The Life Of A Borderline

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Here are some more recent phot edits that I made myself, relating directly to the Cobain case.

- Zack

#KurtCobain #JoeBurns #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson #RoddyBottum #CaliDeWitt #CourtneyLove

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This is proof right here that Kurt Cobain was indeed murdered.

In the edit I just did of this crime-scene photo, adjusting the lighting makes something important stand out... you can clearly see that there is blood splatter on the floor right below Kurt's left shoe.

Here is the issue:

If Kurt had done this to himself, that same blood would have shown up on his shoe, at least partially, and on the bag. There’s no way he could have placed the bag there afterward without getting anything on it.

This doesn’t add up. He didn’t kill himself. The scene was not consistent with the official story and it still is not.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#KurtCobain #JoeBurns #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson #CaliDeWitt #DanielClintRich #EricErlandson #ReneNavarette #JenniferAdamson #BonnieDillard #Nirvana #1994 #RoddyBottum

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Not a far out reach at all... And what night was it before Kurt died? Saturday night, April 2nd, 1994. Read the Unsolved Mysteries tip from 1997 below ⬇️

https://youtu.be/d3sruGalHCk?si=VKd6R...

#KurtCobain #JoeBurns

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I am pretty sure that these are the main culprits in the Cobain case. The 3rd individual being Roddy Bottum. ALSO ➡️ Corgan was leaving mean messages on Kurt's answering machine at his home at Lake Washington after Courtney had found out that Kurt had left the rehab and was avoiding her every call on purpose. IF Danny was there, then he would have been another individual creeping about in the background who came in with the other 3 men. I recall Joe not being certain if Dylan came in with 2 or 3 other guys... 👍

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#KurtCobain #Nirvana #JoeBurns #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson #RoddyBottum #CaliDeWitt #BonnieDillard #JenniferAdamson #ReneNavarette (Jessica Hopper - ?) Eric Erlandson - He Arrived at Kurt's house on Monday, April 4th, 1994 - And more than likely he was the one who showed up with the fake su!c!de letter and also read it to Joe - Or Cali took hold of it and read it to Joe before they both left on that Monday night with Bonnie and Jennifer.

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In looking back at the history surrounding Kurt Cobain and how he was murdered, I believe that it is important that we don’t let anger keep poisoning everyone involved (including ourselves). Mark Lanegan and Dylan Carlson were incredibly talented musicians and important parts of that scene. They were young, dealing with addiction, pressure, and influence from every direction. People in that environment were vulnerable, and sometimes they were pushed or pulled in ways that weren’t healthy.

It’s also clear that Courtney Love had a huge influence on the people around her — emotionally, socially, and publicly. Influence can be powerful, and sometimes damaging, especially when people are struggling or not grounded. Wanting accountability for harmful actions, manipulation, misinformation, or emotional chaos is completely fair. People deserve truth, not stories shaped by power or fear.

But at the same time, it’s important not to dehumanize anyone. We can respect Mark, Dylan, Courtney, and Kurt as human beings — flawed, complicated, talented, hurting — without accepting misinformation, lies, or harmful patterns. Breaking the cycle of hate means stepping back, recognizing how much pain existed in that world, and refusing to keep feeding the negativity or blame that has surrounded this case for decades.

The best path forward is compassion, clarity, and insisting on truth — not hatred or manipulation.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#JoeBurns #KurtCobain #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson

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SO ➡️ I don’t believe the "eyewitness" named Katja who said that she saw Kurt on Monday, April 4th, standing in front of his house.

What I do believe is that she was told something — or heard something — about what had happened to Kurt, and that her story may be based on second-hand information rather than an actual sighting.

When I look at the full picture and put all of the known details together, this scenario that I have described many, many times, makes far much more sense:

In my interpretation of the timeline, Kurt gets home on Saturday, April 2nd, after leaving rehab. Word spreads quickly — someone from the house, Cali, informs Courtney that he escaped and is back at the property, maybe even stating that he has been coming and going from the house. Courtney begins urgently looking for him, already aware that he left rehab “over the wall,” - as Cali had told her over the telephone.

That Saturday, Kurt probably left the house briefly, but eventually returned to his home where he felt safest. He stayed low-key, avoiding windows and not wanting to be noticed by anyone coming by. Inside the house he still felt a sense of protection, partly because he had the shotgun — although, according to this theory, he didn’t have it with him in the basement later - at least not right near him.

At some point in the afternoon or evening, after using heroin, Kurt is in a vulnerable state in the basement when Mark, Dylan, and possibly Daniel Clint Rich walk downstairs and into the basement with Joe and Cali. Mark and Dylan pressure Kurt to go up to the greenhouse. Part of the pressure, in this scenario, involves pushing him to use more heroin, but Kurt refuses and gets irritated. He gives them attitude, gets sassy with them, and tensions rise.

Then, in this reconstruction, a physical fight breaks out. Mark allegedly grabs at him, trying to force him toward the greenhouse. Kurt resists. A struggle follows. Mark hits him with something metallic, dazing him severely.

What I am about to reveal down below was told to me personally ⬇️

While Kurt is disoriented on the ground, Dylan gets on top of him and Mark starts injecting him while Kurt repeatedly kept saying, “What the f***?! What the f***?! What the f***?!”

A picture of Cali's artwork says, “Don’t touch me, you pig,” which some may interpret as symbolic of this moment. Mark being nicknamed Red (think of the 1970s movie Carrie and the pig blood).

Once Kurt is incapacitated, Mark and Dylan drag Kurt toward the greenhouse — Mark lifting him under the armpits, Dylan taking the feet, and Cali clearing the path and opening the way. They bring his unconscious body into the greenhouse, position him there, and then, a gunshot is inflicted.

The suicide note is placed afterward, possibly the next day, on Monday, April 4th.

On Monday, when officers visit the house in response to the missing-person report, everyone acts innocent, pretending they have no idea where Kurt could be — despite him being in the greenhouse above them all.

Later that night, when Joe and Bonnie finally decide to leave — mostly because Bonnie insists they need to get out — they look up toward the greenhouse. According to Joe, they see someone up there wearing a red dress... They someone most likely being Mark Lanegan. He may have been performing some kind of strange ritual or symbolic act in the greenhouse - or was it someone else up there on that Monday night? - That part I still question...

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#KurtCobain #JoeBurns

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Could the apparent eye witness named Katja, who apparently seen Kurt in front of his house on Monday April 4th 1994 be covering for the murderers by altering the timeline so that people still think that Kurt was alive on Monday? As well, her describing the scene that she said happened to Kurt and disguising it as a dream, could that be another way that she is also covering up for the murderers, yet letting out some truth at the very same time? Or do you think she actually seen Kurt on that Monday? What does anything think?

- Zack

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MY DROPBOX OF EVIDENCE REGARDING MY LEGAL CASE IN 2019 to 2020 (I. KAPPY CASE - HOLLYWOOD WHISTLEBLOWER)

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- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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Daniel Clint Rich's last typed message to me - hours before he died. In the videos, I just let him say whatever he wanted to say and do whatever he wanted to do... And I agreed with him that we could try taking everyone else down who is also involved in Kurt's murder. Danny was blocking people in a heartbeat. If I had disagreed or went against anything that he wanted I would have been gone too. It was a very sensitive situation. Thankfully we can tell where the truth is by being able to know when and where he lies. And yes, did he ever lie a lot in that deathbed confession video. He really only pinned everything on everyone else. Behind the scenes he was furious at all of them who brought his name up after he was foolishly going around in 1996 saying it, which is when Courtney Love found out through his wife at that time - Virginia Collins. It was most definitely personal to him. For some reason he also hated Danny Goldberg with a passion.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#KurtCobain #JoeBurns #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson #CaliDeWitt #DannyRich #DanielClintRich #CourtneyLove #VirginiaCollins

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NEW INFORMATION COMING OUT TODAY - 1996 REVELATION ABOUT DANIEL CLINT RICH - You heard it here first @ TheLifeOfABorderline

Most people only know the story that Matthew Richer was told in 1999–2000 by Sarah and Mike Noonan about Danny admitting involvement in what happened to Kurt Cobain.

But there is another piece of the timeline almost nobody knows, and it goes back even further - to 1996...

In 1996, Danny’s wife at the time, Virginia Collins, was doing Courtney Love’s hair. During that period, Virginia told Courtney directly that Danny had been going around bragging that he “helped kill Kurt Cobain,” talking about hot-shotting him and shooting him. These weren’t rumors from strangers - they came straight from Danny’s own wife at the time, the person closest to him at that time.

So now the public needs to understand:

Danny was already telling people in 1996 that he played a role in Kurt’s death.

That information directly reached Courtney Love through Virginia Collins in 1996. Danny found out through Virginia herself and she also told Danny "watch your back, Danny..." and left him.

And then, a few years later, Matthew Richer hears another confession second-hand in 1999/2000 from Mike and Sarah Noonan.


This shows a pattern stretching across years - Danny bragging to multiple people, and those people repeating it. It didn’t start with Matthew. It didn’t start in 2000. This was happening long before that.

People need to stop ignoring names just because certain YouTubers or influencers tell them who they are “allowed” to look into. If you allow that for yourself then you are going to miss out on so much - as many already have.

The truth doesn’t depend on popularity or permission.

Also, and it is hard to tell the world this... But Danny died of su*cide. He stopped taking his heart medication on purpose and started talking to me about how he wanted to end his life. He would pretend to take his medication out of the packet in the morning. Even crunching it so that his girlfriend would think that he was taking it. He wanted to die. He didn't like the bullying that he was receiving from people online in regards to having any responsibility for Kurt Cobain's death. He also felt very terrible about all the copycat su*cides. He felt awful about my real life experience about attempting as well, right after having spoken with Hank Harrison over the phone in 2017. He kept telling me that his life is never going to get any better and that he just wants to die. He knew exactly what he was doing. He kept telling people that he was going to die because he did it on purpose. I don't care what you guys think of him... God bless his soul and God bless Kurt's. I was the last person to speak voice to voice with Danny, which we were doing over a video call on Facebook Messenger only hours before he died. He then messaged me good night (he was supposed to call me back but he said that he just ate and was passing out) and messaged some other people close to him as well. Kat hadn't even spoken with him after we hung up. This has been such an emotional adventure for me. I really don't hate anyone. Not even Mark. And I don't want there to be worse things to come. I want everyone to deal with the Cobain case peacefully. There is no need to add more hate anywhere.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

#JoeBurns #KurtCobain #DanielClintRich #DannyRich #MarkLanegan #DylanCarlson #CaliDeWitt

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