Enjoys atmospheric ambient and various videogame music. Slowly trying to move into personal creative projects and away from The Caretaker
. Generally just enjoys sharing my passion for music on this page. Has posted way too many flowery comments about music they like. Proudly queer, has vehemently leftist opinions. Literally a gay purple fox irl. Weirdo.

if you're a trans or otherwise queer viewer of this channel's content, you are seen, you are loved. Don't be ashamed of being yourself.

Transphobic / fash-adjacent viewers of this channel, go get bent


Follow my twitch if you want, i stream ps2 games and other hyperfixations sometimes

twitch.tv/absynthe_bitters


Absynthe

i did an attempt at a Shadow Hearts Judgement Ring! (it's the purple one)

Proud of it for a first run, but i mean to take a crack at the more granular details featured in the original version of it later. Aligning layers and layers and layers of concentric circles is more arduous than you might expect.
Need to figure out how to do a ring of text,,,

8 months ago | [YT] | 10

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Koudelka cutscenes stream just ended. Periodically paused to explain the historical context of the events of the game at relevant moments, had a nice time recounting all of the horrific and beautiful and sad things that make me so sincerely love these games.

If i can make even just one more person see what has me so passionate about this series, i'm happy with that. VoD: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2218542819

9 months ago | [YT] | 3

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Watch party stream is on! putting on a lengthy musical opening since i'm ahead of time, should give some advance notice for anyone interested to pop in!

https://www.twitch.tv/absynthe_bitters

9 months ago | [YT] | 3

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Yo! I'm hosting a Koudelka cutscenes watch party at ~5pm EST! As i post this it's 3:43pm, so not long before it starts! I may have some friends join me in voice chat to talk about it, the stream should take around 90 or so minutes to conclude. Anybody interested is welcome to tune it at https://www.twitch.tv/absynthe_bitters

:>

9 months ago | [YT] | 4

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Btw i've been streaming Koudelka, and now currently Shadow Hearts over on Twitch, in case anybody would be curious to check me out over there.

I'm in the middle of a full-series stream marathon, i just don't really mention it on YT because my stream is a totally different vibe from here (it also discusses adults-only subject matter and is relatively un-filtered)

if you see a content warning on my vods it's only because i left an extremely crass tablet drawing on screen for too long in one of them lol

But yea just as a reminder that it's a thing i also do, if anybody applicable wishes, they're welcome to peep the stream whenever i'm live:

https://www.twitch.tv/Absynthe_Bitters

9 months ago | [YT] | 4

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Also, in defiance of Dead Rising youtube video tradition, i'm really not going to be using much music from it in my discussion video; i'm actually planning on featuring a lot of Shadow Hearts representation [And also metal gear solid V, it'll make sense i promise] in the music, like using this particular track to introduce a particular character's segment in the video (Guess whose it is):

9 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

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Also wowee, it's a funny coincidence that the same year i resolve to do a writing project on Dead Rising, a quasi-remake is also due to release in September. Kinda weird, i figured they would've waited 'til 2026 for the 20 year anniversary, but i suppose it gives me a release deadline to shoot for with my own project.

Much like a glass coffin, remains to be seen.

9 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6

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Dead Rising project being slightly derailed because i'm currently finding more inspiration in a slight deviation from the main topic.

Reasons why the series is DEAD: Reason no. 1 Dead Rising is dead: BlueCastle Games have no ideological principles. DR2 squandered the thematic potential of DR1; Frank should've been a passionate political activist radicalized against the American government but they assassinated his character and made him a rockstar burnout celebrity instead.

Reason no. 2 Dead Rising is dead: Chuck Sucks. Lowest common denominator, focus-tested character, engineered for broad appeal. Single father, unremarkable-looking but conventionally attractive and masculine, works with tools and hardware, cares about his kid. That's it. The design of his character is so cynical it frustrates me that more people don't see it. Stupid. Gets some consolation points for his willingness to crossdress, but not counting for much since that was an option in Dead Rising 1.

I'm just going to embrace my capacity to rant about shit that irritates me and see where it leads.

9 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 6

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Song is "Dead Fingers Talk" (North American battle theme) - Shadow Hearts: From the New World

Given that the crux of DR's entire plot is a revenge plot against the american government for committing genocide against a Latin American village, the song felt very appropriate to keyframe over this scene (The chorus is en Español, se dice "enfádateeeee~ enfáda--", significa literalmente en inglés, 'Anger yourself -- Anger').
Almost like Frank is settling a score of revenge on behalf of Carlito y Isabela, and the innocents of Santa Cabeza who died for the cruelty and carelessness of North America's destructive and profit-driven experiments --
a parallel to the realworld violent military intervention that north America has historically executed in Latinoamerica, and one of the themes that will be mentioned in some detail in my script

There, that's the deep lore for this 35-second clip

Frank West says punch genocidal fascists in the face and spit on them until they fall over! 🔥🔥

11 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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*Finally acquiring the inspiration to decide on my script's opening hook, on the same morning that i'm set to start at my new job* yeah the writing phase is going great c:

1 year ago | [YT] | 7