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‪@tyaachoco‬ Fanart kecil dengan rasa terima kasih yang besar.
Untuk kak tiya & author, Merry Christmas 🎄✨

19 hours ago | [YT] | 2

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I want to expresses deep sadness and cries uncontrollably because my comment on his post since 9 days ago in my comment did not receive a red heart reaction.
I feels hurt and ignored, which makes me emotionally overwhelmed.

Unable to handle the situation alone, I have to asks my friend, ‪@Venus.on.moon14‬​​ , to talk to Newt on her behalf.

I wants Newt to admit his mistake, apologize sincerely, and understand how much it affected her feelings.

If Newt admits his actions and apologizes, I have to do is willing to forgive him, as long as he promises not to repeat the same behavior again.



“Hi everyone… I’m saying this while crying and shaking.
I’m deeply hurt and disappointed, not because of something big, but because I felt unappreciated.

My comment on his post 9 days ago didn’t receive a red heart. It may seem small to others, but it meant a lot to me. It made me feel ignored, and that pain was overwhelming.

Because I couldn’t handle it alone, I asked my friend ‪@Venus.on.moon14‬​​to talk to‪@Newtttasmrr‬​ and help convey my feelings honestly.

All I want is honesty and a sincere apology.
If he admits his mistake and apologizes, I’m willing to forgive him.

But I also hope this will never happen again, because it truly hurt me.
Thank you to everyone who listened and understood my feelings. 🥹🥹🥹"

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I like drinking Cimory matcha milk 🍵🍵🍵.


I wanna tell you something: (•‿•)

This one my friend but he was a boy he loves matcha hot drink and also I love matcha milk drink here..mm (｡♥‿♥｡)🍵🍵(*^o^)人(^o^*) Just a small update from me. I’ve been enjoying Cimory matcha milk lately 🍵🍵🍵.

It’s one of those simple things that makes my day feel calmer. I know you like hot matcha tea from the QnA video from his channel since early January, right ✅? 🍵🍵(っ˘ڡ˘ς) .

If I like matcha just like him or my friend Newt, I like iced matcha in the school canteen, Matcha pocky cookies, Silver Queen Matcha & matcha candy. 🍵🍵

Oh... Yeah, 🄷🄴🅈(•̀’◡’•̀)ﾉ Venus, you Haven't you met ​my friend on his new channel? I initially met Newt 2 years ago on his old channel before it was banned from youtube, and now on his new channel. Since he got 5k subscribers on his channel, he's going to do a face reveal video.

Cause I already have a photo of his real face looks a like (っ˘ڡ˘ς)  As expected It was unexpected for me because he said his face was half pale, his hair was dark, and his face looked Asian, if I'm not mistaken.

Tomorrow I'll get my report card on Friday, and I can have a school holiday on Christmas.
 ‪@Venus.on.moon14‬​

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1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

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 @Venus.on.moon14 


Oh... Hey there I'm gonna introduced myself to you:

Name: Martha


Birthday: April 1


Gender: girl


Age: 16


On YouTube as/dream: Indonesian filmmakers, creator of dream of stars universe.

Hobby:
Cleaning house, sketching (including fanart, merchandise, dream of stars merchandise & all of them) , watching classmeet competition , drawing, cooking food, shopping, posting video content or posts on social media, make videos, make short story film scenes gacha nebula, Playing acoustic guitar, singing, taking care of animals, especially poodle dog 🐶🐕🐩& hedgehog 🦔, Taking a walk to the mall or to the supermarket, Likes being a fan of Hatsune Miku, Sanrio characters, Labubu, Japanese songs, and music cover songs.

cold, kind, sincere, Honest, smart, confident, calm, wise, sensitive, and innocent personality

3 days ago | [YT] | 2

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Nota untuk permohonan maaf teman aku yang cowok:

"Aku buktikan bahasa pertama Aku supaya ia bisa dengar semua ucapan Aku sekarang.... Aku harap setelah aku udah tanya ke teman aku saat ini 🙁"


Untuk kakak:
Kak, aku ingin meminta maaf dengan sungguh-sungguh.
Aku menyesal karena sempat unsubscribe channel kakak hanya karena aku tidak mendapatkan hati merah di komentarku di postingan komunitas channel kamu.
Saat itu aku sedang sakit, emosiku tidak stabil, dan aku tidak aktif selama beberapa hari. Tapi itu bukan alasan untuk bersikap menyakiti.

Terima kasih karena kamu tetap mau memaafkanku setelah aku subscribe kembali ke channel kak Newt kemarin.
Mulai sekarang, aku berjanji ingin menjadi sahabat terbaik kamu yang tulus.

Aku tidak ingin lagi menjadi posesif, kasar, agresif, mudah tersinggung, insecure, gampang marah, keras kepala, salah paham, tidak bersyukur, ceroboh, menghina, atau berkata kotor—terutama saat kakak sedang sakit.

Aku ingin belajar berubah, berdamai dengan masa lalu, dan menghapus dendam, rasa bersalah, serta kesalahan yang pernah terjadi.
Aku hanya ingin berteman dengan damai, tanpa paksaan dan tanpa luka.

Terima kasih karena masih mau menerimaku. Sekarang aku ingin melanjutkan persiapan menyambut Natal dengan hati yang lebih tenang dan penuh pengertian.

Kak Newt, aku dengar kondisi kakak lagi kurang sehat. Aku cuma mau bilang, tolong jaga diri baik-baik ya.
Aku berjanji akan selalu peduli, mengingatkan kakak untuk istirahat, dan mendoakan supaya kakak cepat pulih.
Semoga kak Newt segera diberi kesehatan dan kekuatan. Jangan pernah memaksakan diri ya, kak.

Dari: Martha
‪@Newtttasmrr‬

3 days ago | [YT] | 2

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Note: A broken cry before Christmas Day

I.... I didn't expect why you were silent yesterday, I already gave you a photo of my comment when you never found my comment on your channel's post, and I asked you for a red heart on my comment from your channel's post... And why are you silent, unwilling to listen, and unwilling to open your mouth! 💔💔😢😢.

How could you ruin my happiness, you, my own best friend 😭😭😭, instead you hurt me from behind and stabbed me in the back!!

We want to celebrate Christmas together with my friends on my channel. I have no one but you and all my fans on my channel... :( (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

What is your real purpose in treating me so indulgently and harshly in front of me?!



I'm not interested! I don't like it when you want to ignore me and always silent and never gives a sign of appreciation (red heart) in the comments column. But in my comment from your channel....

I cried, I got angry, and I lost myself.
I only wanted to be seen, but all I met was silence.

Today, I chose to unsubscribe.
Not out of hate, but out of pain (>_<). I spoke, but you stayed silent.
I wanted to be appreciated, but all I felt was emptiness.


I’m tired of pretending I’m okay.
All I feel is pain, anger, and tears.
Your silence hurt more than words.
That’s why I chose to unsubscribe—
not out of hate, but out of exhaustion.


All I can do right now is cry, feel angry, and feel hurt.
I tried to be patient, but when you kept staying silent and never responded, it slowly broke my heart.
So with a heavy heart, I decided to unsubscribe from your channel.
This isn’t because I hate you, but because I’m tired of hoping alone.


Sometimes, silence hurts more than rejection. 💔

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4 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

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" Kak Tiya, aku lagi nyibukin diri dulu yaa 😭
Yang lain class meeting di bawah, tapi aku nggak ada tenaga buat nonton lombanya.
Semoga acaranya tetap rame dan seru ✨

Aku izin menyibukkan diri dulu yaa.
Yang lain lagi class meeting di bawah, tapi aku lagi nggak ada tenaga buat nonton lomba 😭
Semoga semuanya tetap seru dan lancar 🤍. "

Dari: Martha
‪@tyaachoco‬

4 days ago | [YT] | 4

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I found my comment on your post channel.
Here is my comment from your post here cause you forgot to gave a heart in my comments from your channel post, right? sorry for put the wrong photo(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ).

I don't know how could this happen. I already woke up in the middle of the night or at dawn.

It's already clear that I heard you didn't find my comment, which was a comment on your channel's post, honey.

Try to give me a red heart in the comments of your channel's post. I've already sent you a photo of my comment on your channel's post...

Answer me, Newt​ . Why are you so quiet? Why didn't you give me a red heart in my comment?! 😢😭
👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻

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😭😭💔💔 (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

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“Everyone, I want to announce something. I just uploaded a photo showing proof of my comment on that male YouTuber’s post. I’m really sad and disappointed… my comment only got two likes, and he never gives a red heart to my comments, while all the other fans’ comments get one.

I tried to stay strong, but it honestly hurt so much that I couldn’t hold back my tears. So I told him about this so he could understand how I feel. I just want him to appreciate me too, just like he appreciates the other fans.”

I can only cry, feeling the guilt that I've been harboring because of his actions in the past. Because the guilt I feel is getting stronger, strong emotions, thoughts. Why did he do that? 😭😭😭.
(ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)


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