Photo of me from Halloween night + FUNTIME FREDDY TEST RENDER eek.
I dressed as Nemesis from Resident Evil 3 (1999 ver) while in Whitby for the goth week shit. Got me feeling proper lesbian in this.
While out there I did get these two fnaf plushies (photo attached) at some shop where they were £16 each, which is fantastic price for the best springbonnie plush in existence. What's even cooler is that you're not supposed to be able to buy these in retail. Stock is only sent to claw machine companies for some reason which is insane gatekeeping honestly. Resellers on eBay go for at least £20 so I got a bargain and I'm happy about that. When I got home and showed my mum, her reaction was that I should've gotten the full set (despite totalling to £96?? Unlike her). I just didn't really want the others because the toy animatronics aren't even plot relevant, whereas William and Charlotte here have actually interesting characters I could write essays on.
Finished funtime Freddy today after finally upgrading my blender to 4.5 (was on 4.1 because of Kartina consistency) and changed a good amount of the materials properties and such. The lighting isn't that great here for actually showing him off because im bad at sister location style lights apparently. I like how the model turned out though even if you can't see it just because he was really hard to get right and I really hated him for most of it.
I still haven't started work on the Kartina behind the scenes video and shot manager plugin release because I've just gotten back to college and remembered how FUCKING MISERABLE IT IS cuz I just go there to stare blankly into the distance all day which does nothing but waste my time and piss me off and then I'm angry once I'm home. They give me drastically lower amounts of work that should justify it being a full time course. I go in 4 days a week when I could easily do it with just one, plus I have no proper friends to ever talk to during break so FUCK ME I guess it's just boring. Point is I'm feeling too shit to do anything actually important once I finally get home.
I miss having real friends and I miss having a relationship, even though I've only ever been with guys and am now lesbian, I miss that during every break at college there was at least just someone to spend that time with. Now I just stand still and do nothing and try not to think at all because being left alone with my own thoughts upsets me.
Looking forward to FNaF 2 movie coming out on Dec 5 so I can go in and watch it first screening and then watch it several more times since I don't wanna wait the 5 months for it to be on streaming (and have good quality pirates) before I can rewatch it.
Go watch Kartina btw if you somehow haven't like what the fuck man.
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Photo of me from Halloween night + FUNTIME FREDDY TEST RENDER eek.
I dressed as Nemesis from Resident Evil 3 (1999 ver) while in Whitby for the goth week shit. Got me feeling proper lesbian in this.
While out there I did get these two fnaf plushies (photo attached) at some shop where they were £16 each, which is fantastic price for the best springbonnie plush in existence. What's even cooler is that you're not supposed to be able to buy these in retail. Stock is only sent to claw machine companies for some reason which is insane gatekeeping honestly. Resellers on eBay go for at least £20 so I got a bargain and I'm happy about that. When I got home and showed my mum, her reaction was that I should've gotten the full set (despite totalling to £96?? Unlike her). I just didn't really want the others because the toy animatronics aren't even plot relevant, whereas William and Charlotte here have actually interesting characters I could write essays on.
Finished funtime Freddy today after finally upgrading my blender to 4.5 (was on 4.1 because of Kartina consistency) and changed a good amount of the materials properties and such. The lighting isn't that great here for actually showing him off because im bad at sister location style lights apparently. I like how the model turned out though even if you can't see it just because he was really hard to get right and I really hated him for most of it.
I still haven't started work on the Kartina behind the scenes video and shot manager plugin release because I've just gotten back to college and remembered how FUCKING MISERABLE IT IS cuz I just go there to stare blankly into the distance all day which does nothing but waste my time and piss me off and then I'm angry once I'm home. They give me drastically lower amounts of work that should justify it being a full time course. I go in 4 days a week when I could easily do it with just one, plus I have no proper friends to ever talk to during break so FUCK ME I guess it's just boring. Point is I'm feeling too shit to do anything actually important once I finally get home.
I miss having real friends and I miss having a relationship, even though I've only ever been with guys and am now lesbian, I miss that during every break at college there was at least just someone to spend that time with. Now I just stand still and do nothing and try not to think at all because being left alone with my own thoughts upsets me.
Looking forward to FNaF 2 movie coming out on Dec 5 so I can go in and watch it first screening and then watch it several more times since I don't wanna wait the 5 months for it to be on streaming (and have good quality pirates) before I can rewatch it.
Go watch Kartina btw if you somehow haven't like what the fuck man.
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