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"Retrospection"

Chaos in the past
Had hurt my eyes at last
The remnants, the bitter aftertaste of the sight
That behold the cruel rendition of my story
I stared back at the eyes of who was victim
A victim who was tormented with the suffering and pain of the night.

Was I selfish?
Was I cruel?
Was I wrong for reaching out?
To be held out like a girl and not a tool?
Was I wrong to question?
Was I wrong to seek help?
Seeking help from the man who knew him best?

Why the slander?
Why the hate?
Why the insufferable state?
Did I deserve this? No I don't
So why do you keep dictating my fate?

It's my story, it's only mine
I choose how it's told
It meets the light

So stand down from the altar of truth
And show me, what's the sound of your fool?
Do you wish to gossip?
Do you wish to tear?
The only life and person I would live to bear?

Leave me alone and I'll leave you be
Even if you're to suffer eternally.

And as for you,
Who knew him best
Why do you make such a mess?
You only saw him at his very best
But was it not a test?
A test of your patience?
A test of your will?
A test of your loyalty,
For your family still?
Where have you been?
The tide switched sides
No longer with you,
only with the light.

And as for those that ruin my life
Why do you bother?
Why do you touch us?
Why would you gossip?
From all the things we experienced?

Is that how you play your little lie?
To frame them for your own little sight?
To fill your delusions?
To fill your song?
To fill all the things for you to get along?
To steal attention?
To steal our hope?
To steal everything we've needed the most?
What's wrong with you?
Tarnishing the light
Tarnishing the very vision I found bright?

So come with me,
And you will see
The tiny memories
that you spilled within me.
That's you,
that's how I remember
The face you build
and the face you carried.

So don't cry,
it's too late.
You already chosen
The fate you made.
Cancelled or not?
That's up to you!
I shall continue,
and you shall lose.

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Sup guys
I'm officially back in business

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

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I made the cover photo for my crossover fanfic

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4 weeks ago | [YT] | 14

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My Jinmay design for my fanfiction crossover

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4 weeks ago | [YT] | 15

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Yooooo it's 4 AM, but i've been writing a crossover with these 5 characters. I already published three parts and I felt like you guys deserved to read it. I'm sure I'll be able to write more soon. I'm already working on the 4th part (or Chapter 3)

Anyways, here's the Wattpad link

www.wattpad.com/story/413789069?utm_source=android…

1 month ago | [YT] | 13

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This poem might be political but I figured posting about it.

"Dishonor and Disrespect"

Massive land, you have in your hands
With all the space you took up in maps
And yet your greed thought it wasn't enough
Unable to decipher the truth of the cause.

The seas you sought are ours alone
So leave our seas, and leave our boats.
Our people have endured all forms of oppression
And yet you cry with public humiliation.

It feels horrible, doesn't it?
So why become desperate?
Full of denial from all the evidence
It sat in front of you, yet you don't recognize—
The battle was settled with all of our rights.

You hit our boats
With water—they sank
And people drowned—
Innocent and unarmed.
When they tell you to depart
Territorial waters that are ours.

Call us animals if you wish
It's only what you think
But what's more animalistic
Is your never ending greed.

Empires failed
Empires lost
All empires fell long ago
Stop living as though we're in historical centuries.

Despite your mistreatment towards our people
Our nation will rise as we wave our flag poles.
We stand firm against judgement, injustice and crime
No matter how much they hide behind their lies.

We negotiate through peace talks
But despite our attempts
The way you respond
seems like a bid to conquer.

You shift the blame as though we made the claims
Your actions contradict the words you frame.

Ignoring the order?
A stubborn clause
No more valid arguments
Can come out of your throat.

You claim places that aren't yours
Yet historically you deny
The truth will be seen
By the world—by the light.

And now many have mocked you
Your own people, and ours too
We strictly prohibit the treatment you approve.

1 month ago | [YT] | 9

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Y'all so like I remember making a fanfiction of a crossover between My Life as a Teenage Robot, Robotboy, Astroboy, Megaman, and Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!

Technically plot would revolve around Jenny, Astroboy, Robotboy, Megaman, and Jinmay. I used to even make like gacha videos about them. I had a fanfiction called "The Altroids" but when I revisited it, I remember the antagonists and the plot of some of those shows and was thinking if I could rewrite it to get a more proper plot. Because the previous version of that technically just has Chaos Jenny as a villain 😭

But yeah, I was doing some thinking last night and then this thing hits me.

What do you guys think though. I know I'm like older now but my inner child is screaming at me to technically make this entire crossover to come to life jskdjs.

But yeah, that's kinda it. Do y'all think it would be cool???

Idk if some of my audience from 6 years ago are still here, but yeah

1 month ago | [YT] | 10

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Just a notice.

I've been working on my album plan and track list as of late, but I will be fixing my computer first before making anything. So far, there might be 5 POTENTIAL ALBUMS of my music that might come out. But you have to wait for years

and well find where I post them cuz I'm not posting those in this account. :]

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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I dont care what you made that stupid video for

I clearly told you to stop posting shit related to FoR that I MADE. So why are you disrespecting that? It's a shame that you keep trying to save face when the evidence of EVERYTHING you've done to me is right in front of your face and so what? So you can recover your fucking career? Your community reputation? Then maybe you should have never even done that shit to me in the first place.

I don't care if your viewers want FoR stuff that I made, WE ARE NOT FRIENDS, WE ARE ESPECIALLY NOT LOVERS, and Not even acquaintances. Try getting everyone in your favor all you want, but it's never going to work because you keep trying to run away with every crime you've committed on your expense. You keep seeing this as a joke? And that you're going to laugh?

Let's see how much you laugh when I finally get my case against you to the fucking court.

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