And though the Coldness i have always felt leaves me, the Numbness doesn't and probably never will. I had all the characteristics of a human being, but my Depersonalization was so intense, had gone so deep that the normal ability to feel Compassion had been eradicated...
Reflection is useless, the World is senseless, God is not alive, Love cannot be trusted
This was Civilization as i saw it Colossal and Jagged.