⋆𐙚•𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝•˚۶ৎ

TEA TIMEEE!

PART 7 - CONTINUATION..

So nothing big gng, the good thing happened to me ath the end of my schl yr..

So basically, we have our 12th boards like in March, so we have study holidays in February for like 3 weeks..but students who want to come to class and want to clear doubts can come to schl..(cuz it will be normal classes for other grades right) So me and my frnds planned to go to schl on a friday together and to sneak phn and to make some memories for the last time of our schl..

So I rlly wished he could spawn in schl so I can see him for a last time😭🤞🏻

And guess whattt?? I FELT LIKE GOD HEARD MY WISH. NO, MORE LIKE A PRAYER.

He came to schl on tht dayyyyy! Like man howww😭 I felt like god gave me chance to see him closer for a last time..

Also, It felt even more special for me cuz, our accounts sir gave us test on the day we went to schl after a long time to give practice to us, and J's maths sir gave him test in his class too..but guess whatt?? Idk whay he did tht but J's sir made him sit in OUR CLASSS😭😭🤧 A few benches before me! Like there would be three columns of benches in our class, he was in the 1st left column and 1st bench, and I was in the middle column, 3rd bench..I rlly had a clear view of him, I already didn't write the test well, how can I focus when my man is sitting in front of me??

Goshh that day literally felt soo good..but he left the schl by half a day..and we stayed for a whole day (to take selfies and stuffs)

And yeah, I felt like "God gave me a last chance to see him closer)

And after weeks, I saw him again on my exam day..So I had 6 exams with holidays in between, so I could see him only 6 times a month..and the last day I saw him was 25th March 2025, I was staring at him until he disappeared frm my sight..🙃

And it's gonna be 9 fcking months, and I haven't seen him in person yet💔 I rlly miss him a lottt..idk why..even tho posts pics of himself on Insta, even tho I have a plenty of pics of him, I miss him. I wanna see him in person. I rlly hope I would be able to see him soon. I don't wanna say "It's been a year 'til I saw him" Naurr I don't wanna!

Also, in these 7 yrs of knowing him, (since my 6th grade) I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM ANYWHERE EXCEPT SCHOOL! Frr like I see him only in schl..I always look here and there whenever I go out, hoping for him to be there..

Also, he shifted his house to somewhere faraway when we were in our 11th grade..So till 10th grade, his home was EXACTLY OPPOSITE to our schl! Not the entrances opposite, bug there is a street opposite to my schl and his house was there..

EVEN TILL TDAY, I HAVE TO PASS BY MY SCHL AND THT STREET when I go to clg daily..I still look there, a tiny hope what if he might be there..
Also, i told myself I'd stop loving him after schl, but fate had diff plans..

Like I was a topper in schl (I secured 4th rank in all those 12th graders in my schl) and guess whattt?? My schl made a banner for it (with pics of all toppers) and his pic was at the exact bottom at mine😭 WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY????

Also, his bday date is 27, my roll no. In Clg is 27.. WHY GOD WHYY? Even tho I try to forget him, these kinda things doesn't let me..


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⋆𐙚•𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝•˚۶ৎ

TEA TIMEEEE!

(A small reminder, I'll mention my crush as J)

Here are a few characters too - G - my frnd and classmate(she) A - classmate and frnd of J, a frnd of G too (he)..

PART 7! I KNOW I SAID IT'LL BE SOON, BUT IT TOOK ME 2 WEEKS SRY GNG:/

Here is the link of part 6 - youtube.com/post/Ugkx9zGvpCfLSIwUTN5YruvO_i7OH0mXL…

So after schl started for 12th grade in June 2024, their teasing continued..my classmates and his frnds frm his class teased me by shouting his name whenever I pass by..

Then my frnds also started to shout my name whenever he passes by..it continued for a few weeks..(y'all get jt what I'm tryna say?)

Then I was planning to wish him on his bday and to start a frndly convo with him.. (his bday is on August)

Then one day(Mid july), I went to hospital for my skincare (Cuz I used to have some kinda allergy in my face) nothing big health issue, but my skin had some prblm..so I put half day leave to schl and went to the dermatologist in the mrng..My dad said I could skip schl tday but DUMBAHH me, said tht it's okay and I'll go to schl, even tho I had to attend a unit test tht day. I'd shamelessly agree tht I went to schl tht day JST TO SEE MY J, Yes. But fate had someother plans..

So as I went to schl during lunch period, we had lunch and then my frnd G brought me to the restroom and said "A told me tht J told him tht J didn't like the teasing..he asked us to stop teasing him.."

I was shattered..Yeahh this feels like a small thing but I was waiting for hia bday for like a DAMN WHOLE YEAR and this thing happened a month before his bday? I got heartbroken..if he didn't like my frnds teasing him, then WHY TF he let his frnds tease me? If he didn't like me, he shouldn't have let them! This was STUPID. So I started to feel bad and told G to tell to J not to tease me again too..

Bruhh like I've already asked them not to tease me once, but those mfs where the ones who started to tease my again, but he can't even bear when MY FRIENDS do tht??

So after a month, I didn't wish him on his bday..Cuz MY SELF RESPECT IS MORE THAN EVERYTHING to me. Even tho he's my DEAREST J..

But still after a few months, I've seen him and my frnd also told me tht he sometimes looks at me while I'm not..

But still my stupid heart chose to love him, no matter what..I went to schl jst to see him, the way he walks in the corridor, the way he smiles, the way he looks..🥹 goshh and then yeahh..

12th grade somehow went like this..

A thing happened at the end of my 12th grade but I'll share it in my next post! (Dw, it was a good thing for me hehe)

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Dare frm - ‪@Lvly_kissez‬

Dare passed to - ‪@introvertdiarys‬ ‪@jxsvngiee‬ ‪@itz_shadowpulse‬ ‪@itz_shadowpulse‬ ‪@143_ILUVSKZ‬ ‪@kimseungminsupermacyৎ‬ ‪@Kai_super_shy‬ ‪@Pr0dx_N1-zii‬ ‪@Lixies_Brownies_ot8‬ ‪@Havuuuuuu_editzzz‬ ‪@slaystay_ot8‬ ‪@SKZ_LUVRRR‬ ‪@AmberStridewayxStraykids‬ and anyonee<3

Dare - Post your fav edit of urs you uploaded in ur yt channel!

Mine - there's a lott, but yeahh this edit of Chan is what I did with SOOOO MUCH LOVE, but it rlly hits hard tht it doesn't even have 30 likes yet:/ Can y'all share this? Sry if it's too much..cuz the time I spent to make this, the animations, GAWD DAMN. anyways, but this has a spcl place in my heart forever..Lob u Channieeeeeeeee<33333💋💘

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TASK - MAKE AN IGARI THEMED PFP FOR UR IDOL!

TASK DONE!

Idk much abt this theme so I jst did my best😭✌🏻
‪@introvertdiarys‬

My babyyyyyy😭🤏🏻💘

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Ehehehee exactly 143 videos on my WATCH LATER playlist😭 (most of them are skz related stuff and food recipes lmaoo)

GNABBBBB😭🥹🤏🏻💋💘 IMMA NOM NOM YOUU!! WHY YOU'RE SAURRRRRRR CUTEEEEEEEEEE???????😭💘🎀

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⋆𐙚•𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝•˚۶ৎ

SURVIVAL SHOW!

DAY 16 - IDOL READING A BOOK!

MINE - CHAN READING A BOOK!
‪@Heavenly._.esthetic11‬

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HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYYY TO MR. NISHIMURA RIKI💋🤌🏻💎💘🎂 MANNN WHEN DID YOU GROW UP?😭 LIKE YOU WERE JST 17?? NOW 20? TIME FLIES..KEEP SMILING OUR DEARESTT, AND WE ALL LOVE U ALWAYS AND KEEP SHINING!

ONCE AGAIN HAPPIESTTTT BDAYYY TO OUR 4TH GEN DANCE PRODIGYYY!🥳🎀💗

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW PRECIOUS UR SMILE IS🥹🤌🏻

#hbdniki
#rikiday

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HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYYY TO OUR ICE PRINCE, VAMPIRE, VISUAL KINGG, LOUDEST INTROVERT, AND OUR ONE AND ONLYY PARK SUNGHOON!!🥳🤌🏻💗💋💘 MAY THIS YEAR AHEAD BE AMAZINGGG AND WONDERFULL JST LIKE UU😚😚💝💥💫 WE ALL LYSMM OUR HOONIEEEE🥰

#hbdsunghoon
#sunghoonday

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