LotusHuaa

Looking back onto this channel makes me want to cringe so bad💀💀 … no i’m not back to making videos, i’m too occupied with school and also do not have the motivation to make any videos. At first, this channel was just for fun because I was in year 7 and had nothing else to do in the holidays… Now i’m entering year 11 next year, getting closer to becoming an adult. At first, making videos was what made me happy but, as time went on my motivation slowly disappeared, it often felt like a chore at times which is why I made a sudden stop. I’m so surprised at how many subscribers I still have, but let’s be honest, at least half of them are all probably old accounts that are no longer active haha… I know no one may see this post but, that’s okay. I just wanted to get my thoughts off my chest, sharing how I felt about this channel. There are many things i’m proud of and many, MANY things I wish I could’ve done better. I may come back one day, who knows. But if I do, there will obviously be different content and I may delete some of my videos depending on what content I may make if I come back. Coming back is actually a frequent thought but actually acting on it would be unlikely. Thank you to whoever reads this. lol ❤️❤️

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