𓆩 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘 𓆪

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I've been thinking about this and decided.
I'll upload once in a blue moon for yall.
but don't expect me to be completely active or reply to you.

I'm doing what I can.
and I don't give a frick if u care or not.

and for those who think I'm doing this for attention or being over dramatic, heaven knows.. god knows and I know.
I don't have to explain.

- Please don't mention me too.

Thank you.
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𓆩 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘 𓆪

- Dear camabells,

I may leave, quit or take a break cause of some family issues. I can't even tell what I was going through but please understand if I do any of the above, but ik yall will. you always do.

I've fought a lot for my channel cause it always meant a lot more to me than you think, it still does. My family has never been supportive about this but I still went ahead and made this channel.. maybe cause for once I wanted to be myself.
This channel changed me a lot in a good way.. It gave me happiness, confidence, taught me how fake people can be and how to fight for myself, my friends...

Yall... Especially leaving yall.. is the hardest part for me. Ngl, camabells r a part of me, a piece of my heart that if i lose, my heart will keep bleeding and gradually kill me. I love you all sm that i cant explain in words, tbh..

You all have always loved, cared and fought for me, treated me like I was not a stranger, not another k-tuber but a sister, a friend and someone who's part of the family. You all have done a lot for me and gave me a lot of love, happiness, always checked on me, always made sure I smile.

I'm sorry if I ever failed to understand you somewhere or if I was rude at times. I'm sorry if i never met ur expectations and im also sorry if i wasn't a great friend.
Sorry if I was ever ungrateful, dramatic, cringe or I sounded like I think of myself as a ''queen'' or that I'm so cool..
Idc what people say anymore.. deep down, Ik I tried my best for the real ones and I always will.
Thank you, youtube.
Thank you, online life.
And most importantly, Thank you CAMAY.. the best and true version of myself, someone I love so so so much. ''Camay'' doesn't know how much she means to me but I hope one day she sees it.

- Camabells, IF I leave or quit or anything, We will definitely meet again.. doesn't matter if after days, weeks, months or even years..
I'll always fight for you, love you and try to be here for you.
Please tell me if u ever need me, If one day I stop replying, just know that I'm in danger.

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I'm holding back tears, Camabells.. Take care of urself and sleep without overthinking or worrying about anything, eat well too. Just always try to find happiness around you, in ur surroundings and in ur heart..

I hope one day something reminds you of me.
I love you all.

With love,
Your Camay.

3 days ago | [YT] | 163

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𓆩 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘 𓆪

I see the comments disappearing/decreasing again... :(
Am I not trying hard enough?

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𓆩 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘 𓆪

ANOTHER HAIRSTYLE ADDED TO THE NONCHALANT SIGMA AK47 LIST, YALL-

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𓆩 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐘 𓆪

(Nowadays) - when my days are the worst but then I open the lovely comment section and then stare at my screen like.. ''Damn... these people be my real home..''