insurance/benefits, having a job coach who tried to screw up my job…deleting two giant friend groups IRL, hell even my favorite coach’s from the gym are leaving back and forth.
The only positive aspect that came out as discovering myself as being fem-nonbinary.
Still haven’t told my parents, and only two IRL friends, and my followers know this. Plus AnimeNYC was a lot of fun. :) NYCC is probably the only thing I’m looking forward too at this point 😂
As for the Discord thing, I won’t shut it down since I try to be active in studios but if you guys don’t see me talking much, I’m not angry at anyone. <3 I’m just mentally exhausted.
I’ll still do the secret Santa’s since I am looking forward to that.
Sorry for the big post. I’m just tired.
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