Numbskill

I always look at my most viewed videos and go ‘ugh’

Mainly because people keep asking me to put my Nirvana parody on Spotify, and I say no.

I’ve been called a coward for that, but I think that’s stupid. I would rather put something I actually made from scratch on there instead of this shit.

I made the Nirvana parody because I thought it would be fun to actually put real effort into the vocals and lyrics. It was an experiment. I’m never putting it on Spotify because it isn’t what I want on there. I didn’t make the instrumental, therefore I don’t want to put it there, nor do I know how.

I literally have no idea how to put shit on Spotify and I would need help. The two songs I put out recently are songs I DO want on Spotify, because I truly made them myself. And I’m proud of them.

The Nirvana parody was just an experiment. So if you think I’m a coward, unsubscribe from my channel, because most of y’all who have seen that video and the Doom meme are the only reason I even have this many subs to begin with. No one actually watches my normal content, and I would rather focus on the stuff I actually want to make.

I want to focus on the stuff I truly want to make instead of the stuff that I don’t. 2024 was an absolutely terrible year. So much bad shit happened all at once that it nearly broke me. I am not saying “this year will be my year” ever again though. That phrase only brings more bullshit.

I want to make music. I want to make artwork. I want to make animations. I want to do more voice acting. I just want to create whatever feels right to make. And I do have plans. I won’t share them yet though, but I will say that I’ll finally be making do on some very old promises.

So for those who care, stay tuned. For those who want to keep bullying me over a dumb
parody song, there’s the door. Kindly let yourself out.

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