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2 months ago | [YT] | 1

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pt 7 (final) - my online life exposed up to now

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i absolutely need to talk about the crk (cookie run kingdom) phase however, which was a year from then, so in the summer of 2024. ally would yap about it here and there and it was LWK ANNOYING, i didn't even know what the game was about and i was quick to diss it. it was another random day and i downloaded on my phone. why? i wanted to see why it was getting hyped. at first glance it was pretty boring because of the storyline, don't get after me i found it uninteresting. i didn't even know where to start with the tutorials tho. i told ally and he told me how to play the game basically that whole night. then i didn't need his guidance cuz i started cooking. i played at least 7-8 hours a day through the summer, it got pretty addicting. i was focused on pulling every single cookie cuz i really wanted to upgrade my team, and other stuff. after a while i stopped playing because it was frequently laggy, i always got kicked out, and my phone would buuurn. it was also extremely addicting. it's a fun game tho, cant believe i hated it 🫩 nothing too crazy happened after everything, but i did start a katseye fp towards the end of 2025 which im so proud of bc I've grown a lot and i wanna say i still am. ngl the community/fanbase is toxic but oh well. and that's basically all there is to it, like i said im still good friends ally, if theres any controversy or just anything interesting in general ill for sure yap about it, bela out!

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pt 6 - my online life exposed up to now

i recommend seeing previous parts for context

after probably 1-2 months she only came back for a flippin day and left again, and honestly despite how she made me feel i missed her when she was gone, i was happy to see that she was returning but no, she left for good after that. all of this literally reminds me of the brooke and grace situation. anyway, and then here came juliet, we'll call her juls. i was already friends with her before ruby, she was also quite the supporter for zain, literally his #1 fan if anything, but as he got exposed for stealing edits she stopped commenting and such, so it didn't matter to me. me and her for friends for about a year, maybe a bit more, but we obv had our problems. i wanted to move on from online friends to focus on myself from everything that happened with previous experiences, but she always kinda had some attachment with me, which i understood but i already explained everything to her. me and her were kinda on and off with talking (we spoke on pin too), and at some point she deleted her socials and i wasn't able to contact her. we left on a bad note before she did so however, i felt that in every situation she always made it about herself and wasn't considerate of her actions. so eventually i spoke up about it. i have no idea where juls is now, but i hope she's doing better. however, before we stopped becoming friends, lemme rewind back to 2023 bc lwk this stuff happened in 2025/2024. my channel was doing pretty well as for subscribers, i had hit 500-600 subscribers. on a night however, it was like 2 am, well actually i was already asleep and i randomly woke up at that time checking my YouTube notifs bc that was a daily thing, then i see that ally comments on one of my recent videos, and i was in SHOCK. i didn't think i would ever come in contact with anyone from swaggy duckos again, especially him cuz well HE LEFT FIRST RIGHT?? lwk thought he was fr when he was done. from there i guess we became friends again, mind you this took place during the summer and basically we played a lot of roblox and talked back on pin 🤪 but hiba kinda came back too, me and her were talking on roblox for some time, i think she made up with ally too but im not sure. she wanted to bring the group back, but i told her that if the group was back, I wouldn't be in it, I didn't want to, i still wanted to focus on myself and i felt like i was rushing things with ally and hiba because they both came back at almost the same time (june). this is unrelated but when i was in the group there was times when i wasn't all that happy, idk why, but that was also something i didnt want to go through again, yes it was fun, they were all fun, but im not sure why i felt that way. when hiba tried bringing the group back, liv was probably one of the people who actually moved on. sooner or later during that period she unfriended all three of us on roblox and i know hiba told me she blocked her on insta because she tried reaching out to her about bringing swaggy duckos back. i miss her but good for you liv. im glad you moved on.

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3 months ago | [YT] | 4

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pt 5 - my online life exposed up to now

it is recommended to see previous parts for context

i was actually in such disbelief, but it made a lot of sense because jar had asked for fav revs almost the first day he was added into the gc? GOODBYE. anyway, so he was out of the gc and Zain was continuously posting edits of all his new "besties", one of them being lilacbubbles? please bro no one's believing that, he only wanted to recruit people into his group, which was probably fake too. there's also this one edit that he posted with his main ( in other words really close online friends i guess), but its actually funny cuz his main was literally HIM. we'll call this main cayden (i think that was the name he chose), he had the exact same editing style as zain, and other things that zain would say or do. so that was FUNNY. fast forwarding to swaggy duckos, i can't exactly remember what happened after that incident, but i do know that everyone just starts venting (mainly liv and hiba). i didn't even know what to say or how to react cuz .... well they were saying many things at once and i didn't know what to focus on. plus no one really vented like this before. ally however, he was lowk DONE with the negative energy (pls correct me if im wrong) bc it was an ongoing thing, and im pretty sure he just stopped talking to everyone. eventually, i wasn't talking to liv or hiba anymore, and the group basically went their separate paths for a good while. fast forward to 2023, i continued growing my yt channel as a norris nuts fanpage ofc, i also added other people to my fanpage bc the community was pretty nice (though, insanely toxic too). i came across people who I eventually had a close friendship with, ill start with ruby. ruby was a new nn fanpage, i was supportive of new people coming into the fandom so i HAAAD to introduce myself. after that we clicked, we started talking on pin and we became close, not much as I wanted to however. she technically was my main, except there was another fp, nora, whom she also had a close friendship with, and i didn't understand how one could have two mains at once because apparently nora was hers too. it wasn't normal in other words. a main is the one person you share the closest online friendship with, thus why i was confused cuz i was her "main" first 🫩. i had already knew her before she met nora. trust ik it sounded like i was making a big deal out of it, but slowly ruby was distancing from me a bit and i suppose replaced me with nora because they started collabing, me and her never did that. then suddenly she started making these vent edits about i guess loosing friendships and was like "it's not about blah blah blah or blah blah blah" but it was very clear that it was about me. idek why she felt this way when she KNEW what she was doing, she knew how i felt. nothing much resolved because sooner or later she quit..

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3 months ago | [YT] | 3

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pt 4 - my online life exposed up to now

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back to my life during that time, we (me, ally, hiba, liv) created a channel called "swaggy/swaggo duckos". it was more of hiba's idea, she was associated with ducks. we each created introduction videos and fun roblox edits. that was when we realized we wanted more people in our group, or at least one more person as a replacement of zain. from what i remember, ally made a video for recruiting more members. we had got someone named jairio or something along the lines of that name (let's call him jar). we moved from the roblox chat to a chat on pinterest, originally featuring the swaggy duckos. with jar, and i guess he had qualified for the group because sooner or later we created a new group chat and added him. i don't remember much what we talked about in the chat but we definitely introduced ourself, and i say definitely because one of the first things jar did was a "face reveal", and he was asking for ours too, not like pressuring but was like "what do you guys look like" kinda thing. besides the face rev he said something about having a girlfriend idk idk. i think jar had an account on YouTube or through another platform and posted because there was this edit i specifically remember that he made. just keep that in mind cuz that'll be important info for later. before meeting jar however, zain had gave his tt either through his yt or he had told us when we were friends. i decided to look at his TikTok on a random day, (it was more like 3 am idk) and i saw that he posted the same edit jar did, so ofc i was gonna say something about it in the gc cuz zain would steal edits on the norm, or it would later become norm. i can't remember how it came to this, but it was either i found out jar and zain were the same person, or jar admitted to being zain (or both, one after another)...

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3 months ago | [YT] | 4

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pt.3 - my online life exposed up to now


everyone got along pretty well I'd say, a little too well. im not sure if it was on that day, or further into the week when they all met, but after a little talking here and there, and im positive he was just saying it cuz he thought he did, but zain was yapping about how he liked hiba or wtv. she found it awkward, they had just met so obviously his feelings weren't real, i don't even know why he thought that he did because they quite literally barely knew eachother, it was pretty weird, and became weirder. a little later, either that same day or later in the week, he got the idea of having a wedding for him and hiba in adopt me, idek if it was like a role play or what but the fact she agreed was kinda mind blowing cuz zain took it a bit seriously, and i know she was weirded out. i cant remember what happened during this "wedding" besides the fact it took place in one of our houses (adopt me). he invited his friend (pretty sure irl) vivian to the game, but we will refer her to viv. after the wedding happened, things weren't really the same anymore. most of us (us= me, ally, hiba, olivia) were upset at zain, because we realized how toxic and lowkey agro he was. shortly after the wedding happened, and idk if viv or someone else started it, but this girl just started attacking my friends and zain was backing her up for like no reason at all, which is how things escalated with him. from there, we basically took him out of the group, and drama was everywhere. there was times when he wanted to be friends with whoever and not others, like hiba, me, and eventually ally. it was usually back and forth when he kept asking for us back. somehow liv was always on good terms with him tbh. at the same time, there was a lot of arguments with him that really exposed his immaturity. zain also created these moody, sad, depressive edits that were basically about us, he was always desperate for the attention, and each time one of us said something about it, or even commented, he'd say stuff like "it's not always about yall" but it was obviously brought to our attention that it was. anyway, zain was out of the picture, but that wouldn't be the last of him. turning to world of pets as i had been offline due to these factors, brooke and grace became closer, and they definitely kept their silence whenever i joined during this time. they wouldn't talk as much to me anymore and became dry. they also specifically brought up that they had each others contact outside of WOP. guess they really wanted to brag about their new and improved friendship. i was a little disappointed about their behavior, but i know they were mad at me for leaving them. they did and didnt have a right tbh, because i wish they acknowledged that I had a life outside of world of pets. yes, the game and the people meant everything to me, but I wanted to move on and im glad i did. as of today, im no longer in contact with them as the game got discontinued. i wish them the best tho..

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4 months ago | [YT] | 4

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pt.2 - my online life exposed up to now 🫶🏻

hi! if you're just seeing this post i recommend looking at my previous one so that you won't be confused!

sooner or later i met another friend, we'll refer to him as zain. i had already been subscribed to his channel as I saw that he had been a norris nut fanpage. id say that we had a good friendship during this time, he watched my edits and id watched his, so we would frequently comment on our videos. after this, i met another individual who im still good friends with today, allan, but ill call him ally. before we properly became friends tho, i was already familiarized with him through zains channel, because he was a frequent commenter like me, and im sure he was with me too. id say they were just as good friends, though i wouldn't say me and ally were friends just yet. one day, zain had asked me and ally to collab, he wanted to make a roblox edit of all three of us, featuring our friendship i guess. from there, that's pretty much when me and ally formed a friendship, we kinda got to know each other through the collab. and so we would chat on roblox and sometimes play games, with or without zain. we also made a roblox gc together yapping about our lives and such. things were going as they were, and i thought it was pretty excited creating a friendship with people online knowing that i wasnt able to interact with my irl friends due to covid, so even if i wasn't able to see my friends, i had online ones to interact/talk with. one day, and i can't really remember if i was playing with zain or ally or both, but i was playing adopt me with both or one of them, and that's when hiba joined, eventually olivia did too, unless she was already playing with me and that's when zain/ally/hiba joined, idrk but i know i was playing with someone and everyone else joined with, which is how everyone met. i was kinda worried when i saw that my other friends were joining, there's no specific reason but i was. how coincidental would it be that the feeling i had became true...

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4 months ago | [YT] | 1

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pt 1. - online life exposed up to now 🫶🏻

hi! i want to talk about more of my online life as covid hit, because I feel that I haven't even been able to talk about it to anyone at all so here you go!

there are particular people that I met during and after the time of covid. one of the first people I met was olivia. we met through a game created by the norris nuts, a popular family youtube channel, called World of Pets. i found a lot of interest in this game ever since it came out. when i started playing the game , i decided to create a youtube channel dedicated to these YouTubers called "Bela_WOP". i created videos on the game and also served as a fanpage for the norris nuts. I felt that i became an influence on other people to do the same, because soon after i saw handles with their user ending in "_WOP" or just "WOP". on this platform, i met a girl named hiba. im not sure how we exactly met, but i know it was through yt . i guess we were subscribed to each other, you know, commenting, asking to be ibfs(internet best friends), and it probably went from there. me and her were very good friends, i also feel like we had more interaction than I did with the friend i knew longer, olivia. sometimes we would play on world of pets, i would show her how to complete quests and such. though, before she started playing WOP, i had familiarized myself with the same people who were online everyday in the game. i created a connection with two individuals, we'll call one brooke, and the other grace. they had already knew each other (online), so we were basically all friends. we logged on almost everyday to play, or to just talk about our lives. it might've looked like sunshines and rainbows, but it was a toxic environment inside. at the time i wasn't typically someone to become jealous easily, but they were. in my eyes, i was close to brooke and grace equally, but they didn't see it. grace thought brooke was replacing her for me, or sometimes it was the other way around, but more for her. they would get into silly arguments about it. i didn't try to get involve much, i was more of a listener, and their arguments stayed in my mind. they made a pretty good deal about it, especially because they were friends first before they met me. as always, things usually resolved, but the same situation turned repetitive. however WOP wasn't the only thing i was focusing on, because i felt i was more active on yt....

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4 months ago | [YT] | 3