Maryam ೀ⋆

Sub to my alt because this channel is getting picked on by YouTube and I probably won’t post on here for some time :/( see post below this)

‪@TotallyMaryam‬

3 months ago | [YT] | 9

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This means I’ll post on my alt then..::

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6

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Finished version (WHY THE HELL ARE THE PROPORTIONS SO OFF?!?!)

Physics homework now TvT

3 months ago | [YT] | 6

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Normalise being bad at drawing >.<

(These are for my art homework, have one more to do, pic no 2 and 3 are finished, number 1 in progress)

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3 months ago | [YT] | 3

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Normalise not having me in life ><

3 months ago | [YT] | 8

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I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift
All of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis (tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as you're leaving
'Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)


It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
At tea time, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero


Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I'm a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart, but never killed
Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
Like some kind of congressman? (Tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as you're leaving
And life will lose all its meaning
(For the last time)


It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At tea time, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

I have this dream my daughter in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out
"She's laughing up at us from hell"


It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi, everybody agrees, everybody agrees
It's me, hi (hi), I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At tea (tea) time (time), everybody agrees (everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

>.<

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

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I'm so sorry for not posting and idk when I'll post next so I'm so sorry if I'm not being very active :<

3 months ago | [YT] | 6

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Yt is being annoying again..

3 months ago | [YT] | 9

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Starting homework rn just after school<3

3 months ago | [YT] | 7