Vanessa Muzquiz

Announcement I have been commissioned by my mom to make a logo for her baking business. She’s making flan and that is a very complicated dessert to make and combine with different flavors. She’s made an actual pumpkin flam cake and it’s actually really good. It taste like pumpkin pie if it was cake and she also does make the occasional Choco flan, but I’m saying this is a big deal because she approved the logo and this may actually be very good‪@kenhasegawaswife‬ I guess I’m a part of a family business now since she actually commissioned me to pitch the idea and logo and I think I did a pretty good job. I may have to announce her business on this channel sometime once she starts getting orders.😅

1 day ago | [YT] | 5

Vanessa Muzquiz

#Christmastree/‪@kenhasegawaswife‬ I ended up taking the initiative at first to actually decorate the tree because it was a week that we put the tree up and it looked pretty depressing without lights and decorations so I took the initiative that day when I was feeling a little down and I thought of it as a great creative outlet get it cause we plug in the tree lights🤣/either way it looked great for a few weeks with just the lights, but we decided to decorate it with some decorations. Unfortunately, we got a call from my aunt tonight saying that she wanted everything taken down all of my hard work in the end did not pay off and the tree is now still looking depressed. I feel more sorry for the tree my end. It’s turning out to be a real Scrooge on this year‘s Christmas😓

2 days ago | [YT] | 7

Vanessa Muzquiz

Important announcement⚠️/I am currently feeling under the weather so there will be no cosplay on Saturday, but there will be on Sunday for my own good and because my mom will not let me push myself too much. Basically I hope you guys all understand but until my energy is recuperated, then I will be able to post and cosplay. Hopefully, I am feeling much better tomorrow, but if not, then I will have to wait until Sunday either way I just wanted to let everyone know because I would not just want to up and disappear for a few days and just come back that would just be rude in my opinion so pure announcement/

4 days ago | [YT] | 7

Vanessa Muzquiz

#thesummerhikarudied/ fem hikaru #cosaplay #hikaru/OK so this cosplay is basically me just experimenting with cosplayers honestly doing the make up though for this one was very tedious. I will say this honestly also I will be doing sporadic different calls please during this time of November so please be prepared for that. Someone will take longer than others and someone will be faster than others. That is all I’m going to say.😅

1 week ago | [YT] | 20

Vanessa Muzquiz

Me during 2022🥤🧊🍭/during this year. I was obsessed with drinking smoothies, slushy and cold drinks and with macaroons I remember that we would go to Costco quietly. We would always get macaroons so that’s why my hair was still growing so I didn’t have like a lot of of hairstyles to do and also I cosplay in in that year um Kobei from chainsaw man at a restaurant surprisingly, I was still doing closet cosplay so I didn’t have like wigs per se yet I just had my hair which I thought was perfect for that cosplay since it was still short😅

1 week ago | [YT] | 15

Vanessa Muzquiz

#danganronpa/ / Emma mogurobi 🧡💙🎬🎭#cosplay/I brought back an oldie but a goodie it’s been a while since I’ve done Emma right the last time I did her was in January 2024 It has been a while since I’ve done this cosplay cosplay holds a lot of nostalgia for me because I’ve been doing this cosplay since 2022 with my natural hair. Ironic, she is a natural brunette but wears natural blonde wig.😅/either way this cosplay is been must do for me for a while. I will bring back eventually, some of the other female characters and some of my other female version of the male characters.‪@kenhasegawaswife‬ I hope that you enjoyed me bringing back this cosplay because it is one of my favorite characters in all honesty two cosplay from the game besides sora😉

1 week ago | [YT] | 13

Vanessa Muzquiz

#danganronpatetroblue/OK so for starters‪@kenhasegawaswife‬ this is my interpretation. I did both art styles from previous, which was the pink and how they showcase the victims in a more peaceful life so this is very simple and yet symbolic I wanted to keep the motive of that reference that I made. Akiba art that I made for him again there is one thing I still cannot believe is that I literally paired them both up in my splash art compilation of blue characters and I literally paired both student 15 and 16 and what are the odds they both died they’re blonde and they’ll never see their family again like seriously what is with blondes and dying😅/either way, I actually research some flowers that are symbolic to death so pushing daisies again. Also the reason why I put a flower in her mouth is because in the body discovery there was some poison hemlock I think in her mouth instead I replaced it with a daisy coming out of her mouth because she’s pushing daisies, and I put her in this white simple type of gardening dress, and I put a flower crown on her because I feel like she deserves to wear a flower crown of daisies, her outfit and her appearance is super simple because I wanted to make it seem angelic and pure and innocent because in the end she was really innocent she never provoked anyone. She didn’t food poison anyone she was just an innocent person caught up in a bad scheme that ended up blowing up in a way like she was really innocent she felt I feel kind of sad because the side effects. She probably died feeling guilty that she thought she was responsible for food poisoning everyone.😢/also another flowers that are surrounding her other than the grass are white oleander’s white oleander’s actually are poisonous flowers and they actually were used sometimes to poison people. Basically it also means death so yeah and all the colors that are in this art are just like green, yellow and white because I wanted to make it seem as if she’s pure and at peace in a way I want her to be a piece./also for the second art, which is the official victim art that we got for the trial of mafia vendetta again wow what a name her skin was described to be gray, but it looked green here and it just reminded me that a zombie in a way and I was like kind of making this connection while drawing it and I was like whoa. She looks like a zombie so for the blood splatter again, blood splatter is supposed to be sporadic so I tried to do that. I tried to make it look as close as possible. Honestly, I just have another opinion is that I feel if the next chapter which would be chapter 3, which I’m dreading right now I swear Rose if I find out that one of the characters I told you was gonna be survivor material ends up dying on chapter 3. I’m gonna be so freaking crashing out. I cannot take that anymore. Also justice for Don and she deserves better people to be friends with, and she did not deserve to be a hostage in this situation again this chapter was crazy and it’s only the second chapter and the third chapter is on its way and I’m nervous.😣

1 week ago | [YT] | 5

Vanessa Muzquiz

#danganronpalockdown/ happy birthday month to Emma Blair/when it comes to Emma and mier relationship well let’s just say that Emma has had a few heartbreaks in her past and well third times a charm for this lovely romance girly and basically speaking their relationship is quite literally romantic. I mean, mier did kiss Emma on Thanksgiving last year and confessed her love under the mistletoe on Christmas eve so yeah they’re canon for sure and they’re an official couple but their relationships go beyond deeper than that sometimes it’s pretty romantic and sometimes like to flirt, they mier is a good kiss or according to her status/but of course, after that kiss Emma gets quite overheated, and then mier kind of processes would just happen. Those are just some facts about the couple and how they kind of work in a relationship wise and yes, we’re going to be delving more deeper into Emma‘s past relationships, and how her heartbreak led up to some of her insecurities as her past goes, but of course enjoy this happy couple and much more to go

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 8

Vanessa Muzquiz

Vent post!⚠️/unrelated but sometimes Steve feel like you have this condition in your brain where you don’t know if like you’re supposed to be hungry or not I kind of do and sometimes that makes my family worry sometimes I feel like if I make them worry I just make myself worry and that makes me upset because the last thing I wanna do is feel like I’m making my family think other things that they’re not supposed to at least there’s one person who worries but understands that it’s not my fault per se of my brain telling me not to eat all the time/unfortunately my aunt think that I have an eating disorder which I don’t actually I know what an eating disorder is, but that’s not what I have. There’s something in my brain that tells me that I shouldn’t eat and sometimes I’m not hungry hungry all the time I can go hours and hours without eating and I’m still not hungry because for some reason, I can’t remember when I should eat whenever I eat I feel like I should remember to eat like eating is the most basic thing I could remember, but I don’t even know how to remember that and I feel so dumb and stupid sometimes for not knowing that and my aunt always assumes the worst just because she works in a medical field does not mean that I’m gonna be the one who’s always sick or something like I get it. You see terrible things happen every day in a hospital, but that doesn’t mean that I’m a risk to that she assume so because I’m locked in my room all the time that I’m always doing something I’m not supposed to like yes I have a little bit of depression and anxiety, but I’m getting better and I’m trying to heal, but you bringing up these things and accusing me of having an eating disorder of all things is not gonna help my anxiety at all/and the worst part is she assumes everything about me she assumes what I like when I don’t like it she assumes that I am ignorant to the fact that I should remember to eat, but I’m just playing dumb. I’m not I’m a little dense, but I’m not dumb. I’m just dance about this whole thing sometimes I know that I don’t have control over everything but the fact that I could have control over the fact of reminding myself to eat is something that bugs me because I can have control over that simple thing, but I forget and it’s not out of playing dumb or just being distracted easily. It’s because there’s something in my brain that tells me not to eat and I can’t even control that. I just feel like sometimes everything I do is wrong and whatever I do will never please hurry and walking on eggshells it’s just so tiring.!/either way everything that I’ve talked right now are very heavy topics but if anyone wants to know, I do not have a needing disorder. I just have something in my brain that tells me sometimes not to eat. It’s something that I don’t really know the name of yet, but I’m trying my hardest to control it in a way either way that’s it really,

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4