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A woman I was dating online named Alysson B is now pissed because we broke up and I told her husband that she was cheating on him. Now she's been kicked out of her home and can't sleep with her children anymore... And now she is trying to make my life hell. Well... It's already hell... But just letting everyone know... She keeps fishing for information as well... And not for good reasons. She sends the information to Chris Todd who then distorts it. She works for Chris Todd with trying to hurt other people. It doesn't even help Kurt Cobain. Please don't waste your time with them.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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Another rare photo of Kurt and William!

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I was just thinking about how I wish I could go back in time and stop anyone from hurting Mark or Dylan or Courtney... people who made them end up being the way they are/were... All of the bad ways that they are... Anyone of any negative influence that contributed to their own negative behavior. Do any of you think do you think like that too... ? It's okay if you don't... But I find myself doing that. I had a good dream with Mark and Danny where he is on my side in what I am doing for Kurt.

I would be beside their 12 year old self or whatever self in time when they were being bullied and I would stop them from being bullied. I would make sure they are okay. I go so far in my mind with this...

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Did we deserve the truth about what really happened to Kurt Cobain?

A lot of people are just really mean... I am starting to think that this entire world deserves absolutely nothing.

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Michael Stipe on Kurt Cobain... Source: Danny Goldberg's book.

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This is what Kurt read while in Exodus. This all really pissed him off. Courtney was even out having fun with her ex-boyfriend Evan Dando at the time. Kurt was still married to her, though he officially did not want to be at that point. This is from February of 1994. Kurt read this in rehab on April 1st, 1994 (April Fools Day). Joe Mama and Pat Smear brought him this as a 'gift' from Courtney. She knew that it would absolutely piss Kurt off. She was being a manipulative cruel jerk.

Kurt then leaves Exodus, boards a plane, and goes back to his Seattle mansion. Joe sees him, Cali sees him, Bonnie does... And a whole crew of people end up showing up at the house and hanging out with Kurt... And some of them also confronting Kurt violently. The rest of them didn't do anything to help their 'friend.'

That was Sunday night, the 3rd, and it all took place all the way up into the early a.m. hours of Monday, April 4th, 1994.

- Zack

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Not AI. Another actual rare photo of Kurt Cobain that is not widely circulated 💥🌟💥

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Hey everyone, I hate asking again but I’m really struggling right now. I recently moved and I’m still waiting for things to get sorted out and for my YouTube income later in the month, so I currently don’t really have food or basic necessities. I am still hard at work though and there is a lot more Harvey Ottinger and Joe Burns material coming out that I still have to release. I have been working on so as well as on writing my own book - which will also be on Amazon... It's pretty easy to do that now... Chris Todd did take advantage of that in not such a good way at all, so why not do it in a good way too (with the truth - which is what I am in the process of currently doing for Kurt and for all of us).

If anyone who has helped me before is able to help again, I’d seriously appreciate it more than you know. Thank you to everyone who supports me and watches my videos 💥❤️💥

My email for my PayPal is zackmc2021@gmail.com.

Back to writing & video work ✌️

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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Here it is ⬇️

Mark, Dylan, and Van all get to Kurt's house fairly quickly - once they know that Kurt is there. They were looking for Kurt during the day on Sunday, April 3rd, to lure him somewhere and to kill him. Not to find him and to make sure that Kurt was okay. Dylan was already working against Kurt at this point as well (as we all are aware of).

Courtney Love and Kat Bjelland came down to Seattle on a private jet and showed up at the house as well - on Monday, April 4th, in the early a.m. hours - after she was told by Cali and by Jessica over the phone that Kurt had been at the house.

Kurt had already let Mark Lanegan know that he was at the house, and Kurt had wanted Mark to come over and to listen to records with him. Mark admitted that himself in his own book called 'Sing Backwards and Weep.'

Kurt also called Pat Smear and invited Pat over to the house as well. Pat himself admitted that in an interview. All of these people came over and they all listened to records together. They all hanged out together in that house once Kurt had returned back home from rehab in LA all of a suddenly.

In Kurt's bedroom - the bed was messy and not made. The TV was left on MTV with the sound off. Kurt may really have been laying on that bed with the TV on mute, because we now know that Kurt was kind of sneaking around at the same time when he was back at the house. Eventually, he decided to invite people over and not just listen to the REM record by himself (that record was found in his record player in his own personal bedroom).

It is important to remember at Exodus, that in a group, on paper, describing safety, that Kurt drew a group of friends surrounding him - protecting him. He wanted to be protected and to feel safe. He was scared, yes, but also very brave. That was also why he had also bought the shotgun, and had also needed to get another box of shotgun shells. Harvey Ottinger had not returned the other box of shotgun shells since March 30th, when Kurt had left them with Harvey and had told Harvey to return the shotgun shells back to the house.

It is very likely that Courtney showed up only AFTER all of those friends of Kurt's were called over to the house by Kurt himself. Kurt was trying to protect himself, as well as to stay low-key at the same time, just before calling his friends over the telephone and asking them to come over to his house to help keep him company.

Obviously, in hindsight, Kurt should have left that house or should have always had the shotgun directly on him.

Courtney would have shown up drunk, entered his bedroom, and that is when there was a fight (just as the Unsolved Mysteries tip from 1997 explains). Whatever happened from there happened in the basement band room space. Mark Lanegan attacked Kurt, with the help of Dylan Carlson and Courtney Love. Joe was at the other side of the basement at this time. They all violently assaulted Kurt - ultimately injecting Kurt with a lethal amount of hero!n.

Then Mark and Dylan, both together, brought Kurt's body up out of the house and up into the greenhouse. Mark killed Kurt in the greenhouse while Kurt was unconscious - with the shotgun.

Courtney staged the suicide letter as well as the letter on the stairs. That letter on the stairs was ACTUALLY written by a woman. Tom Grant denies this. Says that this can't be true. He denies official findings. The handwriting analysist said that the note on the stairs was also written by a woman, just as like how the four lines on the other note were also found to be written by a woman. Cali was trying to copy Courtney's handwriting when giving a sample of his own writing, to say that it was his own handwriting. Cali (as well) is hiding Courtney's direct involvement in Kurt Cobain's murder.

Courtney is still drunk at the house and she dances around Kurt's body in a red dress. She does some very weird and very inappropriate stuff around Kurt's body (I don't know what exactly). Later, on that same Monday, April 4th, she then flies BACK to LA, and does an interview for a magazine. For some reason she begins to cry during the interview.

She was making sure that she was seen publicly on that same day (Monday), and not just once...

She also meets with Tom Grant publicly for the same reason, as well as to manipulate the situation more so in her favor. She successfully does that.

She pretends that Kurt was missing all along for about 7 days (since Saturday) once Kurt suddenly returned back home from rehab. We know that Courtney was told early Monday morning that Kurt was back at the house (by Jessica and by Cali - who had told Courtney this over the telephone while she was still in LA - BEFORE she started to IMMEDIATELY take a flight on her private jet over to the house in Seattle at 171 Lake Washington Boulevard East.

That same Monday, April 4th, Courtney also calls in a false, misleading missing person's police report, pretending to be Kurt's mother Wendy O'Connor.

When she arrives back in LA sometime later on that very same Monday, after the murder, she then remains in LA until Friday, April 8th, when she comes back down to Seattle again sometime in the afternoon.

Courtney then plays victim and still acts like Kurt was missing. She tells the public that Kurt was missing for many days.

She then continues to lie, as well as have other people close to her lie about what had really happened to Kurt, as well as to lie about their very own interactions/actions as well.

Kurt Cobain was murdered on Monday, April 4th, 1994. In the early a.m. hours. Specifically around 2am. Cali then returns to his bedroom at 3am to Jessica, where Jessica was told to stay - by Courtney Love.

- Zack (The Life Of A Borderline)

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