GRIEFMAS DAY 7 | today felt heavy, and it’s okay to be sad and wallow 💗 #griefmas #vlogmas #grief

GRIEFMAS DAY 6 | How’s your weekend? I can sense my body shutting down 😔 #griefmas #vlogmas

GRIEFMAS DAY 5 | How has work been? reality got me today, but gettin back into it #griefmas #vlogmas

GRIEFMAS DAY 4 | What did u feel today? had lots of reflecting time in the plane #griefmas #vlogmas

GRIEFMAS DAY 3 | What made you laugh today? enjoying our final day in tokyo 😭 #griefmas #vlogmas

what did you do today? storing up as much fun while i can 💗 shop, eat, repeat #griefmas #tokyo

GRIEFMAS DAY 1 | honor all the feelings! let’s spend December together #griefmas #vlogmas #grief

who are u missing? who is hanging out with tony? 💗 here with u esp this season #grief #holidays

trying to embrace who i am now with grief and honoring parts of grief that can be beautiful #grief

unlocking my full potential 😍 ty, @Yoning Official #kbeauty #koreanmakeup #koreanhairstyle

for those whose thanksgiving may look different this year, you made it through 💛 #grief

once a pessimistic sad girl is now forever changed 💗 #love #inyour20s #grief

there’s nothing like getting ur scalp massaged and cleaned 😌 @Park Jun Cheongdam #scalptreatment #haircare

💗 reminder to myself to take more videos of the people i love #grief #loss #memories #griefjourney

thank you, mom, for sharing your grief and love for tony 💗 #grief #letter #mom

knocking off another thing i’ve been meaning to do! 😬 #teethwhitening #dentalclinic

let yourself be sad then give yourself a chance to have fun 💕 #grief #adventure #livingwell #widow

visited @닥터디앤에이 as soon as i got to seoul for microneedling! #kbeauty #skincare #skintreatment

doesn’t just apply to grief: it’s ok to feel what u feel, enjoy the moments when they come #feelings

so much of me is made of what i learned from you 💚🩷 #wicked #forgood #grief #widow

capturing all the moments with mom because future me will be so happy to have them #mom #birthday

i’m obsessed with everything 🤭 #jeju #haul #souvenir #cute

let’s catch up 💗 thank you for being here! #grief #catchup #hearttoheart #widow

mom misses and loves you so much too, tony 💗 #grief #griefjourney #signs #widow

the “what ifs” & “what could’ve been” will always sting, no matter how much time has passed #grief

thank you, tony, for giving me the most beautiful chapters 💗 #lovestory #husbandwife #grief #widow

toughest chapter but grateful tony’s last year was full of love and life #lovestory #grief #widow

so many mems 🥹 tony was an absolute legend #lovestory #loveletter #wedding #grief #widow

learning to live life together was so fun! 🤪 #lovestory #love #marriage #moving #grief #widow

life is wild but full of beautiful moments 💍 #proposal #engagement #lovestory #grief #widow

i think we both knew early on this was it 🥹 #lovestory #loveletter #grief #widow

who’s cutting onions 🥸 #lovestory #love #loveletter #grief #widow

and just like that, we’re official 👏🏼 #lovestory #love #couple #grief #widow

got emotional with this 🥺 just two young souls trying to do things well #lovestory #grief #widow

the first of many to come 🤭 #firstdate #lovestory #grief #healing #widow

meeting on my fave holiday?? it was meant to be #lovestory #meetcute #grief #healing #widow

reminiscing on our younger selves made me so giddy 🥹 #lovestory #loveletter #grief #widow

excited to share our love story 💕 prologue #lovestory #love #grief #griefjourney #widow

don’t let hatred ruin your life… life is too short for that #message #love

forever my favorite sound 💗 #grief #loss #laughter #joy #widow

grief is ever evolving, and i’m always learning to accept how it changes #grief #widow #loss

grieve however you feel like it, people don’t need to understand #grief #griefjourney #love #widow

grieve as loud as you need to be here 💗 #grief #griefjourney #griefandloss #widow

grief reminds me that you’re not here, but you remind me to keep living #grief #recap #september

in honor of twilight book 1’s 20th anniversary, my fave video of all time 🤣 #twilight

#grief #anger #sadness #griefjourney #lifeafterloss #widow #youngwidow

it was a brutal but good summer, thankful that tony reminded me in various ways #summer #inlove

two years later, i now live in nyc & feel tony with me & continue to share with you #grief #widow