ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚【tneV】˚₊‧꒷꒥꒷︶꒷˚ ₊‧꒷꒥꒷︶꒷˚

Lololol

If any of my friends or idols/some people I'm subbed to kts I will stop doing hygiene, eating, going toilet, showering, getting out of my room, speaking, chatting, going on my phone, drawing, singing, walking, sleeping or even just moving. I'm srs.
And all only in honor for that person, yet I still know my mind is telling me all these things but idk what to do if I need to repeat myself that I love you but you still don't seem to believe so and just leave me here.

It's frustrating how no matter how many times I tell someone I love them they just take advantage of themselves and get themselves into serious danger, it's upsetting to me that even if I stop doing this all just for them they'd still not believe it all and continue.

I never loved you, did I? You're already lost to your mind, aren't you? I guess I can only do something so extreme and it's never proven without getting reported or banned, and all because I wanted to say the truth. But no, even never coming online again means that I "don't care anymore" because of how I can't ever fix your problems, even though I wanted to.

But you won't believe me anyway

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2 months ago | [YT] | 6

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

I want to make commissions. For robux. But I wanna get it on the game donate robux. HOW DO I PLAY DONATE ROBUX I WANT ROBUX 😭 AHHHGGGJJH

2 months ago | [YT] | 4

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

.ᡣ𐭩˚ I drew this last night lol, I just took a pic of it ♡

𝙔𝙐𝙉𝘼𝙄𝙎𝙃𝘼 ! ‪@xluvv4yumii.ৎ‬ also don't mind this aha It's repayment for not finish that other art

Dam vro imagine sleeping on someone hahahha
If she wakes up she'll walk away 𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠 𝙣𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

sʜᴇ's sᴏ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ sʜᴇ sᴘᴏᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴀᴢɪɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʏᴇᴀ. ᴜʜ… AISHA WAKE UP THAT'S SURE OF YOU, YOU NARCISSISTIC AISHA ARGH I'm gonna throw her into a junk bin in emails.

Y'all I think this is cannon now R.I.P Genki 🥀💔

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2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

"Stop you can tell nobody cares, loves or even likes me. There's no point to live if nobody will ever cares for me, I can't trust anybody. Nobody will come to save me and I need to accept it, I lost the person I loved the most, I trusted them, I trusted alot, but now they're gone. Either I get betrayed or left behind, I can never get back with them. Everyone hates me, even though I hate myself more, no one seems to like me at all. I can't stay anymore"

YEAH NO no no no NO. Nope! No no no no no, you're mind is playing tricks on you, ON YOU, YOUR BRAIN IS. Whether someone shows hatred to you, oh boy, that's a bit different. IF you copy paste that sense of hatred someone has of you onto EVERYONE, yep. No. No nope nah nuh-uh bruv. BIG. FAT. NO. At this point your mind's playing with you whether it tells you "Nobody loves or admires you" "they're the only ones who love you, but they're very few of many, it's not enough." "You're pathetic to blame yourself for everything, you're pathetic to keep apologizing for someone else's mistakes yet you don't forgive most/some others. You're unfair" "You're the wrongest person in this whole time since the Earth was made" endlessly on loop mode, remember the word "playing". YOUR OWN MIND IS PUTTING EVIL SPELLS ON YOU TO THINK ALL A'THAT MY FRIEND. Your mind is the thing you go against EVERYDAY, any arch enemy, biggest enemy, hater, the person/people who gave you so much stress DON'T EVEN HATE YOU THAT MUCH, even if they say they do - AHAHAHA TOO BAD THEY AREN'T THE N1 HATERS ! And NO. YOU are NOT the biggest hater of yourself, or despiser. NAH-UH! It's your MIND, YOUR BRAIN, YOUR SOUL. Did you know that your body and mind are SEPARATE ENTITIES?! Your soul is in your body, inside your body you have a BRAIN. Your brain has a MIND in it (they might be the same thing but still literally where your mind lives) And your MIND STORES EVERY THOUGHT YOU HAD OR HAVE IN IT, even if you forgot about a thought IT'S STILL THERE. YOU and your MIND is the ones who DESPISES EACH OTHER THE MOST. YOU must control your mind, not the mind controls you. That might not make sense but it DOES to ME! Which means your MIND' the biggest N1 HATER OF YOU, NOT YOURSELF. So no matter how many times you wanna a-t-t-3-p-t, slap, hit, do h-4-r-m to yourself, YOU AREN'T the one thinking of doing it. Your MIND IS, so wake TF UP AND TAKE OVER YO DAMN BRAIN AN MIND. And even if it's too late and already have done these things, heh, NO IT'S NOT. Remember that it's your MIND not YOU, so you better have at least 10 MILLION BATTLES WITH YO MIND UNTIL IT BEHAVES- In all seriousness, even though you try telling it so many times and it doesn't work, you need help. Help is always around you, even though it's not near you. You can even talk to friends who will actually care for you (like me) if there's truly nobody-if there's really nobody then you're allowed to talk to me ♡


and now, I said this, let's see what YOUR MIND THINKS OF THIS. I bet it's either positive or negative. Probably most negative like "She's lying, she doesn't actually care, she doesn't love you, you're still pathetic" and BLAH BLAH BLAH ALL YOU WANT, whoever's mind that's thinking that right now. If I didn't care I wouldn't have wrote this. I don't LIE on th internet unless I say it's a lie, HOW ABOUT THAT FACT OF ME? Listen, it may be hard but really DO OPEN YOUR INSIDE EYES, but don't put them inside out by putting your eyeballs all the way into your brain please, and look at your mind and think for me:

"This thought might not fix things, but even so, I can still say with a straight face that my mind is separate from me, even if my mind controls what I think, there's always a part of it that's against the rest. Which means my mind could adapt into hating me so I can despise myself, but that's not right. My mind is not as really good at controlling me well, it isn't treating me properly so I need to control it the way I should have earlier a long time ago"

(I'm not sure now if this even means anything but who cares I wrote it anyway there's nothing point in saying it's useless, but it's definitely not professional either way. STILL THO)

After reading everything, let this all sink in. if nothing changes an you can't seem to do anything else to make yourself feel better, re read this all until something happens, if it never happens don't worry, It's not your fault, remember just always blame your mind.

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2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

For Ado's birthday.Some of one of my biggest idols
I've been a fan for 6-7 months and she's gotten a really good impact on me ♡

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2 months ago | [YT] | 6

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

‪@xluvv4yumii.ৎ‬ am I following you now, TikTok kept repeating "Follow back!" I press the button and it goes back to "Follow back!" I'm genuinely concerned about TikTok having some McDonald's straw going through the system or something

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

‪@KuroYukiZaii_XD‬ sorry I didn't give you Mika's back story yet (It's been 3 months I know :( ) I tried to give you it on Pinterest but it said I couldn't message you because of some of the settings you chose. It's not ur fault I'm just saying ◔‸◔?

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

˚⋆𐙚｡𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙖 𝙏𝙞𝙠𝙏𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙥𝙡𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩!

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2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚𝗔𝗌𝗁i 偽る_ 𖦹.ᡣ โบ𝐵𝓊𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒 ‼︎˚ ༘

𐔌 ᯓ𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚. The people on Tellmi are really nice ♡

The place is really comforting ૮ ྀི˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ྀིა honestly I'm glad my school introduced me to this app/web.

It's my safe place now ♡

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2 months ago | [YT] | 16