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Vaelix9

Guys almost 2 weeks ago my dad took me out for a ride because I wasn't feeling good at home. Then suddenly he pointed at a BTS × Oreo billboard in front of a mall and I was literally shocked. 😭

Then I saw Jungkook's poster at the Calvin Klein store. Bro I had only seen that store on Google before and I didn't even know it was just 1–2 km away from me. It's only the second Calvin Klein store in my city.

Then I saw another BTS billboard near a market.

3 BTS billboards in one day... bro I was freaking out. 😭💜

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1 week ago | [YT] | 7

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We all know what is happening at Jantar Mantar and in other states. Thousands of people, future doctors and students who dreamed of becoming doctors are protesting. Even the parents, brothers and sisters of those who lost their lives after the paper leak want justice.

Why is the government doing nothing? Why is Modi silent? He used to say, "Hamare desh ke bachche hamara future hain." Not even him. Even we have been hearing since childhood from every teacher that "You are our future." Even those who have completed their studies and are preparing for different exams hear this every day. So where is that Modi now? Why is he silent?

And those who are supposed to protect us. I am talking about the police and the army. They are fighting with innocent students who are there only for justice.

I don't know how many times the NEET exam has been surrounded by paper leak controversies. I was also one of those kids who dreamed of becoming a doctor since childhood but then I left that dream. Now I understand that maybe I did the right thing. This country can never truly grow like this.

The media is covering almost nothing. They are busy pointing at online teachers who are educating students online. They say those teachers have no knowledge. Instead of that why don't they cover this?

What days have come that foreign media has to cover our protests? That was the moment I realized why so many people dream of leaving this country.

We live in a country where we have to fight for the basic rights we already have as Indian citizens. Students are protesting so that papers don't get leaked and their hard work doesn't go to waste. That's it. But is that really so hard for this country?

They speak a lot about how our country did this and did that. But what has this country truly done for its students, youth and people? They say they make roads. That's basic. They provide water. That's also basic. And those facilities sometimes only become available when another Prime Minister or a foreign leader has to visit our country.

And the hero Sonam Wangchuk sir and many others are also there for the students. Sonam Wangchuk sir has done a lot for this country. I even saw a video where someone was saying "Who is Sonam Wangchuk? Is he some Chinese terrorist?" Let those people speak. People know who is right. I think history is repeating itself.

Let's just pray for Sonam Wangchuk sir and everyone else who is protesting. Let's pray for those innocent students, future doctors and the parents who have lost their innocent kids. I pray that God gives them strength.

Thank you.

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1 week ago | [YT] | 18

Vaelix9

I'm so frustrated man. I literally had to wake up at 3 am just to use my phone after trying so hard to sleep all night. My mind just won't stop racing with different thoughts. Every time I close my eyes my heart starts beating even faster, and it feels like I can't breathe properly.

The creepiest part is that whenever I close my eyes, I start feeling dizzy, and it honestly feels like my body is leaving its soul. I just feel so empty

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

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Going offline from YouTube for a while...
I'm not doing well these days. Yesterday I almost fainted while taking a bath Everything felt unreal, my heart was racing, my hands were shaking, and I could barely breathe I had a panic attack, and the same thing happened again today

I went to the doctor yesterday and got medicines. My body feels really weak, and my mental health isn't doing well either. I had just finished a month of medicines for my depression and migraines a couple of weeks ago, and now I have to take medicines again. The doctor also said I have very little blood and my skin is turning yellowish

So if I don't upload or reply to your comments for a while, please don't mind I just need some time to recover
Thank you for always supporting me. I'll be back soon with something interesting. ✨
Bye take care. 🤍

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3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 128

Vaelix9

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1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 4