happy father’s day to my dad! 🥲 thank you for everything you’ve done for me. one day of recognition could never be enough! i couldn’t ask for a better dad to have as a protector and role model. i love you!!! 💙😊
i’m wishing my mommy the happiest mother’s day! thank you for always being there, and for everything you’ve done and still do for me 💕💗☺️ and a happy heavenly mother’s day to my grandmother too (3rd photo) 🥹🫶🏽💗
happy mother’s day to all moms out there! i hope this day is so special for you! mothers deserve the world! 💓
NEW VIDEO on the case of Zion Foster will be live tomorrow afternoon. I’m hoping to spread the word about this beautiful girl and help raise funds for the ongoing search for her remains. Be sure to stop by tomorrow!
hi friends. some of you have reached out to me to check in since i haven’t been uploading as much. i wasn’t planning on addressing it but i think that this kinda stuff isn’t talked about enough, so i did want to fill you guys in.
some of you have noticed that i haven’t posted vids or even uploaded to my community tab, and my instagram presence has been sparse too. all of which are not normal for me.
i’m not really sure how to explain it, but there is a paralyzing anxiety that i have been feeling lately. both surrounding the nature of my content, and because my audience is growing; which of course brings in more thoughts, opinions and feedback. when i feel compelled to work on a video, it’s like i talk myself out of it, worried that my next video won’t be good enough, or that i cannot do victims justice well enough when i tell their stories.
i’ve always avoided the spotlight so i suppose this youtube journey is helping me work through how i process having many eyes on me, and finding a level of comfort within that. posting to my channel when i had 100 viewers was a drastically different experience than it is now. i am, however, overwhelmingly grateful for my growth, and for all of you who have helped me over the last year or so get to where i am.
either way, i have been working through this little rough patch. i have drafts of 3 videos that i plan to release over the coming weeks to begin giving you consistent Sunday uploads like i used to. i love every single last one of you and i am so sorry that i haven’t been delivering, but that is going to change soon.
i felt that you deserved an explanation as to what’s happening with me! i haven’t abandoned my channel and i will be back like i never left this week.
Sunny Shay
Spent the last couple weeks enjoying all the time I can with my baby. I’ll be back with a video tomorrow! See you guys then💙
PS. If you have any advice on 5 month olds and sleep, I’ll take it 😁 we are at the waking up every 1-2 hours all night phase lol 🆘🥲
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New video tonight @ 5pm EST 🎥
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new video tomorrow @ 5pm 🎥 see you guys then!
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New video today @ 5pm. 🎥🖤
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happy father’s day to my dad! 🥲 thank you for everything you’ve done for me. one day of recognition could never be enough! i couldn’t ask for a better dad to have as a protector and role model. i love you!!! 💙😊
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i’m wishing my mommy the happiest mother’s day! thank you for always being there, and for everything you’ve done and still do for me 💕💗☺️ and a happy heavenly mother’s day to my grandmother too (3rd photo) 🥹🫶🏽💗
happy mother’s day to all moms out there! i hope this day is so special for you! mothers deserve the world! 💓
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See you guys tomorrow 🥹
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NEW VIDEO on the case of Zion Foster will be live tomorrow afternoon. I’m hoping to spread the word about this beautiful girl and help raise funds for the ongoing search for her remains. Be sure to stop by tomorrow!
see you guys soon 🖤
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Sunny Shay
hi friends. some of you have reached out to me to check in since i haven’t been uploading as much. i wasn’t planning on addressing it but i think that this kinda stuff isn’t talked about enough, so i did want to fill you guys in.
some of you have noticed that i haven’t posted vids or even uploaded to my community tab, and my instagram presence has been sparse too. all of which are not normal for me.
i’m not really sure how to explain it, but there is a paralyzing anxiety that i have been feeling lately. both surrounding the nature of my content, and because my audience is growing; which of course brings in more thoughts, opinions and feedback. when i feel compelled to work on a video, it’s like i talk myself out of it, worried that my next video won’t be good enough, or that i cannot do victims justice well enough when i tell their stories.
i’ve always avoided the spotlight so i suppose this youtube journey is helping me work through how i process having many eyes on me, and finding a level of comfort within that. posting to my channel when i had 100 viewers was a drastically different experience than it is now. i am, however, overwhelmingly grateful for my growth, and for all of you who have helped me over the last year or so get to where i am.
either way, i have been working through this little rough patch. i have drafts of 3 videos that i plan to release over the coming weeks to begin giving you consistent Sunday uploads like i used to. i love every single last one of you and i am so sorry that i haven’t been delivering, but that is going to change soon.
i felt that you deserved an explanation as to what’s happening with me! i haven’t abandoned my channel and i will be back like i never left this week.
love you guys, seriously 🖤
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