Rebecca

If I do my part and put my videos at 18+ why is YouTube allowing under 18??? It's obvious all these countries trying to force people into proving who they are have enough information to do the right thing with it without violating our rights The companies just don't want to do it.

5 months ago | [YT] | 2

Rebecca

I kept the shame from our friends and family until today. This YouTube channel helped me vent whenever I felt forced or conditioned to keep his sickness a family secret. I'm done. 1 year anniversary of a very bad day in a family's life. The fact that he doesn't care that he hurt the children and grandchildren that we raised together, I can't control his behavior nor his lack of parental instinct, a man that gets recorded in our shared home talking to his own biological son about getting high w a stranger, there was never any hope. I don't know how people like him do what they do and live with themselves and I also hope that that picture I found in October of 2024 was the first time he ever lost control of his sensibilities. I am done carrying the shame, It is not mine. And I know now that I'm free from feeling like I had to keep him safe from our ppl knowing what's under that tiny facade of that "calm, little man". New Year, 150 lbs lighter! Thank you for all my regulars for your positive responses and pushing me forward, it meant everything to me.💕

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5 months ago | [YT] | 5

Rebecca

I have a family member that I've removed from this pic at her request. I love her, this is mother's Day 2016. She wanted me to leave that day. I covered my bruises w my hair and was hell Bent on making this a normal mother's Day because that's how I learned to behave to cover everything bad up and continue to put family first when really I should have put me first for a minute and then I would have been able to do better for the family. But for some reason this time now that I finally left because he violated one of my children and not just me this family member is actually thinks I'm overreacting and I'm like do you not remember my whole life? She's gone so far as to call his kid and have a convo about my YouTube channel. I love my kids so much but it kills me that sometimes if it weren't for enemies I'd have no friends at all but sometimes that includes loved ones bc they're confused. Idk. But I remember everything and I'm fighting back. Of course he stole ally guns w officer B.Wright, helped him move the giant gun safe into his lil jetta, vids been posted in my shorts since the day it happened. And that's after I posted the video of him talking to his adult son about being on drugs with another woman the night prior and exclaiming how high he had gotten and how that lady wants Rebecca out of the picture and of course as you all know that's a week after I found the receipt where he secretly bought an AR-15 and I found the scope of the box that I used to have posted on here.* I edited out ppl places and names

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6 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rebecca

Brendan Urie's ode to D'Angelo 💙💙
how does it feel & girls/girls/boys
Rest in peace D'Angelo my 00's would never have been the same and Brendan Urie's obviously wouldn't have either.

8 months ago | [YT] | 1

Rebecca

The students at this law school and I guess probably at all law schools are very happy to help you and they are there all the time and I've got a few that are really helping me through this next part. If you ever need help with anything that you're doing on your own you should definitely take advantage of all the law schools around you because the students there are very eager to help.

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8 months ago | [YT] | 1

Rebecca

Here's my fantastic news!!!! Yes it's on the docket! I was so scared, but I took advice and now it's reality for me!! There's very little chance he'd ever find my address randomly, I fully expect his kid to look it up by abusing the dod system. Regardless! Now I feel SO MUCH safer!!! I feel safer just walking around the busy part of any city knowing that everyone will know where to look if something happens to me or my belongings. I imagine he must feel the eyes on him, the same way I did those last few weeks when I recorded everything as proof of my life and the immense changes he shoved upon us those last several weeks together. I will say I still fully expect his kid to nosey around and find my address thru illegal/immoral means but these are the two guys that either had inappropriate pics on their phone or I recorded them talking about paying for segs, getting his wife "out of the picture", and throwing money at bailey? to loosen her up, you know, the way dads and sons do....

So here I am. Living free, feeling much safer!

9 months ago | [YT] | 2

Rebecca

Practically living here.

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9 months ago | [YT] | 3

Rebecca

I deleted a past tick tock but then I made this one a few months later all my information is out there I'm not hiding. And I'm going to come clean about everybody that I have to have to deal with during this divorce process who did not put my friendship or my ability to eat or my ability to be housed. I have texts to prove everything I say. Or vids or pics but know I HAVE ALL THE PROOF.

10 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rebecca

Going on a birthday 🎂🥳 live 7-9 bc it rained here all day and pool is closed so I'll try again tomorrow at noon or noon:30 pm CST today :) I tried scheduling it but it changed the time I put it for so that was odd so I'll just start a new one. I hope to see you then!

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11 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

Rebecca

I posted this yearssss ago... So to the kid that thinks she knows everything..... luckily you weren't there.

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