overthinking every action i take and every word that comes out of my mouth until i've become frozen and have gone mute;
feeling like my words don't matter but secretly hoping they do and then not wanting them to anymore;
i want to feel comfortable in my own skin but until then i'll remain just outside of your radar
would you believe i've deleted and written these same thoughts over and over again in my head before getting them down in a precise manner like this?
please be more kind to yourself in the new year. i say that not only to the person reading this but also to myself. in an effort to grow in the new year, i'll come back to posting videos on here. see you in the new year everyone :)
p.s. - i have a new instagram (@/_ofurradar) dedicated to this new journey. please follow me there if you want to follow along! i'll be posting new music under this name too.
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New video of me decorating my desk is up! Which thumbnail do you like better?
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first cover of the new year is up! if you love lucy dacus, what's your favorite song of hers? are you going to see her in concert this year?
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No video this week bc I had a personal issue that prevented me from working on it. I'll try to have one up by Monday but no guarantee.
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this was the most vulnerable I feel like I've ever been on here before 🫣 so I'm a little shy. please be kind when giving it a watch
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new video up! first original of 2025 :) if you have any songs you think I should cover, let me know so I can start a list!
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jUST oUTSIDE oF YOuR rADAR...
being embarrassed about feeling seen;
overthinking every action i take and every word that comes out of my mouth until i've become frozen and have gone mute;
feeling like my words don't matter but secretly hoping they do and then not wanting them to anymore;
i want to feel comfortable in my own skin but until then i'll remain just outside of your radar
would you believe i've deleted and written these same thoughts over and over again in my head before getting them down in a precise manner like this?
please be more kind to yourself in the new year. i say that not only to the person reading this but also to myself. in an effort to grow in the new year, i'll come back to posting videos on here. see you in the new year everyone :)
p.s. - i have a new instagram (@/_ofurradar) dedicated to this new journey. please follow me there if you want to follow along! i'll be posting new music under this name too.
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