I’m documenting my journey of becoming my higher self and creating a life that feels soft, peaceful, and true to me. Here you’ll find honest chats, healing routines, and mindset shifts for women in their “I’m finally choosing me” era.
We talk self‑love, boundaries, and everyday rituals that help you come back home to yourself—no perfection, just real life in real time.
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April Harewood
watching her outgrow this pot in real time…
roots finding their way out
without hesitation
sometimes growth really is that quiet
meet Thai 🌱
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April Harewood
I just posted a raw voice memo on my Patreon…
not even a full video, just a real thought I needed to get out.
www.patreon.com/posts/spiritual-is-now-154248421?u…
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April Harewood
Today I shared something very personal about my experience with mania.
For a long time I thought what I was feeling was normal… until the crash came and I realized how complicated the mind can be.
In this video I talk about the beginning, the false sense of normalcy, and the cycle that followed.
If you’ve ever struggled with your mind moving faster than the world around you, this conversation might resonate with you.
🎥 Watch here:
What Mania Actually Feels Like (The Part No One Talks About)
https://youtu.be/ZR9MMaOttAE
For those who want deeper conversations and behind-the-scenes discussions, I’ve started a Patreon where we explore these topics more deeply.
🌿 Patreon:
www.patreon.com/aprilharewood
2 months ago | [YT] | 2
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April Harewood
What is a piece of advice someone gave you that stayed with you your whole life?
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April Harewood
I’ve been quietly creating a little space where I can sit, reflect, and have deeper conversations with you all.
This journey has become more than just making videos… it’s about building a space where people feel seen and understood.
Thank you for being here with me. 🌿
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April Harewood
Trying to get some work done tonight and my assistant has other plans 🐾
Sometimes the deepest thinkers also have the most chaotic work environments 😂
Also, I recently created a Patreon community called Deep Thinkers Collective for people who enjoy deeper conversations about intuition, energy, and personal experiences.
If you resonate with the topics on this channel, you’re welcome to join us there.
🌙 Patreon link: Patreon.com/aprilharewood
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April Harewood
Thank you, thank you thank you so much. My next goal is 500.
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April Harewood
I used to hold onto the broken pieces of myself because they felt familiar.
Even when they cut me… I thought they were proof of what I survived.
But healing taught me something different.
You don’t have to carry every version of you into the next chapter.
Some pieces were meant to break so you could finally put yourself back together with intention.
Letting go doesn’t mean you failed.
It means you’re choosing peace over pain.
Growth over guilt.
Wholeness over what once hurt.
If this spoke to you, stay connected with me here.
I share honest conversations about healing, spirituality, and becoming who you’re meant to be.
You’re not alone in this journey. 🤍
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April Harewood
I don’t usually make posts like this, but my intuition won’t leave me alone. It keeps telling me to prepare — even though I can’t explain why.
So I made a video to talk about it openly with my YouTube family.
“It’s Time to Prepare… But for What?” is now live.
If you’ve been feeling something too, please share it with me. We’re in this together. 🤍
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April Harewood
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I woke up today feeling extra grateful because our little community has officially reached 250 subscribers. 🥹💛
I know 250 might be a small number to some people, but to me… it’s everything.
It means 250 souls connected with my voice, my story, my healing, my flaws, my spirit — and chose to stay.
Every comment, every like, every view, every person who takes a moment out of their day to listen… you mean more than you know.
This channel was just a vision in my heart, and now it’s becoming a space for peace, reflection, laughter, and real conversations about mental health, spirituality, and life’s ups and downs.
Thank you for growing with me.
Thank you for supporting me.
Thank you for seeing me.
I love this community already, and I can’t wait to keep creating more content that feels authentic, healing, and grounded.
Here’s to growth, clarity, and the next 250 people joining us. 🌙✨
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