As if God paused creation, wiped the sweat from His brow, and whispered, āThis one has to be different.ā
Then He breathed life into your lungs, placed a heartbeat inside your chest, and chose the woman who would call you by your name.
But when I look at you⦠I donāt just see your name.
I see a queen.
I see the safest place my heart has ever known.
I see a woman whose love can calm storms, whose embrace can turn a house into a home, whose smile has the power to make two little kings believe this world is beautiful.
Tomorrow is your birthday.
I wish I could take you to the finest restaurant, buy you every gift youāve ever dreamed of, hand you the keys to your favorite car, and let the world know how priceless you are.
But todayā¦
all I have is my heart.
And maybe thatās because itās the one thing that has always belonged to you.
Iām still building. Still cutting hair. Still chasing the vision God placed inside me for our family.
Every long day⦠every sacrifice⦠every late nightā¦
has your name written across it.
Because one day I will give you everything I keep promising.
Not because money defines my loveā¦
but because you deserve to wake up every morning never questioning how deeply youāre cherished.
God didnāt only create someone beautiful when He created you.
He created a nurturer. A healer. A creator of joy. The kind of woman whose love changes generations.
Sometimes I imagine Heaven the day before you were born.
I picture God taking His time with you⦠smiling⦠maybe even trembling with excitementā¦
because He already knew one day youād become my answered prayer.
Happy Birthday, my love.
May this year be more than another candle⦠more than another celebrationā¦
May it become the chapter where every prayer weāve whispered begins finding its way home.
Not in a bottle, but through words that cut deeper than knives, through moments that stole pieces of my childhood, through pain I was never meant to carry.
For years, I thought healing meant pretending it never happened.
So I smiled⦠while my heart was breaking.
I kept showing up⦠while silently falling apart.
I convinced myself that surviving was the same thing as living.
It wasnāt.
Healing began the day I stopped asking, āWhy did this happen to me?ā
and started asking, āHow can this pain become purpose?ā
Little by little, God gathered every broken piece of me.
Every tear became a prayer.
Every scar became a reminder that I was still here.
Every wound became proof that what tried to destroy me didnāt get the final word.
Today, I donāt hide my story.
I share itā¦
Because someone else is still fighting a battle they havenāt found the courage to talk about.
If thatās youā¦
I want you to know this:
Your trauma is real.
Your pain is real.
But neither gets to decide how your story ends.
Healing doesnāt erase what happened.
Healing teaches your heart how to breathe again.
What they meant as poisonā¦
God can transform into power.
Not so you can carry hateā¦
But so you can carry hope.
And maybe⦠just maybeā¦
your greatest purpose will grow from the place that once hurt the most.
Jalil is my happiness. He reminds me to smile, laugh, and enjoy lifeās blessings.
William is my healer. He has a way of bringing peace to my soul and strength to my spirit when I need it most.
Omari is my heart. A love so deep that no words could ever fully explain it.
Each of you carries a different piece of me, but together, you are my greatest purpose, my proudest accomplishment, and Godās greatest gift to my life.
No matter how old you get, no matter where life takes you, know that your father loves you beyond measure. You are the reason I keep pushing forward, believing, and becoming a better man every day.
Jalil, my Happiness. William, my Healer. Omari, my Heart.
Forever my sons. Forever my why. Forever my legacy. ā¤ļø
āSome people break your heart when they leave. Others change your life when they stay a little longer. Tomorrow night⦠youāll understand why.ā
The wait is over.
What started as curiosity became connection. What started as attraction became something far more dangerous.
Not because they touched. Not because they kissed.
Because they stayed.
Tomorrow night, the second half of the journey begins.
š NURUE FILES ā Entry 052: Stayed A Little Longer
Sometimes the most powerful moments arenāt the loud ones.
Theyāre the moments when nobody wants to leave.
When the conversation keeps going. When the music keeps playing. When silence becomes comfortable. When two souls stop performing and start feeling safe enough to simply exist together.
Entry 052 marks the beginning of a deeper chapter.
The emotions run deeper. The attachments grow stronger. The questions become harder to ignore.
itās time to get back in place, not beneath meā but where youāve always mattered most.
You are the centerpiece, the missing piece in a puzzle bleeding chaos. Without you, nothing aligns.
I donāt want to hear about absenceā about a father who wasnāt there. Ours werenāt either. And the ones meant to guide us were burdened, bent, subtly enslaved in ways they didnāt even recognize.
Taught distance from ancestry, taught silence instead of strength.
Dance, sista. Not for attentionā for awakening.
Unlock whatās been buried in you.
I know your painā what was taken, what was forced, what was never healed. But understandā we carry wounds too.
They broke us openly, in front of watching eyes, hands violating what was unprotected, pressing us down until soul felt like something we no longer owned.
They stretched more than bodiesā they stretched fear into us, trained it deep so weād forget how power feels.
And todayā it echoes.
Nothing really changed, just the language.
Division still works. Conquest still thrives when we stand apart.
Now listenā you sound like them.
āI want the biggest.ā āI want the tallest.ā āI want the strongest.ā
Donāt you see? Thatās how we were chosenā picked, measured, bought for labor to build wealth weād never touch.
Aināt no ocean, aināt no sea My sista Keep my sista way from me My sista
Dey even bleach our Savior pale, washinā the power from His original skin. Paint da heavens red so truth look foreign to us.
Even His mommaā just a baby havinā a baby, aināt dat somethinā?
Sayinā a whisper from da Holy Ghost told her she gonā carry a King, only for dem to paint portraits later so weād bow to a pale face instead of recognize ourselves in Him.
Sista⦠dey never wanted us to see.
Never wanted us to know power looked like us. Never wanted us to remember royalty survived inside our blood.
They celebrate you now, fund your distractions, pour your champagne, keep you comfortableā while the bigger picture slips through your fingers.
You walk through the front door, but forgetā you were meant to open it for all of us.
And still⦠you are the strongest vessel.
You carry life. You hold us together. You are the foundation whether you claim it or not.
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The Day Heaven Took Its Time āØ
Before there was a youā¦
there was a day Heaven grew quiet.
As if God paused creation,
wiped the sweat from His brow,
and whispered,
āThis one has to be different.ā
Then He breathed life into your lungs,
placed a heartbeat inside your chest,
and chose the woman who would call you by your name.
But when I look at youā¦
I donāt just see your name.
I see a queen.
I see the safest place my heart has ever known.
I see a woman whose love can calm storms,
whose embrace can turn a house into a home,
whose smile has the power to make two little kings believe this world is beautiful.
Tomorrow is your birthday.
I wish I could take you to the finest restaurant,
buy you every gift youāve ever dreamed of,
hand you the keys to your favorite car,
and let the world know how priceless you are.
But todayā¦
all I have is my heart.
And maybe thatās because itās the one thing that has always belonged to you.
Iām still building.
Still cutting hair.
Still chasing the vision God placed inside me for our family.
Every long dayā¦
every sacrificeā¦
every late nightā¦
has your name written across it.
Because one day I will give you everything I keep promising.
Not because money defines my loveā¦
but because you deserve to wake up every morning never questioning how deeply youāre cherished.
God didnāt only create someone beautiful when He created you.
He created a nurturer.
A healer.
A creator of joy.
The kind of woman whose love changes generations.
Sometimes I imagine Heaven the day before you were born.
I picture God taking His time with youā¦
smilingā¦
maybe even trembling with excitementā¦
because He already knew one day youād become my answered prayer.
Happy Birthday, my love.
May this year be more than another candleā¦
more than another celebrationā¦
May it become the chapter where every prayer weāve whispered begins finding its way home.
Until I can place the world in your handsā¦
please keep holding my heart.
It has never wanted another home.
Happy Birthday, my forever. ā¤ļø
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šššššš šš ššššš
They gave me poisonā¦
Not in a bottle,
but through words that cut deeper than knives,
through moments that stole pieces of my childhood,
through pain I was never meant to carry.
For years,
I thought healing meant pretending it never happened.
So I smiledā¦
while my heart was breaking.
I kept showing upā¦
while silently falling apart.
I convinced myself
that surviving
was the same thing as living.
It wasnāt.
Healing began the day
I stopped asking,
āWhy did this happen to me?ā
and started asking,
āHow can this pain become purpose?ā
Little by little,
God gathered every broken piece of me.
Every tear became a prayer.
Every scar became a reminder
that I was still here.
Every wound became proof
that what tried to destroy me
didnāt get the final word.
Today, I donāt hide my story.
I share itā¦
Because someone else is still fighting a battle
they havenāt found the courage to talk about.
If thatās youā¦
I want you to know this:
Your trauma is real.
Your pain is real.
But neither gets to decide how your story ends.
Healing doesnāt erase what happened.
Healing teaches your heart
how to breathe again.
What they meant as poisonā¦
God can transform into power.
Not so you can carry hateā¦
But so you can carry hope.
And maybeā¦
just maybeā¦
your greatest purpose
will grow from the place
that once hurt the most.
Breaking cycles.
Healing wounds.
Changing lives.
- @MR140CUTZ
#PoisonToPower š
#HealingJourney
#SpokenWordPoetry
#BreakTheCycle
#ForYou
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STYNER BOYZ ā¤ļø
Jalil is my happiness. He reminds me to smile, laugh, and enjoy lifeās blessings.
William is my healer. He has a way of bringing peace to my soul and strength to my spirit when I need it most.
Omari is my heart. A love so deep that no words could ever fully explain it.
Each of you carries a different piece of me, but together, you are my greatest purpose, my proudest accomplishment, and Godās greatest gift to my life.
No matter how old you get, no matter where life takes you, know that your father loves you beyond measure. You are the reason I keep pushing forward, believing, and becoming a better man every day.
Jalil, my Happiness.
William, my Healer.
Omari, my Heart.
Forever my sons. Forever my why. Forever my legacy. ā¤ļø
3 Kings. 3 Blessings. 1 Love.
#BoyDad #MySonsMyWorld #FamilyFirst #BlessedFather #LegacyOverEverything
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š¹ TOMORROW NIGHT⦠NURUE FILES RETURNS. š¹
āSome people break your heart when they leave. Others change your life when they stay a little longer. Tomorrow night⦠youāll understand why.ā
The wait is over.
What started as curiosity became connection.
What started as attraction became something far more dangerous.
Not because they touched.
Not because they kissed.
Because they stayed.
Tomorrow night, the second half of the journey begins.
š NURUE FILES ā Entry 052: Stayed A Little Longer
Sometimes the most powerful moments arenāt the loud ones.
Theyāre the moments when nobody wants to leave.
When the conversation keeps going.
When the music keeps playing.
When silence becomes comfortable.
When two souls stop performing and start feeling safe enough to simply exist together.
Entry 052 marks the beginning of a deeper chapter.
The emotions run deeper.
The attachments grow stronger.
The questions become harder to ignore.
And the scariest part of emotional intimacyā¦
is how quietly it enters the room.
š¹ Tomorrow night, the story continues.
Welcome back to the world of Nurue Files.
ā Nurue
#NurueFiles
#ThisFeltPersonal
#SoftButDangerous
#EmotionalChemistry
#SheFeltThat
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THA WRLD
Donāt you worry about a thing,
Iām hereā
when the night grows heavy,
when the tears fall quietly,
when your heart feels like
it has to carry the sky alone.
Hold on tight.
No fear.
Let my arms become your shelter,
let my voice become your peace.
Yeah,
Iām here to show you love.
Iām here
to give you
Tha WRLD.
Donāt you cry alone.
Iām here.
When the shadows gather,
when tomorrow seems too far away,
hold me close.
No fear.
Yeah,
Iām here to show you love.
Iām here
to give you
Tha WRLD.
Tha WRLD.
More than the stars above us.
Tha WRLD.
More than words can explain.
Tha WRLD.
More than a promise.
Tha WRLD.
A love that remains.
Donāt you cry alone.
Iām here.
Donāt you worry about a thangā
just know
my heart was made
to stand beside yours.
Iām here
to love you close,
to hold your hand
through every storm.
So donāt be afraid
of the dark.
Even the darkest night
must surrender
to the morning.
So my babies,
hold on.
Stay strong.
Keep believing.
Keep growing.
Keep shining.
And when life feels too heavy,
remember these words:
You are loved.
You are covered.
You are never alone.
So hold on.
Yesā
hold on.
Iām here
to give you
Tha WRLD
By : @therealmwpoetry
#DadLife
#Fatherhood
#MyWhy
#FamilyOverEverything
#THAWRLD šµšš
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The Slow Death of a Man
When a man starts thinking
about leaving his family
just to grind aloneā
thatās sadness at its worst.
Not anger.
Not hatred.
Just exhaustion
wrapped inside silence.
The kind of silence
where a man still shows upā¦
while mentally disappearing.
He doesnāt get affection.
Doesnāt get peace.
Doesnāt get held
the same way he holds everybody else together.
All day,
he hears complaints,
stress,
arguments,
problems heās expected to solve
while secretly drowning himself.
And the hardest part?
The mother of his children
doesnāt even want to work with him anymore.
So now the kids suffer
from two wounded adults
bleeding on everything they once prayed for.
Now he watching his babies smile
while knowing
they can feel the tension too.
That breaks him differently.
Because a real man
will survive pain himselfā¦
but watching his children hurt
because peace couldnāt exist at home?
Thatāll crush his soul slowly.
So what does he do?
He stays quiet.
Because when men cry,
people get uncomfortable.
When men explain pain,
people call it complaining.
So he keeps grinding.
Keeps carrying everybody.
Keeps bleeding in silence.
Until his chest starts tightening.
His heartbeat speeding up
like his body trying to outrun stress.
Now he canāt sleep right.
Canāt think right.
Canāt breathe without pressure sitting on his lungs.
And one dayā
the same man
everybody called āstrongā
is grabbing his chest
in complete silence.
Now the doctor looking him in his eyes saying:
āYou have to slow down completely.ā
But nobody asks him
the question that matters most:
āWho was holding him together
while he was trying
to save everybody else?ā
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The Spirit
I still see blood
when I look at my hands.
Not fresh bloodā
old blood.
The kind that dries
inside your spirit
before anybody notices
youāve been suffering.
The thorns from my past
never stopped piercing me.
Every memory
feels like a crown of sorrow
pressed deeper into my skin.
And somehow,
every nightmare
still walks me back
to that yellow and white house.
That house wasnāt a home.
It was grief
painted in soft colors
to hide what lived inside it.
The walls carried tension.
The rooms swallowed screams.
The floors memorized fear.
And my sisterā¦
she had to survive it
mostly alone.
That truth haunts me
more than the trauma itself.
Because while I found ways
to disappear emotionallyā
through angerā¦
through isolationā¦
through becoming coldā
she remained trapped
inside those hallways
with the spirit of everything
we were trying to escape.
I often wonder
how many nights
she cried silently
waiting for somebody
to notice she was breaking.
I wonder how much pain
that house buried inside her bones.
Some places
donāt let you leave completely.
Some memories
become living spirits.
And even now,
when life becomes too quiet,
I can still feel
the thorns of my past
forcing my hands open againā
bleeding reminders
that trauma never truly dies.
It just learns
how to whisper.
ā By: @therealmwpoetry
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#blackfathers
#change
#poetryismytherapy
#positivity
#silencethedemons
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Us Never Part
You and me, Us never part
My Sista
You and me, Us have one heart
My Sista
itās time to get back in place,
not beneath meā
but where youāve always mattered most.
You are the centerpiece,
the missing piece in a puzzle
bleeding chaos.
Without you, nothing aligns.
I donāt want to hear about absenceā
about a father who wasnāt there.
Ours werenāt either.
And the ones meant to guide us
were burdened, bent,
subtly enslaved in ways
they didnāt even recognize.
Taught distance from ancestry,
taught silence instead of strength.
Dance, sista.
Not for attentionā
for awakening.
Unlock whatās been buried in you.
I know your painā
what was taken,
what was forced,
what was never healed.
But understandā
we carry wounds too.
They broke us openly,
in front of watching eyes,
hands violating what was unprotected,
pressing us down
until soul felt like something
we no longer owned.
They stretched more than bodiesā
they stretched fear into us,
trained it deep
so weād forget how power feels.
And todayā
it echoes.
Nothing really changed,
just the language.
Division still works.
Conquest still thrives
when we stand apart.
Now listenā
you sound like them.
āI want the biggest.ā
āI want the tallest.ā
āI want the strongest.ā
Donāt you see?
Thatās how we were chosenā
picked, measured,
bought for labor
to build wealth weād never touch.
Aināt no ocean, aināt no sea
My sista
Keep my sista way from me
My sista
Dey even bleach our Savior pale,
washinā the power from His original skin.
Paint da heavens red
so truth look foreign to us.
Even His mommaā
just a baby havinā a baby,
aināt dat somethinā?
Sayinā a whisper from da Holy Ghost
told her she gonā carry a King,
only for dem to paint portraits later
so weād bow to a pale face
instead of recognize ourselves in Him.
Sistaā¦
dey never wanted us to see.
Never wanted us to know
power looked like us.
Never wanted us to remember
royalty survived inside our blood.
They celebrate you now,
fund your distractions,
pour your champagne,
keep you comfortableā
while the bigger picture
slips through your fingers.
You walk through the front door,
but forgetā
you were meant to open it
for all of us.
And stillā¦
you are the strongest vessel.
You carry life.
You hold us together.
You are the foundation
whether you claim it or not.
Without youā
we are nothing.
So rise.
Not just in defianceā
but in awareness.
Because the moment you remember
who you areā¦
everything shifts.
ā @therealmwpoetry
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No cap, I appreciate every head that sits in my chair. Another clean fade, another grateful moment šāØ
#BarberLife
#FreshFade
#CrispyCut
#BarberNation
#FadeGameStrong
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Fresh fade, fresh confidence. āļø
Grateful you sat in my chair and let me do what I doāprecision, detail, and respect in every stroke.
Salute to my client for the trust. We donāt just cut hair, we upgrade presence. šÆ
#BarberLife
#FreshFade
#BarberNation
#CrispyCuts
#FadeGameStrong
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