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𝘔𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘴𝘧, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦. ♡

Honestly bhai, I don't even know where to start because there is so much I want to say to you. Sometimes, I wonder how someone I met online could become so special to me. You're not just my online best friend anymore; you're like a real big brother to me, someone I'm genuinely happy to have in my life. Even though we haven't met in person, that doesn't make our bond any less special to me. I might not always express my feelings properly, and I might not say it every day, but you genuinely mean so much to me, bhai. I'm really grateful that our paths crossed because having someone like you in my life is something I'll always appreciate. Having an elder brother figure is such a comforting feeling, and I'm happy that I can call you mine.

And bhai, I'm really sorry, please pardon your little sister for not being able to make a panel for you earlier. I'm genuinely sorry that I couldn't make it before because my schedule has been so busy lately, and I couldn't manage my time properly. Please don't think that I forgot about you or that you aren't important to me, because that's not true at all. I might get busy sometimes, and I might not always be able to do everything on time, but that doesn't mean you've become any less special to me. I really wanted to make this for you, and I'm sorry it took me so long. I hope you can understand your little sister and forgive her for being late. Please pardon me, bhai. ILYSM, and I hope you know that even if I'm late with a panel, the love and respect I have for you will never depend on how quickly I make one. ♡

You know, bhai, I hope you always remember that you don't have to be strong all the time. You can have bad days, you can feel tired, and you can talk about the things that bother you, too. Just like you care about me, I want you to know that I care about you just as much. Your happiness matters to me, your feelings matter to me, and YOU MATTER TO ME. I hope life gives you all the happiness you deserve and that you achieve every single dream you're working towards. And if someday we get busy with our own lives, I still hope you'll remember your little sister who was genuinely happy to have you as her big brother.

No matter how far apart we are, I'll always be thankful for the bond we share. I may not be your little sister by blood, but I'm genuinely happy to have you as my big brother by heart. Thank you for being a part of my life, for being my bsf, and simply for being YOU. Please take care of yourself, bhai, because you deserve the same love and care that you give to others. You're not just a person on my screen; you're someone I've come to care about with my whole heart. And honestly, if I could ask for one thing, it would be for you to always stay happy, healthy, and surrounded by people who truly value you.

𝘐𝘓𝘠𝘚𝘔, 𝘉𝘏𝘈𝘐𝘐. 𝘠𝘖𝘜'𝘓𝘓 𝘈𝘓𝘞𝘈𝘠𝘚 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘈 𝘚𝘗𝘌𝘊𝘐𝘈𝘓 𝘗𝘓𝘈𝘊𝘌 𝘐𝘕 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙 𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘛𝘓𝘌 𝘚𝘐𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘙'𝘚 𝘏𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘛. ♡

‪@wtf_kartikx‬ & ‪@btw.kartikkx‬ 💌✨!!<3

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🖤 𝐈𝐝𝐜 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

𝘐'𝘮 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦.

I gave so much to friendships.
I trusted people, stayed for them, defended them, listened to them and cared about them… only to end up being the one who got hurt.

Some of you broke my trust, blamed me, misunderstood me, and made me feel like my explanations didn't even matter.

🥀 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦.

But through all of that, my Miku stayed. 🤍 ‪@yueliang_3091‬

Three years.
Three years of friendship, memories, understanding, arguments, laughter and everything in between.

She was there when I felt alone.
She listened when I had too much in my head.
She never made me feel like I was too much.

𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙙. 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧. 🤍

And maybe that's why repeated friendship hurt affects me so much.

Because I don't leave easily.

I don't stop caring overnight.
I keep trying even when I'm already exhausted.
I explain.
I apologize.
I understand.
I give chances.
And sometimes I wonder… who is trying to understand me?

🫠 𝐑𝐢𝐲𝐚…

( ‪@riexyn‬ )

You told me “don't message me” and basically made it clear that I shouldn't even check whether I'm still blocked.

I messaged because I wanted to clear things up not because I was begging to come back.

And then came the whole “people begging to be friends again” situation. 😭

You didn't have to mention my name for me to understand what was being implied.

And then the whole “go dance with my enemies” thing…
Girl, if you want to dance, dance. 😭✋

If you want to be friends with someone, be friends.

𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦.

You don't need to unblock me.
You don't need to message me.

And I don't need to keep explaining myself either.

Right now I'm your biggest enemy whome you hate from your soul nvm.

Peace. 🖤

🎂 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐊𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐤𝐚…

( ‪@MafiaBossOT7_Official‬)

Your post made me think about a lot.

You said you couldn't give me enough time because you were dealing with your own problems, and I understand that people have things going on that others can't always see.

But I had problems too.

And when I sent you so many messages trying to explain myself, only to wait until the next day or longer and get one or two replies, it hurt.

Not because I expected you to be available 24/7.

But because I was trying so hard to save our friendship.

You said I didn't understand you.
Maybe I didn't understand everything you were going through.
But I tried.

I really, really tried.

And that's what hurt the most when I felt like you weren't trying to understand my side.

You said, “you never listened to my explanations.”

But I wish you knew how many times I sat there thinking about how to explain myself without making things worse.

I didn't want our friendship to end quickly.

I didn't want one misunderstanding to erase everything we'd shared.
That's why I kept trying.

And yes, maybe we became friends again, but some things still didn't feel the same.

𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨.

And about the “changing colors” thing…
Those were your words, not mine.
But they made me realize something:

Maybe both people in a friendship can feel misunderstood at the same time.

Maybe you felt like you were always understanding everyone else.
And I felt like I was always trying to make myself understood.
Both things can hurt.

✨ So no, I'm not going to argue about who suffered more.

I'm just tired of friendships becoming competitions over who cared more, apologized more, or got hurt more.

I don't want to chase anyone anymore.

I don't want to beg anyone to stay.
I don't want to keep proving that I cared.

I know I did.
I'll care about the people who genuinely care about me.

I'll appreciate the people who stayed.

I'll match the effort I receive.

And most importantly—

I'll protect my peace. 🖤

Some people become lessons.
Some become memories.
Some stay for years.

And some simply teach you that choosing yourself isn't selfish.

𝐈𝐝𝐜 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

Not because I never cared.

But because I cared enough for long enough. 🖤

Tagz
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🕊️ 𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐏𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐮… 🤍

𝖩𝗂𝗒𝖺… 𝗆𝗒 𝖫𝗂𝗌𝗎. I genuinely don't know how to put this into words. 😭
𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦. It doesn't even feel real.

You were once such a special friend to me. Even though we became distant with time, I'll always carry the memories we shared.

𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗌 𝖫𝗂𝗌𝗎, the name I used to call you. 🥀
𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. More memories. More laughter. More days with the people who loved you.

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞.

𝘐𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦.

My deepest condolences to your family. 🤍

𝖬𝖺𝗒 𝖦𝗈𝖽 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗀𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗌𝗌, and may they always be surrounded by love and support. 🕊️

𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦, 𝘓𝘪𝘴𝘶. 🥀

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝. 🤍🕊️

‪@Dreamlit.moon.ৎ‬ ✨🙂

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𝗪𝗔𝗜𝗧—𝟭𝟬𝟬 𝗦𝗨𝗕𝗦?!? 😭🖤🎀
𝗚𝗨𝗬𝗦𝗦𝗦 𝗪𝗘 𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗨𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬 𝗗𝗜𝗗 𝗜𝗧𝗧𝗧!! 🥹🫶🏻✨


𝗜 𝗖𝗔𝗡’𝗧 𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡 𝗘𝗫𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗜𝗡 𝗛𝗢𝗪 𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗬 𝗜 𝗔𝗠 𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 𝗡𝗢𝗪 😭💗

100 people are here supporting my little channel and that genuinely means SO MUCH to me. 🥹🌙

Thank you for every single sub, like, view, comment and all the love you’ve given me. 🫶🏻💌 Even if you’re just silently watching, I appreciate you being here more than you know. 🥹

Coming back and reaching 100 already feels extra special. 🖤✨

𝗪𝗘’𝗥𝗘 𝗝𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗚𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗘𝗗 😭🔥

𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗞 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝟭𝟬𝟬, 𝗟𝗜𝗟𝗬𝗦 🌙🖤🫶🏻

𝗡𝗘𝗫𝗧 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗣: 𝟮𝟬𝟬 👀🎀

𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗟𝗜𝗟𝗬𝗦𝗦 😭🖤🌷

LILYSS (Tagz) 💌✨!!<3
‪@yueliang_3091‬ ‪@wtf_kartikx‬ ‪@btw.kartikkx‬ ‪@Shining_Ricky‬ ‪@MafiaBossOT7_Official‬
‪@JENXAURA‬ ‪@Dreamlit.moon.ৎ‬ ‪@Jenix_paglu‬ (come online fastt cutieepiee) ‪@AuraxLilyღ‬ ‪@your1nonlyjen‬ ‪@LISXAURA‬ ‪@Wisteria_xx‬ ‪@nyxlisx‬ ‪@Damn_Zaynn‬ #YOUALL!!

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1 month ago |[YT] | 39

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𝗚𝘂𝘆𝘀𝘀 😭 today maybe I won’t be able to upload because the phone I edit on isn’t with me today 🥲

𝗜𝗳 I somehow manage to make one, it’ll probably be around 𝟭𝟭–𝟭𝟮 𝗣𝗠 😭💀

𝗕𝘁𝘄 𝘁𝘂𝗺𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝘆𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗹𝗮𝗯 𝗵𝗮𝗶 🙄
𝗧𝘂𝗺 𝗸𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗮 𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗶 𝘃𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗼𝘀 𝗱𝗲𝗸𝗵𝘁𝗲 𝗵𝗼 𝗼𝗿 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗸𝗿𝘁𝗲 𝗵𝗼?? 𝗛𝘂𝗵𝗵 😒😭

𝗜𝘁𝗻𝗶 𝗯𝗵𝗶 𝗸𝘆𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗸𝗮𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝗶 𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗶 𝘃𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗼𝘀 𝗸𝗶 😭💀

𝗢𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝘆𝗲𝗲𝗲, 𝗜’𝗺 𝗺𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘄 🙄🖤

Tagz!!
‪@MafiaBossOT7_Official‬ ‪@Shining_Ricky‬ ‪@yueliang_3091‬ ‪@Wisteria_xx‬ ‪@Dreamlit.moon.ৎ‬ ‪@wtf_kartikx‬ ‪@JENXAURA‬ ‪@your1nonlyjen‬ ‪@btw.kartikkx‬ ‪@AuraxLilyღ‬ #YOUALL!!

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1 month ago |[YT] | 15

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𝗡𝗘𝗪 𝗘𝗥𝗔 ⸻ 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟲 🖤

new name.
new energy.
new beginning.

𝐎𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥.𝐥𝐢𝐥_𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐱𝐱
⋆｡°✩ the comeback starts here

TAGZ
‪@yueliang_3091‬ ‪@btw.kartikkx‬ ‪@wtf_kartikx‬ ‪@Shining_Ricky‬ ‪@MafiaBossOT7_Official‬
‪@your1nonlyjen‬ ‪@JENXAURA‬ ‪@InddemonsFanpage‬ ‪@Wisteria_xx‬ ‪@nyxlisx‬ ‪@Dreamlit.moon.ৎ‬ #YOUALL

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