Hilciaaa

Why do I consistently preach the message that living the LGBT lifestyle is a sin? 🏳️‍🌈 When it would be so much easier to stay quiet?

See… sometimes I wish I could forget this part of my life.

I would love to just move on and pretend like it never happened.

When I think of this time in my life, I feel... conflicted. I feel sad that I went through so much heartbreak. I’m embarrassed because so much of it was preventable. If only I had followed the Lord’s commands. I feel angry at our culture that deceives the masses and tells them to pursue pleasure and passion above our God. Like sheep being led to slaughter. I feel curious because sometimes I wonder what it would be like to fall in love with a woman again. I feel blessed that the Lord brought me out of my spiritual blindness and showed me the truth. I’m hurt and angry that what could have been a beautiful, pure friendship was perverted into something the Lord sees as an abomination.

But then I think of all of those comments in my last video.

There were just so many... So many women and men of God who left their LGBT identity behind to pursue Jesus. I thought I was the only one. No... I’m one of many. A crowd of people who picked up their cross to follow Him and have never looked back. They thanked me for sharing my testimony. They were proud of me for being honest and vulnerable. They were inspired to do the same, and leave their identity behind to pursue our creator.

So I must keep sharing this testimony. I must.

Don’t let the world fool you. Jesus saves and Jesus transforms. The world calls it “brainwashing” but I call it restoration. The world says, “what a shame” and I say “what a victory.” The world will tell you to avoid pain like the plague. They fear pain, not knowing that on the other side of it lies transformation. Pursue happiness they say! Listen to your flesh and follow the world... but Jesus says to follow Him, and I don’t know about you, but as for me and my household, that is what we will do.

Those who have ears to hear, let them hear.

Stay blessed.

xoxo Your Big Sis In Christ ♥️

Where do you stand on this issue?

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I'll go first. Let's just say I've struggled with all of the things listed below.

Which self-destructive habit do you have trouble letting go of?

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