As you may have noticed I haven't been streaming lately, nor did I upload anything for March as I originally planned. Truth be told I can't really give anyone a concrete reason. Work, as well as my home life and passion for video editing and storytelling, has become harder and harder to keep consistent as the years have gone on. Once upon a time, I used to be excited to make videos, go to work, make meals, etc. But now I can barely bring myself to move a muscle out of bed. I dunno, maybe it's my medications. Maybe it's burnout, or some odd lifestyle change that escaped my notice. But that's the reality.
Tldr I am sort of struggling with myself at the moment and am politely asking you all to bear with me. I want to have a smaller video out relatively soon-ish before I tackle the next big project. I'm going to be trying to be mindful and look after myself in this coming week. By then, hopefully the streams will return.
Ok it's been confirmed that Grace is a redditor. There is no doubt about the autism now. She's MEGA autistic. Grown in a vat to become the physical embodiment of autism. You love to see it.
Black Joshi
Wolfenstein stream in an hour 👀
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My break is over; the streams will return this weekend at 7PM BST. Wolfenstein: The Old Blood will be the game in question. Hooah.
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Yes I'm alive; just melting
1 month ago | [YT] | 562
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Black Joshi
Peter made a new video go watch it its good (im in it)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXtTO...
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Black Joshi
Hey everyone,
As you may have noticed I haven't been streaming lately, nor did I upload anything for March as I originally planned. Truth be told I can't really give anyone a concrete reason. Work, as well as my home life and passion for video editing and storytelling, has become harder and harder to keep consistent as the years have gone on. Once upon a time, I used to be excited to make videos, go to work, make meals, etc. But now I can barely bring myself to move a muscle out of bed. I dunno, maybe it's my medications. Maybe it's burnout, or some odd lifestyle change that escaped my notice. But that's the reality.
Tldr I am sort of struggling with myself at the moment and am politely asking you all to bear with me. I want to have a smaller video out relatively soon-ish before I tackle the next big project. I'm going to be trying to be mindful and look after myself in this coming week. By then, hopefully the streams will return.
Thank you all for your understanding.
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Black Joshi
Who wins in an aura farming contest?
5 months ago | [YT] | 198
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Black Joshi
Cooking a chicken dinner then we doing possibly the RE9 finale!!!
5 months ago | [YT] | 309
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Black Joshi
Happy birthday to me, i guess
5 months ago | [YT] | 1,523
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Black Joshi
Its Resident Evil 10 and these two old mfs are fighting over the last jello. Who wins?
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Black Joshi
Ok it's been confirmed that Grace is a redditor. There is no doubt about the autism now. She's MEGA autistic. Grown in a vat to become the physical embodiment of autism. You love to see it.
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