not an exaggeration or a joke and I’m not gonna feign some fake nonchalant shit I’m really grateful right now. when I was 13 I was making lofi beats to relax/study to during lockdown and rapping on top of them through my headset gaming mic I used to play overwatch. when I was 8 I was making YouTube videos that was just 30 unedited minutes of me playing team fortress 2 community servers.
i did all that because I wanted to make music and I wanted to be a YouTuber. more than anything. ever since then it’s all I’ve felt and all I’ve wanted and I did this through all of high school even when I was getting made fun of on the daily by some kids in my AP classes. im not gonna lie it was hard and I went through it but I loved it. i was so passionate it took over my life for half a decade.
i never released any music because I knew (and still know now) that im not the best. i thought, “when I’m good enough!! ill do it!!” and never did. this album won’t be incredible, but it will be me. it’ll be everything that i love about making art with my friends.
from the bottom of my heart, thank you. about to hit 50k on tiktok and getting monetized on youtube was something I never thought i’d achieve. you changed my life. not because I’m making a living or anything, I’m flat broke, but because you showed me that my work might actually pay off.
working on a big video essay rn so probably no weekly video tomorrow, BUT if you have any examples of politics being used to convey a message in video games or fashion please drop them below :)
hey i know i posted a channel trailer and then dipped. heres an update.
-im working on long form stuff. its hard. itll be out some time though. i didnt lie.
-im taking a break from streaming to work on content that is actually fulfilling.
-every time i write a script i sound really pretentious and maybe its because i am really pretentious but its not on purpose its just on accident im like "wow i sound like a dick" so then i scrap the script and start on another topic.
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stills from music video releasing 11/27
not an exaggeration or a joke and I’m not gonna feign some fake nonchalant shit I’m really grateful right now. when I was 13 I was making lofi beats to relax/study to during lockdown and rapping on top of them through my headset gaming mic I used to play overwatch. when I was 8 I was making YouTube videos that was just 30 unedited minutes of me playing team fortress 2 community servers.
i did all that because I wanted to make music and I wanted to be a YouTuber. more than anything. ever since then it’s all I’ve felt and all I’ve wanted and I did this through all of high school even when I was getting made fun of on the daily by some kids in my AP classes. im not gonna lie it was hard and I went through it but I loved it. i was so passionate it took over my life for half a decade.
i never released any music because I knew (and still know now) that im not the best. i thought, “when I’m good enough!! ill do it!!” and never did. this album won’t be incredible, but it will be me. it’ll be everything that i love about making art with my friends.
from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
about to hit 50k on tiktok and getting monetized on youtube was something I never thought i’d achieve. you changed my life. not because I’m making a living or anything, I’m flat broke, but because you showed me that my work might actually pay off.
i love you and it’s only up from here.
- ash
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working on a big video essay rn so probably no weekly video tomorrow, BUT if you have any examples of politics being used to convey a message in video games or fashion please drop them below :)
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im dropping the video today 8/11/24. 5:00 PM PST. watch it.
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what if i dropped the video tomorrow
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hey i know i posted a channel trailer and then dipped. heres an update.
-im working on long form stuff. its hard. itll be out some time though. i didnt lie.
-im taking a break from streaming to work on content that is actually fulfilling.
-every time i write a script i sound really pretentious and maybe its because i am really pretentious but its not on purpose its just on accident im like "wow i sound like a dick" so then i scrap the script and start on another topic.
something will happen i promise.
-ash
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