The Lord loves you deeply and wants you to come as you are, so please repent before it's too late. Jesus, the Only Begotten Son of God, came to earth, lived a sinless/perfect life, willingly died for you on the cross, and was then raised alive by God on the 3rd day. His blood makes you forgiven, and it's thru Him ALONE that we are saved/able to enter into Heaven; Jesus was the perfect sacrifice, and He's now alive forevermore (John 10, John 3:16-18, Matthew 25:13, John 14:6, 1 Timothy 2:5-6, Romans 8:34-39.) You are worth living, and if you're reading this right now, you're on this Earth for a reason. You are loved and will be regardless of what choice you make. I pray you find the Truth; the ONLY Truth which is found thru Jesus Christ alone. I pray you find your God-given purpose and what your soul truly needs. Only God can fill the void in ur heart, nothing on this earth can. We are not perfect, and life will never be easy, but with God, all things r possible (Matthew 19:26.) Love ya