Lob Deinz

Today it rained Bestie. ‪@kyri_yourdevil‬ So i wrote this:
It rains...
For some: a blessing,
To others: it pains.
Latching on as fangs,
It cripples and maims.

Is there any feelings that in i can delight?
Or are such hopes playing with my sight?
Truly with such memories of sorrow,
Oh how I wish another's thoughts I can borrow!

And how evil consumes my eye!
Wanting neither to live, but only to die!
This then I cannot contain,
Furthering my depression to tread with a cane.

Trapped in an invisible cage,
Imprisoned in myself, 
Choosing despair and rage, 
A feeling too familiar Ive felt.

For this is a great mystery.

What's the reason for this madness?
And thoughts of deep sadness?

Confused, it strikes my heart!
Bemused, it tears me apart!
Like a stone, I'm hurled back and forth!
Like the wind, I'm twirled from West, East, North!

And whether you or I,
We look up to the sky;
And ask 'Why?!'.
Is my life all a lie?

But even the clouds must part,
Revealing the sun's glimmer;
Encouraging a new start,
With good dreams that shimmer.

As for now my friend, I bid you adieu.
"But wait! To this end, how do we know it true?"
When at some point, you find yourself blue.
And realize you don't know what to do.

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