~Now I’m sitting on an empty throne. Heart still beats but it feels like stone. All this love and nowhere it’ll go. You ruled my world and I lost my soul. Hear your name in the afterglow, ghosts will bow when I’m alone. If loving you was my only role. Why I’m sitting on an empty throne.
Even if the crown costs everything I own. I don’t want it. I’d rather be whole. Love was the crown I didn’t know.
Now I’m sitting on an empty throne.
Crown on the floor…. Who am I without a king
LLD~ 🪽👑 🪽
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Broeden Sabin is a 17 Year Old Teen from Taunton Massachusetts recently diagnosed with Acute Myeloid Leukemia, an extremely aggressive form of Blood and Bone Marrow Cancer. Currently there are no matching donors for Broeden on the National or Global Donor Registry.
Please consider registering to be his match.
All it takes is one cell to create the cancer Broeden is living with and fighting everyday, and all it takes is one person to change everything for him and give him a second chance at life.
This is a 17 year old who is dedicated to his goals and dreams and wants to live. Please consider registering to be his donor match, and even if you aren’t a match for him… you could be the match for someone else.
There are so many people here in this community all around the world, who could be the one who is capable of saving his life.
It is as simple as clicking here and signing your name and address to receive your swab kit in the mail. They usually get sent out overnight and you swab the inside of your cheek and send it right back -
www.nmdp.org/get-involved/join-the-registry
For more information about Broeden I will attach the article from The Taunton Gazette Below ⬇️
www.tauntongazette.com/story/news/local/2026/02/03…
Boston 25 News Broadcast 2/10/2026
https://youtu.be/jR92asEnuGs?si=qPChe...
A GoFundMe has been created in Broeden’s honor to help his Mother as she is Broeden’s sole caregiver and has two other small children at home. I will also attach that here ⬇️
www.gofundme.com/f/broedenstrong-acute-myeloid-leu…
Please don’t scroll past this post without sharing Broeden somewhere on your social platforms.
His life depends on all of us, many lives do.
You could be his Earth Angel 🪽Wouldn’t it be a beautiful reward to save his life 💫
To learn more about Acute Myeloid Leukemia Click Here 🎗️
www.cancer.org/cancer/types/acute-myeloid-leukemia…
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I promised I would share when I got David’s last heartbeats on me so here it is….
My tattoo artist fit as many as she could until she had to stop before making them any smaller.
On David’s 21st Birthday she sized it to 21 heartbeats which wasn’t purposely done….
So in my heart I know, that was David saying he doesn’t want to be Forever 20.
He wanted to turn 21 since as early as I can remember.
His First Birthday in heaven it made it a little easier to feel pain where he did…. Although the sting and the burn of a tattoo is nothing in comparison to what he felt. It still made me feel pain other than heartbreak….
It hurt a little but I didn’t flinch. I shed tears because I can’t ever imagine what it felt like for him to wear his pain outside of and attached to his ribs, growing to what was the size of a grapefruit then breaking his ribs inside his body before he passed away.
The tattoo is the length of the entire area the tumor presented, and I will wear his heartbeat where the tumor that claimed his life sat for 7 months… where he felt his worst most excruciating pain….
Until my last breath
David Christopher Forever and Ever ♾️
The love of my life. My one and only 🌹
Your heavenly Birthday 1 Month and 6 Days…
But 21 here on Earth
For the rest of my life I will wear your heartbeats where your pain was 🤍🪽
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This just popped up in my feed… I thought it was recent until I realized it was 3 months ago…
I find it interesting that this was done such a short time ago… and now….
Really does make me wonder
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Tomorrow Night… Set Your Reminders for 6pm EST
This is my first live about Summer since I have been back, and I am really looking forward to this conversation with Fred.
See you there 💫💜🌙
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Come see us… if you want a break from the same old, same old
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This is the Exception…..
There comes a time in life when you realize there is always an exception. The time for me to make one is now. I have always prided myself in that I have never used my platform on YouTube to ask for anything. Since David passed away January 3rd, I’ve had many people ask me how they can help me. I have been honest with them. I need them to go live and share my sons GoFundMe. To talk to their audiences and explain that I lost my one and only child. My son. The love of my life. The light of my world.
I made this GoFundMe last April. When David found out that his cancer was Refractory meaning it would be harder to treat. David was diagnosed with Stage 4 Burkitt Lymphoma January 11th 2025. We were told that if you were to ever get cancer this is the one you would want to get. Because it is so aggressive that it is easier to eradicate. Statistics show that 80-90% of Burkitt Lymphoma patients cure with 12 weeks of chemotherapy. David was not the 80-90%.
It was on April 21st when I realized immediately we were facing a long uphill battle and I knew it would be fierce. So I set up this GofundMe for David.
David met his goal in 24 hours with just me sharing it to my own personal Facebook, and luckily we were able to travel from Providence to Boston to Baltimore for treatment over the course of the last year. David did CD-19 CAR-T Cell Therapy in Boston at Massachusetts General Hospital from May to June. David’s cancer was almost completely gone by June 12th with only one area lighting up and he was headed to Bone Marrow Transplant with a 10/10 match in July when a new tumor popped up on the outside of his ribs on his back. October 28th we left for Baltimore where David was the fifth patient to ever enroll and first ever Burkitt Lymphoma patient to complete Triple Antigen CAR-T cell therapy which targeted not just one single antigen but 3 antigens on his cancer. CD-19, CD-20 and CD-22. Because David’s cancer doubled every 25 hours and grew so rapidly he was not able to be transplanted with a new immune system or we would have lost him in the process. Our last hope and Hail Mary was Triple CAR-T. But it didn’t turn out how we hoped and wished and prayed for. They believe the T Cells were becoming exhausted trying to tear through the cancer and the cancer was growing faster than the T Cells could travel and navigate. David fought for 357 days against the Most Rare and Aggressive form of B Cell Lymphoma known to man. On December 4th David was transported home 7 hours by ambulance from The ICU at University of Maryland to the ICU at Rhode Island Hospital in Providence. January 3rd the angels walked him into the arms of Jesus at 4:26pm.
I have paid for David’s burial, I have paid for his funeral, his obituary and the church and have one thing left to do which is to purchase his headstone.
I sat down at the monument company several weeks ago and crafted a beautiful head stone for David. With his name, his Birthday and his anniversary date, a quote he left behind on his gaming profile, and The Blessed Mother. The monument company wants $12,339.00 for this piece. I have some of the funds from what is left over but all of this together in total is a little over $30,000. I am currently shopping around for a more practical price for his headstone and willing to travel across the country for a lesser price and drive it back to Rhode Island myself.
I don’t ever ask for anything. Never thought I would have to. But I am not to proud to say, I need help with this last piece to finish my sons final resting place. I’d like to thank those who have shared already. Those who have been here for me throughout this process and those who have welcomed me back as I navigate life without my son. This is the one and only time I am truly needing something and it isn’t a first world problem, it is far greater than that.
So I am asking those who have platforms to please share and help me with the final project in sending my baby boy off to heaven. If you feel led in your heart to do so, I would be ever so grateful.
I am willing to speak about this on panel, I am willing to provide receipts of everything I have. I am walking through the shadows of my son’s death and I do need help with this. It feels awkward to have to ask for help, and wish I didn’t have to but I would do anything for my son including tell the world I simply can’t afford this expense.
I begged God to let me take this cancer from David. It should have been me, never David. I would take all of his suffering from him had the universe worked that way but it doesn’t. Instead, David was robbed of a beautiful and promising life. And I want more than anything to complete this with a beautiful stone for him.
I have gone live several times, and I have explained I need help with this, but it’s getting harder and harder to keep asking. So I’m going to leave this here and hope that this community can maybe pull together for my son no matter how they may feel about me or my online presence.
If this were me, I wouldn’t care about a stone. Or how I was sent off to heaven, but David is forever 20 and he deserved so much more from the universe than what he was dealt.
To those who have helped me with this without a second thought, who just immediately showed up I want you to know how much it means to me that you have taken part in sending my precious son to heaven…. I will never forget who has been there without question. Some I would have never expected. I’m reaching out one last time and asking for help.
Some people have asked me what I need, and I have told them…. I was honest and told them I just need this headstone for my son. Never heard from them again.
This is all I need. Everything else is paid for. David went straight to heaven. I just have this one thing left to do. I thought asking for prayers would save his life, and that he would be able to stay.
The gofundme money I never intended to spend on David’s burial and funeral. It was allotted to save his life.
I am saying here and now today, I do need help with this. All that matters to me is that I can place a beautiful stone for him.
Please share David’s gofundme on your lives and with your audience if you are willing and able. Share his story, it is written on the gofundme and please say his name.
David Christopher Adams
February 9, 2005-January 3,2026
His obituary is in my last community post
🪽🌹🤍🌹🪽
I will share the GoFundMe link below
gofund.me/31f47fbf6
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✝️👑 🪽🌹David Christopher 🌹 🪽👑 ✝️
February 9th 2005-January 3, 2026
I have more respect for David than anyone I have ever known or will know in all my life.
Everything that I know about life I have learned from him.
I am the Mom of a Legend and he is everywhere.
David’s energy is so powerful. The miracles I have seen through way of my son the last year I want to tell people about one day…… maybe.
I do want to say. David fought so hard to stay in this world. He wanted to live. David fought until his very last breath to beat his cancer. Many ask if I am okay, and are worried. I will spend forever, never learning to live without him. But I will live my life to Live Like David. He fought so valiantly. He was a real life Gladiator. If he could do all of what I watched him get through and accomplish, I can do anything. And I’ll do it for him. Everyday for the rest of my life.
He said to me back in the fall,
“Mom. I don’t know if I will make it through this. I made this cancer. All it took was one cell. I have the Godfather of all Lymphomas and it is me trying to beat myself at my own game - that I made”
David knew what he was up against. We all did. And believed in him as did he himself. Until the very last day.
He is so profound in every way. And I loved every second of being his mom.
They were the greatest days of my life and I am honored.
David is magnificent. The King of my World.
The closest thing in my life I have ever seen to God.
Cherish and Treasure all you have and ~LLD 🪽👑
The world needed David and more human beings just like him. 🙏🏽
www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/thewesterlysun/name/d…
https://youtu.be/x4RWbPyglc8?si=8cSH2...
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I need prayers for my son. An army of prayer warriors to cover him in light, love and prayer.
🎶🎵And I thank God every day
For the boy he sent my way
But I know the things He gives me…
He can take away
And I hold you every night
And that's a feelin' I wanna get used to
But there's no Momma terrified
As the one who stands to lose you
Oh, I hope I don't lose you
Please…..
Stay….
I want you, I need you
Oh God….
Don't …..
Take….
These beautiful things that I've got 🎶🎵
🎗️🤺💚💪🏽🙏🏽
#StrongerThanBurkittLymphoma
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National Center for MISSING AND EXPLOITED CHILDREN-
“She was 5 when she disappeared. Now she’s 9.
Summer Wells vanished from her home in Rogersville, TN, on June 15, 2021. It’s been over four years. NCMEC has released a new age-progressed image to help find her.
No sign since that day—but someone knows something.”
Have info? Call 1-800-THE-LOST or Hawkins Co. Sheriff’s Office at 423-272-7121
www.missingkids.org/poster/NCMC/1423522/1
Please Remember to Share Summers Face
And to treat her better online 🌙✨
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Hyping n Sharing
👇🏼
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