MethMagician

Bro is not depressed

🖤🖤🖤🖤



Verzeeee 1.

Silent screen,message sent,unanswered plea.
Your hidden scenes,my heart was rent for all to see.
Impurities,a clouded haze,around your soul.
Through broken keys,in shadowed ways you took control.
I saw the cracks, the fractured lines,beneath your grace.
A twisted track,where love entwines in empty space.

(Background music thingy. Like the thing that plays in "I cant sleep cuz when I do all my dreams are dreams of you,and in yours you say your teeth are fallin outttttt")

I tried to flee,to walk away fron all your lies,but love's decree,held me to stay,behind your eyes.
A fragile hold,a whispered name,a fading light.
A story told,of burnin flame in endless night.

(Distorted background music rap thingy.)
Uncontrollable!This heavy heart,it beats for you.
Uncontrollable!we fell apart would could I do?
Uncontrollable!The silent pain,a bitter sting.
Uncontrollable!In falling rain,no offering.

(Verse 2. Powfu's 'I could never be loved' later part. "Its been bout a year since we last spoke." See how it goes faster than the rest of the song? Thats how I want to go in verse 2.)


Your distant stare,a frozen lake,aint no warmth within.
A hollow prayer,for goodness sake,where Do we begin?
I chased the ghost,of what youd be, a sweet disguise.
Now Im the modt,lost entity behind your lies.
I wanted out,to break the chain, and find my way.
But every doubt ,brought back the pain form yesterday.

(Distorted background music rap thingy repeated. 'I cant sleep' style.)
Uncontrollable!This heavy heart,it beats for you.
Uncontrollable!we fell apart would could I do?
Uncontrollable!The silent pain,a bitter sting.
Uncontrollable!In falling rain,no offering.


(Verse 3. Ending)
The silence screams,a hollow sound,where words are lost. In broken dreams,where I am bound,at any cost.
This love's a curse,a twisted fate I cant deny,
A universe where I am late
To say goodbye.

(Distorted background music rap thingy end.)
Uncontrollable!This heavy heart,it beats for you.
Uncontrollable!we fell apart would could I do?
Uncontrollable!The silent pain,a bitter sting.
Uncontrollable!In falling rain,no offering.

=Distorted=

Uncontrollable.....Uncontrollable....you.....

6 months ago | [YT] | 6

MethMagician

I dislike this guy's music because it makes me sad

6 months ago | [YT] | 2

MethMagician

Man
Is this what depression is like
I dont want to get out of bed
I dont even wanna touch my phone
I dont wanna sleep.
I just want to
Stare at the ceiling.
Trapped.
I feel like an outsider in my own home.
Oh nah my parents are nice no toxic parenting stuff.
Its Just that
I feel like
I don't belong.
I want to be a sloth

6 months ago | [YT] | 7

MethMagician

Parallel hearts,By
A certain writer.

Chorus+
She's like an ace;I got Dealt in shame,
Running the chase but it's always her game.
Her love's like space,a cold,broken,empty embrace,
I'd wait an eternity but you'd just leave me in this place.

Verse#1+
Fell in love with a girl who won't ever give me face,
Spent my nights chasing shadows of your love but it's just a wild goose chase.
The race for your heart's a marathon;I'm stuck in last place,
Every mile I run,she's picking up pace.
Dreams of her smile-They linger and they fade,
Left me out in the dark,in the mess that she made.
But I can't let go, though it's tearing me apart,
Her love's the bullet,and I'm the target of her dart.

Chorus++

She's like an ace;I got Dealt in shame,
Running the chase but it's always just your game.
Your love's like space,a cold,broken,empty embrace,
I'd wait an eternity but you'd just leave me in this place.

Verse#2+
Built my world 'round you,but you tore it down,
Tried to stay afloat,but you pushed me down to drown.
Every look you gave felt like a glimpse of grace,but the truth hit hard-your heart's a gaurded case.

Verse#3+

I'm pacin these halls,walls eacho your name,
Fighting with you,but I know I'm the one to blame.

Oh great god,tell me,why'd you leave me hollow?
Can't a man chase dreams he knows he can't follow?

Chorus+++

She's like an ace;I got Dealt in shame,
Running the chase but it's always her game.
Her love's like space,a cold,broken,empty embrace,
I'd wait an eternity but you'd just leave me in this place.

Verse#4#Outro+

Time moves on,but I'm frozen in this frame,
Memories of you still burning like a flame,
I write these words,but they won't bring peace,
Only thing left is the hope that it'll cease.








Inspired by a sad case.

6 months ago | [YT] | 4

MethMagician

Chinese is such a beautiful language,man.
Okay I know it's not called chinese
But there are many types of chinese languages.
Mandarin.
Okay.
Anyways
It's so beautiful,It will be my third language after I learn malay fr.
Ahhhhhhh so poetic

6 months ago | [YT] | 3

MethMagician

Holy moly is that exotic art
Or modern art?
I forgot what's the term for it.......

6 months ago | [YT] | 3

MethMagician

My last song.
Im quitting making songs or anything that rhymes.

A sitcom.
That's what it is.
Oh I'm a sitcom, the punchline's me,
Tripping everywhere in life like a spilled cup of tea,
Every glance they throw it's irony's spree,
The girl i like? she's laughing with glee.


Cue the laugh track, my life's on repeat,
Full of awkward moments,
And bittersweet defeats,
She's the star and I'm the comedy relief,
Oh I'm a sitcom,a living disbelief .

I drop my books and she walks on by,
Her laugh's like music, but it's my alibi.
For every cringe scene that I supply,
I'm the walking joke and I cant deny.

Oh Cue the laugh track, my life's on repeat,
Full of awkward moments,
And bittersweet defeats,
She's the star and I'm the comedy relief,
Oh I'm a sitcom,a living disbelief .
But maybe one day the script'll change,
The spotlight'll shift,the plot'll rearrange.
Until then I'll play this comic refrain,
Waiting for her to feel the same.

Oh I'm a sitcom but I won't quit
Writing my story,punchline by bit,
So laught it up,world,I'll handle the skit,
Someday I'll star
Where my heart fits.

7 months ago | [YT] | 2

MethMagician

Heartbroken Music Creation Emo Days Goin on.

7 months ago | [YT] | 4

MethMagician

Guess who's back
Its a me.
Okay One last sleep.
Im really tired
I just need one more sleep before I fully enter the human world

7 months ago | [YT] | 2

MethMagician

WTF are these dreams?
I just bankrupted a girl and slowly took away her everything.
Oh it wasn't targeted at you btw.
I don't hate any girl so,I am just confused.

7 months ago | [YT] | 3