Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

Merry Christmas, Acolytes!
I hope you all have had a good time with friends, family, and all in between. As we close out 2025, I look forward to ringing in the new year with you all!

Stay frosty,
-M

3 days ago | [YT] | 6

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

The next seasons for The Valley of the Judged have been chosen! We've got a double-feature of Japanese ttrpgs!
Starting December 26, we'll be delving into MagicPunk, and on January 1st we'll be delving into Ouka Houshin!
Both start at 8pm CST, I hope to see you all there!

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1 week ago | [YT] | 7

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

Hello there, Mildra here with an important update.

So i've been hinting at this for a few weeks, but due to recent events I've opened to change some plans for 2026. As some of you are aware, I have been doing a Sword World podcast called "The Record of Sword-Forged Worlds". However, I want to hold off on covering the 2.X era until the upcoming backerkit campaign in May. In between the new year and May, however, I am planning on releasing a limited podcast series called "Reflections of Gaia". This will be a biweekly podcast exploring the lore of Anima: Beyond Fantasy, ranging from its setting, the ttrpg, the videogames, card games, and the miniatures.

The series will start on Sunday, January 11, at 3pm CST. Please look forward to it!

-M
[Logo Design: @potato_hedgehog]

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

Happy thanksgiving, acolytes!
May your plates be full, and your relatives tolerable!
(Artist: Sasun)

1 month ago | [YT] | 3

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

It is with a heavy heart that I am forced to part ways with my graphic design contributors to Final Fantasy: Legend Edition, "TheMemorySlot" Matthew Schuf and NamiNomi. They, along with several other individuals, had chosen to engage in egregious unprofessional conduct in a so-called "community server" for FFLE.
I know drama is a tired affair, but I do not say any of this lightly as these were my friends for three years.


This all started shortly after the 1.1 release of the project, at which point I was given a dressing down about my percieved issues as a leader and how they were departing from the project. I will not share the text unless they choose to willfully misrepresent what was said publicly. But afterward I had a conversation with all parties involved, and it seemed to end on a cordial note.

Alot of this started when, two weeks ago, I locked the general chat on the server due to repeat circular arguments in an effort to cool things down (including blocking two problem individuals: 12HerbsAndSpices and NekohimeMusou, from posting in the channel due to their argumentative attitudes. In response, they set up a new server "for the community conversation." You'll soon see this was less about the community and more about ego and spite.

I allowed it for a time, but after I was sent screens from a source I will choose to keep anonymous, it was revealed that they had altered the page to remove the creative commons text, altered the discord link to direct to their server, and much....much more.

And in case my word is not enough, consider the following links before and after.

02/2025: web.archive.org/web/20250225090941/https://mildra.…
07/2025: web.archive.org/web/20250710230635/https://mildra.…

In addition, they claimed that my posts attempting to take responsibility were nothing of the sort, tried to manipulate me into driving a wedge between my co-writer Xanatrix and myself, and conspired to undermine the project I put my blood, sweat, and tears into to make it theirs in the name of 'feedback'. All while lying to my face by omission when I tried to resolve the situation.

Even Eainix, who was instrumental in getting me interviews from time to time, was part of this burial of my and Xan's character.

The following is a collection of screenshots that showcase the fact that they were more focused on burying me, undermining me, and trying to associate me with the worst people or simply make me their political scapegoat. All of this was said while they either didn't tell me any issues, only vaguely did so, or outright lied to me about the situation while they plotted so. When my good friend Sig wanted none of this and removed Nekohime from the one-shot he was planning, he was accused of being a spy for me. He never was, he was neutral the entire time.

mega.nz/folder/xctwCaj

As such, I will not be a party to their antics, and their permissions on the itch page, the discord server, and the raw text has been removed.

Within my post when I reopened the channel that started all this. I said "To some individuals, I know what I have to say will be interpreted in a light that conforms to previously-held biases."

That was a test, to see if they genuinely would take my apology to heart and move forward, or if they would hold on to their grudges about me and Xanatrix. They failed completely.

Some of the people involved will cry foul, claim that these were taken out of context or apply some other form of hyperbole. To those individuals I say "judge me by what I actually said, did, or expressed, and show me where and when I did it. Otherwise do not waste my time any further."

With that, I wash my hands of these fools, and their names will be forgotten. You will never hear me speak the names NamiNomi, "TheMemorySlot" Matthew Schuff, or any of their collaborators again.

-M

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

After giving it some thought, I will be putting my Actual Play series, The Cloister of the Dice, on sabbatical for the coming weeks. I'll still be doing Skies Above one-shot on November 29, but after that I will no longer be doing the 7th Sea campaign.

This is not a decision that I make lightly, and no one individual is to blame. It comes down to a combination of factors ranging from volatile scheduling to individual efforts. When it feels like some individuals are not pulling their respective weight, I am less inclined to put my own best foot forward. Doubly so when the campaign is one that's built on a narrative arc, as I don't commonly do drop in/out designs in my campaign seasons. Schedule conflicts are nothing new in the ttrpg world, but the frequency and timing of them forced my hand. Again, this was due to a combination of factors.

I am sorry for any inconvenience this causes, and I hope to see you all for the return proper in 2026 with a new cast and new system. Despite the sabbatical, I will not be sitting on my hands over the rest of the year, but planning for a reboot of the show in 2026. Details are still in flux, so I have to be cagey in the short term.

Until next time, stay frosty
-M

1 month ago | [YT] | 10

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

Much love to @AaronderSchaedel for his coverage on Legend Edition!

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

In the latest musing, I have some words on Fabula Ultima and the Atlas expansions.

4 months ago | [YT] | 4

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

The first review in the summerween series is live!

5 months ago | [YT] | 0

Mildra The Monk [EN vTuber]

The next season of The Valley is upon us.

6 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6