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CHNL ANNIVERSARY: 27/AUGUST

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WHAT'S MINE IS MINE!.



𝕭𝕰𝕷𝕷𝕬𝕬

I'm Just an Overthinker.

I wonder why I'm even telling all of this to you. Maybe because these thoughts are a part of my everyday life. Maybe because I spend so much time pretending to be someone I'm not that I just need a place where I can be honest about who I really am.

I'm not always like other people. I don't know why, but sometimes I feel like I'm completely different from my own family. I'm an overthinker. I overthink every little thing, worry about the smallest details, and stress over things that probably don't even matter that much.

My mindset is completely different from everyone else's. Sometimes, when I see other girls my age walking around freely and confidently with their friends, I start comparing myself to them. I wonder why I can't be like that. I feel like I don't have enough freedom, that I'm not beautiful enough, and that I don't have any true friends.

I feel like people only consider me their friend or someone special until they find someone better. They keep me around just to pass the time. And in the end, I'm always the one left alone.

I'm always the one who trusts people so easily, only to discover how cruel they can be when they break that trust.

Whenever I think I've finally found someone who will treat me better, I'm proven wrong. I don't know why, but I end up feeling so worthless, as if I'm never enough for anyone. People keep leaving me, and somehow, I still find myself chasing after them.

Why am I like this?

I always dream of becoming that confident, unbothered baddie. I want to be the girl who looks cool in front of everyone, the girl who acts like nothing can hurt her. I want everyone to believe that I'm strong and confident.

But the truth is, I'm probably the most sensitive person in my entire family.

I don't just feel bad for myself; I care about everyone around me. I always try to understand people, even when they've hurt me. Sometimes, I even feel bad for my enemies. I find myself wondering what they've been through or what made them act the way they did.

I try so hard to hate the people who hurt me, but I just can't. Maybe it's because of my foolish heart.

Some people have hurt me over and over again, yet I still can't bring myself to hate them. And sometimes, I wonder why.

Then I remind myself that they're human too, just like me. They have feelings, they get hurt, and they have their own struggles. So how can I hate them for being human?

But then again, does understanding someone mean I have to keep letting them hurt me?

I don't know.

Everyone sees the cool, confident version of me. The girl who acts like nothing matters, the girl who seems unbothered by everything.

But deep down, I'm just a sensitive girl who overthinks everything, gets attached too easily, cares too much, trusts too quickly, and struggles to let go of people even when they hurt her.

And maybe, just maybe, I'm tired of pretending that none of it affects me.

This is me. This is my mind. These are my everyday thoughts.

I'm just an overthinker, trying to understand everyone else while struggling to understand myself.

21 hours ago | [YT] | 3

𝕭𝕰𝕷𝕷𝕬𝕬

Pohncho Yaha pe👀
Bella's waiting bachawzz

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4 days ago | [YT] | 4

𝕭𝕰𝕷𝕷𝕬𝕬

Yoo guys! 💅✨

So, tbh mere paas koi content idea nahi hai to why not a Q&A? 🙄💋

Drop your spiciest questions down below—personal life, hot takes, drama, or whatever you’re curious about. Don't be boring with basic questions though, keep it interesting! ☕🔥

Comments section is open, go wild! 👇✨


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Sorry Kisiko bhul gyi to😭

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 7

𝕭𝕰𝕷𝕷𝕬𝕬

Happy Birthday meri Chammak Challo! 🥳🎂

Waise toh socha tha tere liye bohot lamba emotional paragraph likhoon, par phir yaad aaya ki tu itni mehnat padhne ki karegi nahi! 😄 Bas itna jaan le ki tu meri sabse pyari aur sabse badi dramebaaz online dost hai.

Allah kare tera dimaag thoda sa tez ho jaaye aur tu mujhe thoda kam irritate kare! Zyada cake mat khana, baaki enjoy kar tera din! 🎉💖

‪@Annu_era.ৎ‬ 😭👀🌸

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

𝕭𝕰𝕷𝕷𝕬𝕬

@umm Kahan gayab hogya chottu?👀🔪

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5