i am quitting everything.
I am probably planning to make a response, but since the video is very long I probably would give up and just leave (i would tell when ofc, I wont just disappear, even if you want it to be this way). I plan to fully leave at the middle of August or smth, maybe earlier (maybe even on this week or smth)
What will happen after Guv leaves?
I plan to never come back at all. No, im not implying that I would die or something, fortunately or not, i just would stop being on the internet forever. I would go to therapists and get some help, since im mentally unstable and dangerous to people, as we all were told. And I dont want to hurt anyone ever again, just because my head is wrong. Sorry for everything, I DO feel guilty, I DO deserve this, and I dont seek help from anyone except therapists. Goodbye.
thank you. Unsubscribe.
I never wanted to give Bad, but i know I can't only give Good, even if I try. Bad is always around Good. They're never apart.
GKDF (quit for Good)
Please stop attacking me, i know already what i should do, and where I should be, and where i would be after death and etc, you dont need to tell me that anymore, I WOULD leave, just after i make a response.. sorry
(this post isn't an intention to guilt trip or anything you might think, i just dont want you all to waste your time on me. Just forget me and move on, did i tell that already? I do not understand why literally anything i say feels like guilt tripping for you when it's not. Im not asking for pity, im saying fact)
Edit: I am still getting my therapy, so I can't waste ALL the time to make the response, so im sorry that you have to wait longer for me to make it
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I know I did a lot of bad things. I explained many of things i did, before the video was finished, but for some reason they weren't included in that video. I would make a response but later. No i don't act like i did nothing bad. I know i did a lot of bad things. But i never "loved anyone in sexual way" if you think that when see this video. Never. Maybe i did bad things, maybe I did sexual jokes in past, but i never was sexually attracted to anyone. Don't misunderstand the video, don't misunderstand me. Yes i was unaware of most of things, and as i watched whole video i noticed a lot of misunderstandings, such as about Knox's death and why i think he could come back, such as those two old videos i made (about % of viewers' gender and age). I can explain everything in my response BUT!!! I DO NOT promise that I definitely would do it. I would probably just leave, for everyone's safety. If society tells me im a danger, then i wont be near society. That's all. You can think anything of me now, but i wouldn't want any of you to be in danger. So please stay safe and dont talk to weirdos. Even if they seem way too kind. I did a lot of Bad from my side, so i should leave, i understand that. You don't need to spam in my comments that im bad or something, i already know that, i, would tell again, watched the whole video duckyducktruck made. And yes I am really scared now, yes i feel terrible, but that's not what matters, so this is why in trying to make my post less emotional and more meaningful. Just guys, forget about me and move on. Sometimes people disappear from your life, and you just move on. Dont worry about me if you are, and dont worry that I could hurt anyone. I wont. I want to be a better person. Since I tried and failed, well... goodbye. I loved your comments good and bad ones, I liked your arts good and bad ones. I loved everyone. Have a good time, hope everyone feels better. (Just to clarify, i dont seek anyone's comfort or pity, i do not try to guilt trip, i just want you to know, I think, its my opinion, that I should get what i deserved. I gave Bad, i get Bad. That's fair. Do not be on my side. Do not pity bad people, guys.)
https://youtu.be/LEL0tPno5V0?si=VVONk...
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GKDF (quit for Good)
I can't stop thinking of . Everyday it makes me terrifyingly scared, because I cant forget.
I see everywhere. It feels like is watching me.
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GKDF (quit for Good)
I made some videos back (those that were hidden before because I didn't have mood to see them on my channel because idk)
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GKDF (quit for Good)
Im not the one
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GKDF (quit for Good)
I made new oc sheet!!!! (Click for full view)
Not family friendly. I warned. (Even though it's not that bad ig)
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GKDF (quit for Good)
It made me cry..
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GKDF (quit for Good)
Goodbye. Was nice to know you all. I am leaving, maybe forever, im not sure (edit: i am sure.)
Edit2: read channel description
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GKDF (quit for Good)
I'm back from coma. And I didn't tell about it.
I was actually back some days ago, around a week. I lied. Well, just didn't tell that i woke up. Im sorry. I already was tired enough and wanted to take a rest, coma ruined everything, I really didn't want to come back, im sorry for this, I should've just told i wanted to take a rest after coma. I dont know what to do and I dont know if you will forgive me. I just cant really handle my channel. All these people, it was way too suddenly for my tiny me. I was always scared of too much attention towards me, and unfortunately i got it... i decided to leave for a while but i did it in a wrong wrong WRONG way. I wanted you all to be okay, but I just worried you even worse. Im sorry once again. I promise next time I will actually say what I want to do, and never wait, just say right after. Not telling is also lying. And I know that. And I'm sorry. And im scared. But i hope that everyone will be okay. If you are disappointed, that's alright, that's okay. Im already really guilty for what i did. I know I did a bad mistake. I fully realize it. I wont do that again. Ever ever again.
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