I don’t really know how to write this, but I think I owe you all a little explanation for my absence 🫂
I disappeared for a while because I wasn’t doing okay mentally There were days when even the things I usually loved felt difficult, and creating content started feeling like something I had to do instead of something I wanted to do
I kept thinking I would come back when I felt completely okay again But I slowly realised that healing doesn’t always happen all at once
So I stepped away I gave myself permission to be quiet To rest To have days where I didn’t feel productive To just exist without having to explain myself
And honestly, being away from YouTube was harder than I expected This place has been such a big part of my life, and leaving it behind for a while made me realise just how much it means to me
I missed you all I missed creating I missed having something to look forward to And most of all, I missed the version of myself that felt excited about these little things
I’m still figuring things out I’m not magically okay, and I don’t want to pretend that I am But I’m in a better place than I was, and right now, that feels like enough
Thank you for being here even when I wasn’t Thank you for not needing an explanation from me Thank you for giving me the space to find myself again 🤍
Coming back feels scary It feels emotional It feels a little unfamiliar
But it also feels really good
So here I am again A little softer A little stronger Still figuring things out But ready to create again 🫶🏻
happy 10th anniversary blackpink 🖤💗 10 years of memories 10 years of iconic moments 10 years of songs i grew up with i used to be a blink and those memories will always stay special blackpink will always have a place in my heart but now im a rosè stan only rosè has my heart now still grateful for everything blackpink gave me from being a blink to becoming a Rose girl happy 10th anniversary blackpink 🧿🌷
Everyone's talking about Rosé right now and honestly I think people are way too quick to judge
I'm not saying she's perfect because nobody is but one controversy shouldn't erase years of hard work passion and the happiness she's given to millions 🎤
It's completely fine to ask questions and have different opinions but turning everything into hate helps no one
Being a fan doesn't mean acting like your favourite can never be wrong it means believing people deserve fairness context and the chance to learn if they made a mistake
Rosé has inspired so many people through her music dedication and personality and I don't think all of that should be forgotten because of one situation ✨
Before jumping on a hate train maybe take a second to understand the full picture because judging someone without knowing everything isn't fair
At the end of the day I'd rather choose understanding over hate and humanity over cancel culture 🖤
The album rosie has already passed 4 billion Spotify streams. Recent tracking sites showed it at about 3.999 billion streams in mid-June 2026, meaning it crossed the 4 billion mark shortly afterward. So if you're asking how many streams ROSIE needs to reach 1 billion: 0 — it passed 1 billion a long time ago. In fact, it's now around 4× that milestone. 💖 ChartMasters +1 Rosé's biggest contributor is APT., which alone has over 2.5 billion Spotify streams.
𝓡OSÉ_LIXIE
I don’t really know how to write this, but I think I owe you all a little explanation for my absence 🫂
I disappeared for a while because I wasn’t doing okay mentally
There were days when even the things I usually loved felt difficult, and creating content started feeling like something I had to do instead of something I wanted to do
I kept thinking I would come back when I felt completely okay again
But I slowly realised that healing doesn’t always happen all at once
So I stepped away
I gave myself permission to be quiet
To rest
To have days where I didn’t feel productive
To just exist without having to explain myself
And honestly, being away from YouTube was harder than I expected
This place has been such a big part of my life, and leaving it behind for a while made me realise just how much it means to me
I missed you all
I missed creating
I missed having something to look forward to
And most of all, I missed the version of myself that felt excited about these little things
I’m still figuring things out
I’m not magically okay, and I don’t want to pretend that I am
But I’m in a better place than I was, and right now, that feels like enough
Thank you for being here even when I wasn’t
Thank you for not needing an explanation from me
Thank you for giving me the space to find myself again 🤍
Coming back feels scary
It feels emotional
It feels a little unfamiliar
But it also feels really good
So here I am again
A little softer
A little stronger
Still figuring things out
But ready to create again 🫶🏻
I missed you more than you know 🌷
@Jeonxzytic @Rosie_mochi_park @BlinkxRose47 @rosé_is_minee @Rosie_aesthetic7 @Rosie_aesthetics @Lilie_verse @YouTube
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happy 10th anniversary blackpink 🖤💗
10 years of memories
10 years of iconic moments
10 years of songs i grew up with
i used to be a blink
and those memories will always stay special
blackpink will always have a place in my heart
but now im a rosè stan only
rosè has my heart now
still grateful for everything blackpink gave me
from being a blink to becoming a Rose girl
happy 10th anniversary blackpink
🧿🌷
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𝓡OSÉ_LIXIE
Everyone's talking about Rosé right now and honestly I think people are way too quick to judge
I'm not saying she's perfect because nobody is but one controversy shouldn't erase years of hard work passion and the happiness she's given to millions 🎤
It's completely fine to ask questions and have different opinions but turning everything into hate helps no one
Being a fan doesn't mean acting like your favourite can never be wrong it means believing people deserve fairness context and the chance to learn if they made a mistake
Rosé has inspired so many people through her music dedication and personality and I don't think all of that should be forgotten because of one situation ✨
Before jumping on a hate train maybe take a second to understand the full picture because judging someone without knowing everything isn't fair
At the end of the day I'd rather choose understanding over hate and humanity over cancel culture 🖤
That's all I wanted to say
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The album rosie has already passed 4 billion Spotify streams. Recent tracking sites showed it at about 3.999 billion streams in mid-June 2026, meaning it crossed the 4 billion mark shortly afterward.
So if you're asking how many streams ROSIE needs to reach 1 billion:
0 — it passed 1 billion a long time ago. In fact, it's now around 4× that milestone. 💖
ChartMasters +1
Rosé's biggest contributor is APT., which alone has over 2.5 billion Spotify streams.
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