I hate my lifeeee I’m so burnt out on everything and don’t wanna go to school don’t wanna clean hardly been brushing my teeth at all I’m really tired all the time. I’ve also been feeling dysphoric cuz my chest which isn’t usually a problem even when I feel masc, but I swear I subconsciously hate myself cuz tell me why when I’m not on my period I feel like a girly girl or just feminine in general but as soon as my period starts I wanna be a manly man. Like it’s even worse cuz emotions are higher when ur on ur period and it’s a “girl thing” to have a period since only ppl with a uterus can have one😭
I want a binder for times like this but 1. Mom doesn’t believe in trans kids so I can’t ask her 2. I could ask someone else in my family but idk how they’ll react 3. If I get one online I doubt anyone would just let me ship a package to their house without them knowing what’s in it and let me grab it, so I couldn’t do that without coming out 4. Im BROKE
My best bet would be an in person store but idk what stores sell them or how much they cost so yeah 👍 any suggestions on that would be nice Just wanted to rant
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I hate my lifeeee
I’m so burnt out on everything and don’t wanna go to school don’t wanna clean hardly been brushing my teeth at all I’m really tired all the time.
I’ve also been feeling dysphoric cuz my chest which isn’t usually a problem even when I feel masc, but I swear I subconsciously hate myself cuz tell me why when I’m not on my period I feel like a girly girl or just feminine in general but as soon as my period starts I wanna be a manly man. Like it’s even worse cuz emotions are higher when ur on ur period and it’s a “girl thing” to have a period since only ppl with a uterus can have one😭
I want a binder for times like this but
1. Mom doesn’t believe in trans kids so I can’t ask her
2. I could ask someone else in my family but idk how they’ll react
3. If I get one online I doubt anyone would just let me ship a package to their house without them knowing what’s in it and let me grab it, so I couldn’t do that without coming out
4. Im BROKE
My best bet would be an in person store but idk what stores sell them or how much they cost so yeah 👍 any suggestions on that would be nice
Just wanted to rant
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