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Nelay XD
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Hey guys, I’m Nelay

I’m a she/her

I’m a 1# Winner from Tpot fan‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

I’m multi-fandom person

🇱🇷🇯🇲 ( Liberian-Jamaican) :3

Anywho, have a good day!

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Nelay XD

Hey guys, I’m back… yay….
But anywho, I’ve been drawing for like, awhile now and made a drawing for my vent

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

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Nelay XD

Vent, Tw: Cursing and suic*de

Why am I not good enough? Why can’t I be like everyone else? I’m a disappointment to everyone in my family. My sister got honors but I didn’t. One of my siblings keeps saying that there’s always next time, THERE’S NEVER ALWAYS NEXT TIME. I KEEP HEARING THAT , WHY CANT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THAT IM A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT AND A DISGRACE. It feels like whenever I’m around my friends, I just want to isolate myself, to myself feel better. But NO, I SHOULD ALWAYS PARTNER UP, WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING ALONE, WHY CANT I GET USED TO THAT, EVERYONE KEEPS FUCKING BABY ME AROUND AND BEING SUCH A FUCKING OVER-CONTROLLER, CAN I NOT BEAT THE DAMN SHIT OUT OF THEM? LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?But anyway I’m decided that I book a therapy appointment for tomorrow instead of Friday, so I can call my therapist and talk to her, btw, my therapist is a female so…yeah…but anywho, I just hate the fact that I have so much jealousy and anger over me that I can’t connect with anyone. Some of my friends just stare at me like I did anything, and I hate that. I hate myself, I’ll never be good enough, ILL NEVER BE, WHY CANT JUST END MY LIFE MAN??WHYY, IM TRIED OF FUCKING EXISTING, whenever I try tell my friends what happened, I just feel like they don’t listen to me. By tomorrow I’m going to isolate myself from them, because now how am I supposed to trust them, I HATE THEM, WHY DID I JOIN THIS FRIEND GROUP, I HATE IT!!!!…I’m sorry for yelling, I’ve been crying to myself lately. But that’s all I want to share with you guys, I’m sorry for ruining your day :(

6 days ago | [YT] | 0

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Nelay XD

Guys I’m making an animatic of the song Odysseus, stay tuned! :3 but I will make a new video for today

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

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Nelay XD

Me just taking the epic the musical quiz:

*Shows that I got Odysseus *

Yk what, MAYBE I DO ACT LIKE HIM

I luv Odysseus