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yesterday was our 1 year. i love you. ‪@asaprqcky.ৎ‬

6 days ago | [YT] | 3

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uhmmmm IM 14?? WHAT THE HELLY.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 9

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im 6 months clean. which is weird because i used to be so sick.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 10

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i just miss my angel baby ‪@lylasNotHere‬

1 month ago | [YT] | 7

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GUYS I LOVE MY SISSY ‪@chishiyavsp‬

1 month ago | [YT] | 13

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happy birthday to the boys who saved my life. i love the triplets so much, they are the best people on this whole planet. every time i watch them all my problems disappear. i love them more than words can express. they are literally my comfort people. whenever i’m sad or anxious about something i say “i need the triplets” and i watch them and i forget what im upset about. i am actually so lucky to know who they are. they actually are my favs ever. i can’t believe they are 22. i swear they were just 17. i’ve been watching them since i was literally like 10-11 and they helped me through everything since then. they are such an inspiration to me and i actually cannot describe my love for them with words. they are literally angels. nothing in this world could ever make me hate them or stop watching them. no matter what is going on in my life i always run back to them whenever im feeling any emotion. anyone who says they hate them i literally never talk to them again. i’ve blocked several people bc of that. they are genuinely the most amazing people ever. my sweet babies i love them so much. they are literally my best friends and they don’t even know i exist. i literally want to meet them more than anything. i literally just wanna give them all hugs and tell them how much they saved my life, in every way someone can be saved. they make me the happiest person ever. i see myself in each one of them. chris with his commitment issues and mental health struggles. matt with his anxiety. and nick with the body dysmorphia. and a bunch of other stuff i see myself in them for. whenever i don’t watch them for like a day i literally start tweaking out bc i genuinely miss them. like i feel the feeling of missing someone you haven’t seen in a while when i don’t watch them for even a day. when i was away at camp for a week i was actually crashing tf out. i literally love them more than words can express and they make me who i am. people who just like them for their looks are insane. bc wdym you ONLY like these sweet amazing boys who save peoples lives and are the sweetest most caring boys ever. ONLY for the way they look. like huh? they are so very attractive but also they are the best people ever. my sweet boys. i love them so much and im so glad i found them. happy birthday to my fav boys ever.

2 months ago | [YT] | 14

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my dear lyla. i love you so much. i’m gonna get straight into it so..
thank you for always being there for me when i’m struggling and sticking by my side even though it hurts you sometimes, thank you for never leaving me and always defending my name. thank you for always supporting me in everything i do and accepting me for who i am. you never fail to make me smile my love. anytime i talk to you all my problems disappear. you are the absolute light of my life, sunshine. you saved me at my lowest and helped me through everything. i talk to you about my secrets i’ve never told, i tell you everything about myself good and bad, my insecurities and the things i struggle with the most. i’ve never been more comfortable with someone the way i am with you. whenever we’re on call and anything’s bothering me it immediately goes away as soon as i hear your voice, it music to my ears love. every inch of me is filled with love for you. my soul is attached to you. i genuinely don’t know what i’d do without you. if you never came into my life i don’t think i’d be here. even when i struggle, i want to live and get better for you my angel. you are my everything. you’re so sweet to me. you’re so beautiful and kind, you are so special to my baby. you deserve better than me, you deserve the world. my beautiful girl. god i’ve never loved one like you. you are so talented and so brave. you are the strongest person i know. i care about you so deeply my love. you are actually my favorite person on this entire planet by a long run. even if you don’t believe it, in my heart baby i know it’s true. you will forever be my first and only true love. you are always the matt to my chris, demi to my sunday, and the noah to my eli. in every universe. in another life we are next door neighbors baby. we will meet some day, maybe next month or maybe when we’re eighteen. but distance means nothing when the person means everything. so i will wait for you, i will wait 5 years if that means i get to be with you. you are actually the closest to heaven i’ve been. you are an actual angel. i thank god everyday for bringing someone as amazing as you into my life. i’m so grateful i met you, if i didn’t i wouldn’t be who i am today. you make me a better person darling. i love you so much. happy eleven months baby. ‪@lylasNotHere‬

2 months ago | [YT] | 15

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“running back to youuu”

5 months ago | [YT] | 16