Hey everyone! I know I’ve been totally MIA, sorry about that. Motivation’s been kinda low lately, but I wanted to pop in and let you know I’m still alive.
Also! Quick shoutout to my friend’s band. She’s insanely talented, and I figured since I’ve got a bit of a platform, why not use it to give her some love? The band is amazing, and the girls absolutely kill it ❤️ (P.S. This is still my secret YouTube account, so uh… don’t snitch, alright? Just say Alleyway sent you if anyone asks 😋)
I promise I’ll start posting again once I find the will to. School’s wrapping up soon and besides English and history, I’m pretty much free of major tests so I’m finally starting to breathe again lol. Also here’s a rlly old drawing, not that great but I figured y’all would eat it up anyways. Love you guys so much, Thankyou for 6k. ☹️❤️
Hey, I totally forgot to give an update. Things actually got better surprisingly? I came to school on Tuesday ready for this big meeting with my Spanish teacher and counselor, but then… they just forgot? No one said anything. I went to class expecting to be held back like usual, but she completely ignored me the whole period. Honestly, I didn’t mind at all, I actually like having my space.
All week she’s been acting like I don’t exist, which is kind of hilarious considering how much she used to single me out. A whole class period went by without her breathing down my neck. She walked right past me, helped my partner, didn’t even glance at my work… and honestly? AMAZING. I feel way better now.
Only downside is my parents are still handing out punishments, but it’s whatever. I can deal w it.
Anyway, here’s a dumb doodle I did sometime this week.
Because of my absences and failing the third marking period, my teacher reported me to the school. She claimed that I skip her class every day and don’t do the assignments. In reality, I only missed one project and very few homework’s. She also told them that I’m making excuses like babysitting to avoid staying after school for extra help. But I only mentioned babysitting once. The real issue is that I rely on public transportation, and there aren’t buses available around the time I’d be leaving if I stayed late. If I walked home, it’d be dark by the time I got there.
She says she’s concerned about my wellbeing, but the truth is, she’s a big part of why I’m struggling. I’ve made it clear to her before that the way she treats me makes me uncomfortable, but nothing’s changed. I’m constantly picked on in her class—not just by her, but by other students. I’ve had paper thrown at my head and back, and one time I got hit in the eye. Her only response was to move their seats, and even then, she put them back in the same spots a week later.
Yes, I take responsibility for skipping, but it’s hard to stay motivated in a space where I feel so unwelcome and unsafe. I don’t have issues with any other teachers, and I’m actually passing most of my classes. Spanish is the only one I’m failing. Yet, she acts like she’s concerned about me while doing nothing to actually support me. Instead, she blames me for everything.
Now the school is threatening to take away my spot as foil captain and might even remove me from the sport entirely unless something changes. That’s extremely unfair. Fencing is the only thing that genuinely brings me peace. It’s where I can get away from the stress at school and home. Losing that would only make things worse for me.
This whole situation is putting me in a difficult position with my family, too. My home life is already rough, and this won’t help, it’ll hurt. I’ve never had issues like this with school until I was placed in her class. My mental health has already made it hard for me to keep up with everything, and now I just feel stuck. I don’t know how to fix this without revealing things I’m not ready to share.
In addition this will affect my ability to upload content. My mother has threatened to take everything from me and to isolate me from everyone.
I’m really sorry if this escalate and I do end up facing severe consequences. I do try not to annoy you guys with my personal life but I really have nobody to turn to. I’m sorry for bothering you all but I figured I should say something just incase I just suddenly stop from making videos for a long time.
I’m not even the type of person to get mad over stuff but I’m going through the most insane crash out. My teacher is accusing me of not contributing to the project despite the fact I created the slide show where almost all of my information was deleted my a classmate. The final document containing the letter we were collectively writing together was changed completely without me and my other classmates knowledge. I wrote my assigned paragraph which my teacher approved only for it to be completely unrecognizable bc the classmate changed it. Not only that but me and the other classmate weren’t given editing access until today in class when the whole final was already complete and different from what we all agreed. My classmate told me to create the image for our project but I’m just so fucking pissed I don’t even want to complete it anymore if my teacher won’t give me the grade I deserve. I think I’m even more mad at the fact they were using AI the whole time on MY SLIDESHOW. They tried doing the same with our image until it wasn’t coming out the way they wanted. I already have issues with my English teacher because I struggled with doing my work for the first half of the year because my mental health was utterly deteriorating, I’m obviously so much better now but I was genuinely putting effort because this was a group thing and I would never let someone fail because of me?? I know my teacher won’t believe me even if I talk with her.
I am officially foil captain! I’m actually very happy I won the election and this is such a huge deal to me. On another note tomorrow I will hopefully be available to post, normally I create my content late at night or in school during my free period but school has been crazy even tho it’s my second day back. Other than that everything is going well for me! Just wanted to celebrate this win with you all. ❤️
I am officially running for foil captain! I reviewed your comments from my last post and I decided to take the opportunity, after my winter break the election for captains begin. People from fencing have reassured me I would definitely win but things can always happen! Thankyou to everyone who encouraged me to step outside my comfort zone! I really appreciate it.
On another note I’m feeling a bit ill so I’ll try to post when I’m feeling a bit better, it’s not anything severe, just a sore throat followed by a small fever. My step dad gave me a bunch of medicine but it makes me feel a little drowsy. Make sure to bundle up in this cold weather! You definitely don’t wanna get sick! Take care all 3k of you silly subs ❤️❤️❤️
I don’t have anyone to ask at home or any friends but, should I apply to be captain next year for fencing in my school? I have a great attendance and I think I’m pretty good at it. My parents plan to send me to a fencing camp over the summer so they won’t have to see me and I’ll improve on my skills! My fellow teammates want me to run but I’m a little unsure.. I’ve never been good at talking with people, let alone tell anyone what to do. Please give me your thoughts, I have until this Friday to tell my coach. Thankyou!❤️
Alleyway!
Hey everyone! I know I’ve been totally MIA, sorry about that. Motivation’s been kinda low lately, but I wanted to pop in and let you know I’m still alive.
Also! Quick shoutout to my friend’s band. She’s insanely talented, and I figured since I’ve got a bit of a platform, why not use it to give her some love? The band is amazing, and the girls absolutely kill it ❤️ (P.S. This is still my secret YouTube account, so uh… don’t snitch, alright? Just say Alleyway sent you if anyone asks 😋)
I promise I’ll start posting again once I find the will to. School’s wrapping up soon and besides English and history, I’m pretty much free of major tests so I’m finally starting to breathe again lol. Also here’s a rlly old drawing, not that great but I figured y’all would eat it up anyways. Love you guys so much, Thankyou for 6k. ☹️❤️
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Alleyway!
Hey, I totally forgot to give an update. Things actually got better surprisingly? I came to school on Tuesday ready for this big meeting with my Spanish teacher and counselor, but then… they just forgot? No one said anything. I went to class expecting to be held back like usual, but she completely ignored me the whole period. Honestly, I didn’t mind at all, I actually like having my space.
All week she’s been acting like I don’t exist, which is kind of hilarious considering how much she used to single me out. A whole class period went by without her breathing down my neck. She walked right past me, helped my partner, didn’t even glance at my work… and honestly? AMAZING. I feel way better now.
Only downside is my parents are still handing out punishments, but it’s whatever. I can deal w it.
Anyway, here’s a dumb doodle I did sometime this week.
10 months ago | [YT] | 46
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Alleyway!
For some context to my recent post.
Because of my absences and failing the third marking period, my teacher reported me to the school. She claimed that I skip her class every day and don’t do the assignments. In reality, I only missed one project and very few homework’s. She also told them that I’m making excuses like babysitting to avoid staying after school for extra help. But I only mentioned babysitting once. The real issue is that I rely on public transportation, and there aren’t buses available around the time I’d be leaving if I stayed late. If I walked home, it’d be dark by the time I got there.
She says she’s concerned about my wellbeing, but the truth is, she’s a big part of why I’m struggling. I’ve made it clear to her before that the way she treats me makes me uncomfortable, but nothing’s changed. I’m constantly picked on in her class—not just by her, but by other students. I’ve had paper thrown at my head and back, and one time I got hit in the eye. Her only response was to move their seats, and even then, she put them back in the same spots a week later.
Yes, I take responsibility for skipping, but it’s hard to stay motivated in a space where I feel so unwelcome and unsafe. I don’t have issues with any other teachers, and I’m actually passing most of my classes. Spanish is the only one I’m failing. Yet, she acts like she’s concerned about me while doing nothing to actually support me. Instead, she blames me for everything.
Now the school is threatening to take away my spot as foil captain and might even remove me from the sport entirely unless something changes. That’s extremely unfair. Fencing is the only thing that genuinely brings me peace. It’s where I can get away from the stress at school and home. Losing that would only make things worse for me.
This whole situation is putting me in a difficult position with my family, too. My home life is already rough, and this won’t help, it’ll hurt. I’ve never had issues like this with school until I was placed in her class. My mental health has already made it hard for me to keep up with everything, and now I just feel stuck. I don’t know how to fix this without revealing things I’m not ready to share.
In addition this will affect my ability to upload content. My mother has threatened to take everything from me and to isolate me from everyone.
I’m really sorry if this escalate and I do end up facing severe consequences. I do try not to annoy you guys with my personal life but I really have nobody to turn to. I’m sorry for bothering you all but I figured I should say something just incase I just suddenly stop from making videos for a long time.
11 months ago | [YT] | 58
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Alleyway!
I’m not even the type of person to get mad over stuff but I’m going through the most insane crash out. My teacher is accusing me of not contributing to the project despite the fact I created the slide show where almost all of my information was deleted my a classmate. The final document containing the letter we were collectively writing together was changed completely without me and my other classmates knowledge. I wrote my assigned paragraph which my teacher approved only for it to be completely unrecognizable bc the classmate changed it. Not only that but me and the other classmate weren’t given editing access until today in class when the whole final was already complete and different from what we all agreed. My classmate told me to create the image for our project but I’m just so fucking pissed I don’t even want to complete it anymore if my teacher won’t give me the grade I deserve. I think I’m even more mad at the fact they were using AI the whole time on MY SLIDESHOW. They tried doing the same with our image until it wasn’t coming out the way they wanted. I already have issues with my English teacher because I struggled with doing my work for the first half of the year because my mental health was utterly deteriorating, I’m obviously so much better now but I was genuinely putting effort because this was a group thing and I would never let someone fail because of me?? I know my teacher won’t believe me even if I talk with her.
Sorry for my rant, I’m just rlly mad over this💔
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Alleyway!
I am officially foil captain! I’m actually very happy I won the election and this is such a huge deal to me. On another note tomorrow I will hopefully be available to post, normally I create my content late at night or in school during my free period but school has been crazy even tho it’s my second day back. Other than that everything is going well for me! Just wanted to celebrate this win with you all. ❤️
Take care and have a great day!😋
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Alleyway!
I am officially running for foil captain! I reviewed your comments from my last post and I decided to take the opportunity, after my winter break the election for captains begin. People from fencing have reassured me I would definitely win but things can always happen! Thankyou to everyone who encouraged me to step outside my comfort zone! I really appreciate it.
On another note I’m feeling a bit ill so I’ll try to post when I’m feeling a bit better, it’s not anything severe, just a sore throat followed by a small fever. My step dad gave me a bunch of medicine but it makes me feel a little drowsy. Make sure to bundle up in this cold weather! You definitely don’t wanna get sick! Take care all 3k of you silly subs ❤️❤️❤️
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Alleyway!
I don’t have anyone to ask at home or any friends but, should I apply to be captain next year for fencing in my school? I have a great attendance and I think I’m pretty good at it. My parents plan to send me to a fencing camp over the summer so they won’t have to see me and I’ll improve on my skills! My fellow teammates want me to run but I’m a little unsure.. I’ve never been good at talking with people, let alone tell anyone what to do. Please give me your thoughts, I have until this Friday to tell my coach. Thankyou!❤️
1 year ago | [YT] | 57
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Alleyway!
2.31K?! GUYS??? THIS IS GENUINELY INSANE??I appreciate all the love & support. I promise to post more consistently for yall.❤️
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