melontarts

Hey, been a while since I’ve posted on youtube but I’m still making hyper specific playlists on spotify 😭😭 what should i post next?

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

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QOTD: favorite breakup songs?

3 years ago | [YT] | 187

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QOTD: You were offered to take up a job for 31 days. WITHOUT doing any of the math, would you rather:

3 years ago | [YT] | 395

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Today hasn't been the best day for me :/ So what's everyone's go-to sad song that helps them release built-up feelings?

3 years ago | [YT] | 286

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QOTD: What's the ONE song that can single handly get you to be productive asf? First song that comes to mind! Go!

3 years ago | [YT] | 206

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What's your comfort song? The first song that comes to mind! Go!

3 years ago | [YT] | 326

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pick next video cuz i might post tomorrow too who knows!

3 years ago | [YT] | 402

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Some of you probably know I deleted my discord server. I’ve also been very inactive on youtube as well. I want to come here and speak up for myself because many members in the discord server are acting childish about the deletion.

Starting off with the main reason it was deleted: I simply couldn’t manage it. 9k people, about 8 staff members and 4ish had gone/been inactive in the server. That on top of youtube, depression, anxiety, schoolwork, sports, and maintaining a relationship was my friends was far too much for me to handle.

2nd reason: I was inactive on both youtube and in my server. It didn’t make sense to me to have a server for a youtube channel I don’t post on.

3rd reason: I literally felt uncomfortable talking in my own server. When I announced I was deleting it, I got messages from members attacking me for it and calling me insults. I also had members blocking me and continuously shit talking me and the head admins in private servers. Honestly I hope those people read this and know exactly who they are

I’ve devoted my entire time on youtube to helping other people. I’ve supported and helped people going through hard times that have said my playlists help them while ignoring and pushing to the side all of my own.

The second I try to wrap up lose ends and put forth myself I’m insulted and blocked by people I’ve never even spoken to, people I thought I was friends with, and actual 18+ ADULTS who find it necessary to shit talk a teenage girl in private servers.

Which comes to the 4th reason: Many members were or are now rude towards me simply because i deleted a server. A DISCORD SERVER. As if they didn’t have private servers with the same members in them.

Deleting the server has showed me 3 things. I made the right choice, I don’t think I’m returning to youtube or returning to consistent posting, and another server will never be made.

Because I’ve been blocked by a majority of those people that’s why I’m saying this here. Ridiculous for literal adults and 12/13 year olds to speak for me and put words in my mouth as if they knew me or knew what I was experiencing that caused me to make my decisions.

Call me sensitive if you want. But it’s just genuinely ridiculous the treatment I’ve gotten even after deleting the server. The people this post is directed towards, I hope you see this and I hope you keep my name out of your mouth.

I’m trying to move on with my life and take care of myself. I hope you all do the same ❤️

4 years ago | [YT] | 857

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I feel like I should be using my platform correctly. So I want to say this right here right now.
STOP ASIAN HATE.
We listen to their music, enjoy their foods, buy their products, watch their shows and movies, etc. There is absolutely NO REASON EVER to hate crime someone in the slightest way because of their Race.
If you watch anime, or like kpop, or enjoy Asian cuisine, or purchase products shipped from Asia, you should not be keeping quiet about this. Using their products isn't a reason to not hate crime them of course, but it's hypocritical and revolting to leech off of and depend on their products and people, and then hate crime them at the same time.

www.pbs.org/newshour/nation/w...
www.harpersbazaar.com/culture...
time.com/5947603/how-to-help-...
www.gofundme.com/c/act/stop-a...

4 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 780

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i think im back ? 👀

4 years ago | [YT] | 990