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happy Happy HAPPY birthday Valerie!! 💘🧁
(idk what i should even call you atp, but your phile era was ICONIC bro)
I love you so damn much, like actually (all my birthday posts starts with ily but i do mean it so dont mind it). you are the best blackpink defender if im being so for real. so many people got inspired because of you. the way you always stood up for bp, always ready with facts, always right. its honestly crazy. at this point, i feel like i’ve become a fan of you too. 😭
im so, so grateful to god that i got to become close to you and call you my friend. thats something i'll always be thankful for. i love you infinite times if you didn’t already know (and if you did, well here is your reminder). im weirdly SO excited today like i don’t even know why im THIS excited, but i am and i should be excited because its YOU. i feel like im losing my mind a little but its fine. 😍‼️
i miss your KpopPhile era so much. your old channel, your posts, they were literally everything. still hate youtube for terminating your channel, i’ll never forgive them for that. you deserved so much better. i genuinely hope you get all the love and support you deserve cause a person like you truly does deserve that much and more.
you do so much for blackpink, for your close ones and i've seen it all. i’ve seen you defend them with your whole heart and its one of the things i admire the most about you. once again, im just so grateful to god that i got to become friends with you.
happy birthday again Phile. i love you endlessly.💕
you are forever the rosé to my lisa. 💘💘💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻
‪@pinksholliee‬

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truly aging in reverse.

1 month ago | [YT] | 11

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happy birthday #JISOO
still can’t believe this young n beautiful woman is 31 now and somehow looks even more stunning every year. i’ll never understand people who say she isn’t the best visual or that she looks old or boring cause jisoo’s beauty has always been effortlessly captivating.
more than anything, she always gives her all to us whether it is music, performances, acting or just her presence. thank you for always shining so quietly yet so powerfully. hope she gets all the love and success.🤞🏻💘

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

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new year, same me cause i wasn't the problem.

1 month ago | [YT] | 16

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happy new year everyone, let this year free yourself from whatever you're holding on to from the past and help you indulge in something new and inspiring. i genuinely hope that 2026 is nothing but a kind year to you, thank you for being here with me. here’s to more in 2026!! 💘💘

1 month ago | [YT] | 7

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happy birthday to my literal sunshine (no cap) 🤍
disha girll i miss you so so damn much, like more than i can ever explain properly. you’re that one person who understands me in every situation even when i don’t know how to explain myself. you’ve always been there for me when no one else was, and thats something i’ll never take lightly.
isw you are one of the most positive people i know, always spreading good energy without even trying. being around you just feels safe and comforting. ik i've been so inactive lately and life’s been messy, but trust me when i say i miss talking to you just as much as you miss talking to me. and distance silence or whatever doesn't change what you mean to me.
hope you enjoyed your day and got all the gifts you were wishing for. eat LOTS of cake today (and yes save me a bite). also ngl i miss you yapping nonstop about enha and blackpink.
love you tons, alwaysss. 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘
‪@hoonbwii‬

1 month ago | [YT] | 92

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this platform has honestly started to feel like such a bore that i don’t even feel like posting anymore. i’ve thought about quitting youTube so many times, but the only reason i haven’t is because of blackpink and the people close to me. i do have a pretty firm mind about quitting but realistically, i just won’t. the past few weeks have been really draining.with hundreds of assignments to complete and submit, i barely get time to open any of my socials at all. i've also been trying to stick to my usual yearly goal of finishing all the books on my reading list before the year ends. been doing this every year ever since i got into reading, and its something i have always felt proud of. this time though, i still have 2-3 books left lmao.
i miss you guys so so much, more than i can even explain. i promise i’ll try to stay more active here on yt and on other apps too.

1 month ago | [YT] | 14

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i was taught that speaking up was talking back

2 months ago | [YT] | 13