Neilita
"So please won't you tear me open wide?"
unkind internet soul
I will interact with (most) people but please proceed with caution if you try to start becoming my friend as my mental health is horrible and I may start saying random and weird stuff, it's not easy to control some of my thoughts so I apologize
you probably shouldn't even try helping me recover at this point I've gone way too far into this and it's my fault. don't try to be part of something you shouldn't be
I just know they all want to kill me, they all hate me so much. they're planning something. they all get mad at me one day and then I'll pass
Neilita
final 5minute to state your happy birthdays to zubin okay okay okay
8 hours ago | [YT] | 0
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genuinely hate myself so much
10 hours ago | [YT] | 0
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why did my mom call zubin zubi zubi zubi
11 hours ago | [YT] | 0
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Neilita
my classmates call me schizophrenic as a joek but I might have something similar or actually have it myself
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I'm about to go do the thing I swqr um I'm such a bad person ahahaah they all secretly want me dead I swear to gosh everyone is secretly hating me so they can all harm me I'm so sure and stuff
16 hours ago | [YT] | 0
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Nuh uh uh, my mother's a popsicle stick is what I'd respond to if my mother were called a basketball because idk
16 hours ago | [YT] | 0
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random quote I made before I go to sc/l
"Sure I am late to the party, but that doesn't really matter because a new ones starting!"
this was made based off of the knowledge knowjng I'll never get to buy a zubin figure or plushie but whatever I'm getting a spirit phone figure so it doesn't matter
Bye I'm going to schl
1 day ago | [YT] | 0
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my nickname in second grade was jo
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Neilita
tw for f//tsh mentions and hyperzm//xualiy
I have extremely bad mental issues especially with hyper- yes I've used to have weird f//tshz but it was as a way to cope with my hypers//xualiyy okay? at some point I did have fshes ovwr plushies as I had nothing to have a breakdown to of whatever and I'm actually so sorry if you guys support me n stuff, I'm recovering now but I still feel gross after knowing I used to e like this.... I'm actually so fucking sorry and disappointed in myself, I'm trying to find other healthier ways to cope like drawing it out ok? you truthfully don't have to support me anymore unless you want to chat- I was truthfully unaware it was bad at the time but know I'm understanding and trying to change now alrighty...? I swear I no longer have this thing well technically is a paraphilia but for me it was a fts I'm so sorry for using wrong term okay..?! I don't even support myself okay.? I know having a paraphilia isn't bad but at this point the internet will accuse you of anything and I just wanted to releas this statement just to inform.
conclusion, don't support me really, unless you want to try and help me recover and stuff. I don't care if you guys still interact with me (as of this post) but just know that I sometimes need time and space away as I get overwhelmed somedays
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can I get a t??? I don't know can you?
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