I can’t keep this pain anymore because I really need to talk with you all. I’ve been struggling and stressed about school, I’ve been keeping my pain since 5 years and I can’t keep it anymore..
Since December 2020, I’ve lost my grandfather due to Covid and it was the first person to die in my family, then I wasn’t feeling good in primary school and nobody didn’t notice my pain. 3 years later, I lost my disabled cousin and I cried so much I couldn’t keep the pain. But my therapist wasn’t available and since that, we’ve lost our contact with her. When these kids started to bully me, I couldn’t keep my anger and it took months to solve this, even my mother doesn’t know why they did it to me. When the school nurse called me in her office, I told her everything happened. For a while, I cried when I was telling the story and I also told her I wanted to tell everything to my therapist but she still wasn’t available. Remember my post when my mother’s aunt passed away a few months ago ? I couldn’t believe my mother lost someone in her family and I couldn’t keep my tears. And an other loss happened last month, my mother’s cousin passed due to a brain tumor and again, I couldn’t keep my tears. All these losses, now I’m afraid to lose my grandmother. Last night, my father was yelling at my uncles and aunts while talking about my grandmother, I got tears in my eyes and I went to my room. I was having a panic attack while I was crying. Now having all this pain, I can’t even focus on school…
Let me know if you’ve experienced something like this.. 😕
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Guys I need to talk about something..
I can’t keep this pain anymore because I really need to talk with you all. I’ve been struggling and stressed about school, I’ve been keeping my pain since 5 years and I can’t keep it anymore..
Since December 2020, I’ve lost my grandfather due to Covid and it was the first person to die in my family, then I wasn’t feeling good in primary school and nobody didn’t notice my pain. 3 years later, I lost my disabled cousin and I cried so much I couldn’t keep the pain. But my therapist wasn’t available and since that, we’ve lost our contact with her. When these kids started to bully me, I couldn’t keep my anger and it took months to solve this, even my mother doesn’t know why they did it to me. When the school nurse called me in her office, I told her everything happened. For a while, I cried when I was telling the story and I also told her I wanted to tell everything to my therapist but she still wasn’t available. Remember my post when my mother’s aunt passed away a few months ago ? I couldn’t believe my mother lost someone in her family and I couldn’t keep my tears. And an other loss happened last month, my mother’s cousin passed due to a brain tumor and again, I couldn’t keep my tears. All these losses, now I’m afraid to lose my grandmother. Last night, my father was yelling at my uncles and aunts while talking about my grandmother, I got tears in my eyes and I went to my room. I was having a panic attack while I was crying. Now having all this pain, I can’t even focus on school…
Let me know if you’ve experienced something like this.. 😕
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