Three Lovely Parakeets

A Year Passed without My Sweet Baby. And my heart still bleeds. I was never whole... I feel like I can't be no matter what. But that's life's cruel game. That's how you survive.
Last year around this time, on 8th September I lost my sweet baby Sunny, my first ever pineapple conure. I sat him down on the bed, went to the bathroom. I did leave him with some seed and toys and thought he'd be engaged. But he came after me! When I stepped out of bathroom I saw him flying, soaring and he was out of the door by the time I warned my mom that she left the door open... I ran after him. I called his name... Thought I'd find him in a tree. But if only it was that simple. Birds can be easily scared outside. I took the local kids help to scout the area but ... Some said I was late. They saw him on a building but hearing their excited shout ... He flew off.
I ran around, did rounds on my bike. I called him over and over while looking like a frantic, lunatic woman. I went door to door and asked everyone. He was gone...
I held onto hope. I thought someone might have him. Or maybe he was in a tree, scared, cold... And hungry. I cried and cried until I was exhausted and even then tears wouldn't stop. I didn't deserve to lose him. He didn't deserve to be separated from me. He was so bonded to me. It felt like I betrayed his trust and couldn't keep him safe. I never stopped searching. Made posters. Stuck them around neighbourhood. Where I live human life is uncared for, and I was mad (looked like a lunatic) for caring so much about a bird! Pet shop guys told me he couldn't have gone far. So I woke up.. ( couldn't sleep anyway) and at 6 am I was calling his name, crying again in between, cursing my luck, playing bird sounds on speaker hoping he'd respond but no luck!
Pet shop guys and people around said he might be in someone's house
I went around and at one spot we heard his cries. This was two days later. That apartment security woman didn't let us in. When asked she said that building flat has someone who houses birds. I wanted to connect but I was refused.
Sunny would respond to his name whenever I called. My mom was of the opinion that Sunny was with them. We tried to meet these guys but again were turned down so badly
We were helpless. My mom told me to calm down. Sunny would be safe somewhere. As weeks passed by as depression kicked in and I couldn't stop mourning, I convinced myself that my sweet baby is somewhere safe and sound. And that someone is taking better care of him... Better than me? My mom thinks there aren't any animal lovers around me, not as a sensitive caring soul as me. She regrets opening the door. But it was already too late.
We don't know where Sunny is. What shall I think? Somehow I stopped myself from banging my head against the wall, convincing myself he will be okay somewhere perhaps in that house full of birds. Or in the worst case scenario he was hurt by a predator, he would have crossed the rainbow bridge and would hVe been reborn somewhere safe and sound
Even today tears pour down my cheeks uncontrollable emotions course through me. Who should I blame.... My mom? My fate? Myself?
I can't write any more detailed rha to this post due to my overwhelming emotions.
Years shall pass
When Love is true
Loss is unimaginable
Hearts won't be same again
The scars will hurt
If not forever
Until eternity ...
That's all I can say for now
I love you Sunny. Forever. Thanks for loving and trusting me. Thankyou my sweeet Kittu, chitty and Tori. Especially Kittu, if not for you guys, I'd be even more messier in life

#petloss #grief #sadness #threelovelyparakeets #sunshinesunny #sunnythepineappleconure #pineappleconure #parrotlove #petlover #birdlover

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Three Lovely Parakeets

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Will soon post long content regarding conure care and what we do for our Birds. Our birdies are the most precious and deserve only the best #parrot #birdlover #petlover #cutepets #funnypets #petsvlog #cutebirds #love

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Three Lovely Parakeets

he's so absolutely loveable. so recently he was sick and vomited. likely a weather or a digestive issue. he's fine now by God's grace. may god bless all our feathered babies and us in equal measure. much love and light ^^

9 months ago | [YT] | 2

Three Lovely Parakeets

It still hurts me to see Sunny (my sweet Sunshine, my sweet parakeet) videos or our memories together on my phone but lately I've been trying to post about Sunny. Because I need to immotralise our time together. That was the purpose of this channel. And that is the purpose....
It's still heart breaking after nearly 4 months. Fate is cruel... truly... Below are the toys he absolutely adored. Sunny you are loved. You are never forgotten. I dunno who gook you after you flew away. I searched and searched, made posters. Hells that day, I ran after you, yet we couldn't unite... Mum is sure someone has you and is lying... I hope and pray each day that you are well and that some day we will unite. My baby. Love you sm. I blamed myself for that split second mistake of not having you close while going to the washroom
..all the whatifs hurt but... I hope you forgive me my baby... I hope one day I will forgive myself. #petloss #grief #memories
Coming to me, sunny was my sunshine during rough times and with him gone, I fell into even more despair... but caring for chitty kittu saves me. I'm currently dealing with depression and anxiety. I will say it aloud here, I'm not ashamed of it or it means that I am weak... The fact that I am putting up with so much grief and still here is the proof that I am strong. #lifegoeson #depression

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

Three Lovely Parakeets

Thankyou everyone who watched liked and subscribed... it means a lot to me and my bird buddies. hopefully we can share more joyous moments with you all soon... wishing you the best... always,,❤️

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

Three Lovely Parakeets

I cannot forget my sweet baby. Tears pour even as I write this. why is fate so cruel? why did i lose you to that split second mistake by someone. who could i blame but myself? i even got you ganesh ji blessings... so i want to believe you are safe somewhere my dear one. my heart bleeds for you each day... these memories... looking at them is too painful but i should immortalize them. #petloss #cutepets #birds. two whole months without you baby and here i thought... we'd have years together... why couldn't i find you why... why...

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