Ivan_D

It was my fault, to love someone more than myself, more than my family. I made myself all about her and look now… every single post has something about her but- look I just got ditched? Like… hah just- look at this world. How cruel PEOPLE EXIST—

Not my problem anymore, she lost someone as good as me. No one can love her more than I ever did~ I wont Hope anything bad for her… but karma exists.

I was her first right?… Just wait until she will suffer with new relationships… Ill be blessed of god lets me see her suffer :3

Anyways- since she wanted this fake death.

RIP ALFRED!!
RIP AMANITA/CLYDE
And RIP MY LOVE FOR YOU~



No one will call her Alfred from now own. That was an identity, a name I gave her. The character Alfred I like a lot is actually really cool— I was a fool to admit she was the Alfred to my Ivan.



(I’m just gonna upload BL, rusame, self love arts and Draw my friends.)

Yeah thank you to my friends for all the unconditional support..

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

Ivan_D

@xVixay doodles from school from past week, is this enough for now 😞

(Don’t mind the hairstyle in the second pic, it’s Alfred only but idk I keep changing his hairstyle)








There’s a secret in the pic, find it ;)





Я написал их имена на их шеях.

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2 months ago | [YT] | 1

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Im crying badly and my hurt physically hurts, especially more bcz im already in vain from being away from my lover, I SHOULDNT HAVE WATCHED ALIEN STAGE- IVAN AND TILL’s DEATH- I CANT…

2 months ago | [YT] | 1

Ivan_D

Forever…. Gone forever..?










I’ll kill everything that comes in the way…

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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Spending time with sata in speed drawwwwww- since I was starting to get low about Alfred not being here, and I lashed out on a frnd today and made her feel bad. I’m sorry to her—

All my art got 1-2 positions, and uh the last one came 3rd, anyways… PYRO IS SO CUTe- (sata’s art) he drew so much things, Alfred babe his ARTSTYLE is easy to recognise the way I recognise ur art everytime, anyways ty sata for helping me feel better and miss u Alfred, so much. Ily, plz come back soon…

Well uh the cloud 9 art was supposed to be “…when Alfred flirts back-“

Don’t mind the 2nd evil art hehe. (Disclaimer it’s gonna be smth related to a new short I’m gonna post. Spoiler: the song will be heavy love- by odetari)

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3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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Too lazy to crop the photos Erm-

[1]’st pic: Uh the frnd’s one it was supposed to be… “FRIENDS! Or more..?” But uh time ran out- uploaded cz my fish left b4 seeing it.

[2]’nd pic: Yeah well the fish saw but nvm yes me upload

[3]’rd & [4]’th pic: Results hehe, btw Fredka i loved ur drawing.

[5]’th and the last one: IMPOSTER!

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3 months ago | [YT] | 2

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Here’s what u asked for me to upload- also second pic is just what I randomly found in ibis… it’s from uh- sept? Last year maybe, when we both had no contact and broken up. Idk I’ve never dated anyone with the same gender as me except u Honeypie but I just- thought of u and drew this? I was streaming to Akira and Anton(that asshole guy my ex bestie and ex boyfriend why did I mention him I hate him sm now-) but wtv yes, the gayness never leaves LOL

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3 months ago | [YT] | 1

Ivan_D

Ever… had- fight with ur cousin? And just, u got bite marks. Cut marks- that are self inflected by urself ofc on ur own body! To compose ur anger!
Fight cz- yes I have a fucking lover but ur cousin? No U CANT TALK TO ANYONE ELSE CZ UR JUST USING IT AS TIME PASS. YES U CANT..!

Im panting heavily… not a single tear, but yes many scars- oh gosh. Oh gosh- so hungry. Hungry- the fire…

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

Ivan_D

Zoom zoom zoom innn ninggg
Oh my gad Is that an explosion?!
Oh no Just a cloud silly!!



Help





Leftover oreo and strawberry thick shake (my clumpsy ah fingers wrote chickshake send help) freeezed into a popsicleee- is that a popsicle-? Nvm ice cream if not wtv

TASTY THOUGH MHMMEEEHWHWE

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4 months ago | [YT] | 3

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@St4rlightonpinterest guys look how violent this kid is 👀

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