hiii I'm sunny! (or kris i guess)
I post . sometimes
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I really want to make a video ermm ONE DAY!

i am much much more active on toyhouse
i cant change my banner on here . im sorry it wont let me


Lemonsnap

Being proud of a drawing I made is so embarrassing like yea its my pfp and also i shared it to 3 art channels... yea....

39 minutes ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

Do you think famous youtubers refer to themselves as "we" while alone out of habit

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

I have something to say.
So shut the fuck up and listen.
I spent thirteen years half-cut up to my eyeballs.
Drunk, to put it mildly.
Then suddenly I saw it, a streetlight shining in my face.
500 Gigawatts of the power of God.
A vision of my bloated body found in some ditch.
Scared me straight.
So I got a collar shirt, mortgage and a credit card.
All the things that make a good man.
I hoped I could raise my children to be better than their old man.
I wanted to believe I was never one setback away from my worst self.
But the truth is.
Discipline.
Drive.
Routine.
The endless fucking desperation to get shit done.
A loving wife? Great kids?
Sobriety?
I’m telling you.
You.
Accomplishments I’d been chasing all my life.
Never felt as good as I expected when I crossed the finish line.

So now that we’re at the end. Takin’ inventory.
Those nights spinning out of my head, sinking into the sofa.
Broken glass in my palms. Bleeding dry the funniest thing ever.
Old dogs laughing and snarling on a waterbed floor, mocking the moon for daring to show its face.
All nausea and wreckage and vomit and ugly cruelty.
The only problem in the world an empty bottle.
Those were the best days of my life.
Yeah.
…Those were the best days of my life.
I got nothing to hide. Ready to face the music.
I can see myself for what I am.
But you? A cowardly, selfish motherfucker and you can’t even see it.
…I should’ve been able to protect the kid.
If I could have done one thing right, I wish it had been to give him one small chance off this goddamned rock.

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

Its that time of the year (yearning 😢)

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

I wanna buy a ych but I quite literally have 14 cents

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

I want to draw i want to draw i want to make a pmv so much

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

my problem is that I think i could be good at animating if I tried but I hate animating with everything in me ITS SOOO BORING and takes foreverrrr....

1 month ago | [YT] | 3

Lemonsnap

did nothing but watch the undertale live stream today and play pokemon, lowk one of the best days ive had in a while tho so win

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

I really wanna get into silksong bcuz hornet is adorable but . That game looks SOOOO hard aaaaagh

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Lemonsnap

Life keeps kicking me when im down but I persevere because cooking class is at the end of the month .

2 months ago | [YT] | 2