UI Gongseobji - Invidious

I apologise for any previous tweets as I was depressed so much that I want to die and still am but I want a simple advice what do I have to do gain subs quickly as I have no other options except this channel I want 1000 subs before the year ends cuz If I don’t complete my target I can’t do yt but I can only do this with you guys I need your support I want you guys to please share my channel and like my content as much as possible see I am really in dire condition my father passed away two years ago and my mother doesn’t even think that I can do anything my family from my father’s and mother’s side doesn’t even like me also I the only male child so I have way too much expectations it’s been five years since I had a normal talk with any of family members and mostly I have been depressed a lot even failed in multiple suicide attempts even right now I think why am I still alive I should just die but my best friend who is more than a brother gives me hope everyday and promises that he will never leave me even if everyone else does and we have a solid plan both for that to happen we need your support we both need 1k subs before the year ends our target is to make it happen only in three months I know it’s absurd but we both need your support please share our channels with every friend and any of my YouTuber friends please do promote us I know I am asking way too much but please understand this our only chance and if you guys help us complete it I will do anything you guys ask for