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Chelsie J

Journal #32

People get mad and want me to work until the sweat of my brow. But they don't know all I have been through, and why God blesses me like he does, and why God blesses me just because.

Everyday I fight against principalities and rulers of darkness, and everyday I win because my life will be prosperous.

The Lord is my witness and he holds my hand. He stands right beside me, my great dear friend.

Leave it all to Jesus, that's what I'll do. He's working it all out and moving fast too.

I suffer well that doesn't mean I'm not tired. I'm tired of the strong black woman narrative, please retire it.

Why do I get called brave and a pat on the back for struggling. But as soon as I say God wants a man to take care of me now everybody is mumbling.

The math is not mathing, the path is not pathing. I'm going to follow the Lords will for my life and keep on laughing.

Call me crazy I've been called worse, but at least I'm not in a facility talking to a nurse.

God will get the glory out of my story.

There's two ways to live, one with Christ and one without. I'll take the first one he's never left me out.

Take a walk with God, reflect on his goodness and all that he has done. Don't be sad over yesterday the fun has just begun.

Let the Lord keep moving you, he's using you.

He's taking you to a place where you don't have to race. A place where you don't have to pick up the pace. And everything you eat is sweet and good to taste.

- Chelsie J

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8 hours ago | [YT] | 16

Chelsie J

Journal #31

God will wow you just when you thought it was over. His glory is on your life, you don't need a four leaf clover.

What you do matters in the Kingdom of heaven. It's God who sits high, and pours out his blessing.

Your gifts truly do make room for you. When you follow God he opens doors for you.

I don't believe in the "I'm not worthy" speech because my God said "I am" and I believe what he speaks.

He takes care of those he loves the good, the bad and even the sad. Bless it be thy name, a holy God, a King, he reigns.

Sometimes God has to show people that his protection on your life is real. They will see that he is God almighty. The true God, the real deal.

Lean on him and watch him come through for you. No need to be perfect he is the glue for you.

Let go of what was and enter what's new. A new day, a new life, a new praise, a new you.

Everything happens for a reason in every season. Let God do the heart surgery on you so you won't be grieving.

All is well in my soul. Sing songs of psalms they are like gold.

We made it another day, survived another night. Get ready to be elevated like a kite or a flight.

It ain't over tell the Lord says he's done. He'll have the last laugh, and he'll say job well done.

Do your dance Shout! Shout! Shout!
Clap your hands Bow! Bow! Bow!
The Lord is gracious Wow! Wow! Wow!

All of heaven sings and so should you. Give him praise, he's waiting on you.

- Chelsie J

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1 day ago | [YT] | 21

Chelsie J

Journal #30

Waves of sadness come and go, but the joy of the Lord is forever. He comes through in the nick of time and brings it all together.

We focus so much on who's not doing what that we forget who is. We forget who has been a friend, and who just came and blew like the wind.

Thankful and grateful for our heavenly father. You are never too much for him, you are never a bother.

We're precious to him like rubies and jewels. I love our God he is so cool.

He makes us to lay down in green pastures and leads us beside still waters. Everyday is a surprise but I'm glad to be his daughter.

I want my suffering to end just like some of you. But while I wait I'm going to sing a hallelujah too.

Days feel like nights and nights feel like days. But to whom much is given his grace is always.

If all I have to look forward to is another day, well at least I have my God to comfort me right now today.

It's hard fighting alone, toiling while not having a home.

As I age it's hard to remember any good times. That's because I struggled and had to survive. Waiting for the day when I can be thankful for more than just being alive.

Rainbows in the sky, birds flying by. I see the beauty of God every single day, just never in my way.

Keep going they say, don't give up they say. Well I got a story to tell you all someday.

Despite what I see my future is bright. It can't be taken away it's protected by his might.

-Chelsie J

I hope you guys enjoy this journal. I am still in need of help to continue my stay at the hotel, as well as food. If you can be a help the Information is down below. Thank you all. ❤️

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2 days ago | [YT] | 33

Chelsie J

The Lord has given me the energy and the creative flow to pick back up my journaling. I won't be releasing these on TikTok for multiple reasons. I will release them here were I am shown love and support, and give back to those that give to me. With that being said here is journal number 29.

The grand scheme of things seem so broad
until you sit with God, he teaches you and you nod.

Life gets tough, Life gets rough
but you have to believe that his love is enough.

Our redeemer, our healer, Lord of Lords.
He's patient and kind across the board.

With no doubt, and no fear his protection is always near. If you need to cry don't worry he'll catch your tear.

Glean the field your work will pay off.
Sit at his feet you won't be layed off.

The time and effort you give him is what you'll get back. Invest in the relationship so that you won't lack.

Lack in love, lack in wisdom, lack in patience, lack in giving.

Be the first to say I'll go and the last to say I'll leave. Do the work of a believer so God will be pleased.

Don't give him ordinary worship, worship from the heart. Make the Lord feel something, your worship is art.

Your steps are ordered, your days are numbered. Why do you worry about tomorrow, it's covered.

Grace is the name, grace is the game, be willing to give what you thought you couldn't, grace is the gain.

All the things in life seem so important but in the end you'll realize the only thing that's important is to know God. And when you know him you'll know salvation, eternal life with a God so patient.

Let's all look a little deeper into the life of Jesus because he is the one who saved us and made us all believers. ❤️

- Chelsie J

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3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 42

Chelsie J

Hi guys, I'm back with another post. I am currently still homeless on the streets. I was able to get 2 nights stay at a hotel with the funds that were given to me and I am thankful for that. I am in need of sleep and food at this time. As I stated before I have been homeless several times in the past 2 years but God gave me a different level of grace to go longer without sleep and food. God has still given me his grace but not for long periods of time anymore because he wants me in the promise.

I am still in the state of Florida. I am not leaving. God has not told me to leave. Usually when the time is not right he will give a way of escape but God has not given me that. I would have been gone already. He wants me to stay here to receive my marriage promise. He shows me the number 5 which means grace. I know his grace is sufficient and he is not letting me go because he wants me to rest. My rest is going to come from me being in the promise. He has shown me and told me that my God ordained spouse is my rest. That is why the fight is hard because I cannot fully rest until I am in communication with him.

Some of you may be wondering if i have reached out, I have. And God did tell me my God ordained spouse would help me but that hasn't happened yet. I'm asking that you all pray for my God ordained spouse as you did for me. Over his mind and his heart, and for us to be in communication in God's timing. This is my 3rd time in Florida I have been fighting for this for awhile. Some of you may not know what all goes on with these promises but it is not easy.

God has not changed his mind on given me the promise at this time and I am just trying my best to stick it out. I actually don't have a choice, because he has given me no other way out. I also understand that some of you don't fully understand what sex trafficking is. It's not a matter of me going somewhere else (which I cannot do). They would still be after me.

If i have to keep asking for help I will. I believe this is a part of my life that God wants yall to see because he is doing it for me at this time. Some of you have already been a help to me and im thankful. If anyone can give i would gladly appreciate it. Also if you are in Florida and can help me or want to connect please email me.

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5 days ago | [YT] | 36

Chelsie J

Hi Guys just giving an update on my last post. I was unable to get the funds to continue my stay at the hotel. I have been without shelter for several days and i do not own a vehicle. I am asking for prayer at this time, over my mind and over my heart. I know this is a season of restoration for me though it does not look like it at the moment. For those of you thinking i should go to a homeless shelter it was a homeless shelter in Ft Worth, TX that tried to abduct me as well as corrupt law enforcement. I know that God is not a man that he shall lie. Neither is he the son of man that he shall repent. Your prayers will be gladly appreciated as I wait on the Lord for breakthrough.

For any of you in a similar situation or you believe you will be please know that God will never leave you nor forsake you.

Thank you all, and God bless.

1 week ago | [YT] | 91

Chelsie J

*LONG READ*

Almost 2 years ago I gave a testimony about how God delivered me from spirits of lust and how I was waiting on a marriage promise. My testimony has not changed, and my testimony is still true. So many people wanted to see me fall into sexual sin because they were ashamed of their sexual sin. It was sickening to see so many people talking down on my purity, all because they didn't want to look in the mirror and change.

I've experienced so much hurt, pain, and betrayals concerning this promise. I never got answers for any of it or any apologies, yet I am still here fighting for it. I've asked God for a different route plenty of times and his answer has always been the marriage promise. I've been homeless on the streets more times than I can count in the past 2 years fighting darkness. I've been called lazy, a bum, and everything but a child of God for following the Lord's will for my life and not the will of man.

There are a lot of things that God wants to do in my life but they will come after I'm married because that is God's will for my life. No one will ever make me feel bad for wanting a promise that God gave me. He gave it to me so that means he wants me to have it. God loves marriages (the ones he puts together). There is no shame that I feel concerning it. I do deserve the love that God wants to give me. With that being said I do know who my God ordained spouse is, I've always known despite people talking down on the promise God made me. I've never been confused on who the person was or believing it could be someone else.

I know that there are other people's freedom and promises attached to me receiving my promise. Courses of life changing is dependent on me getting married. I'm currently in the land were God told me the promise would come to pass Miami, FL. I've been here almost a week now. The reason why I'm stating were I'm at is because I still have people stalking and harassing me even at the hotel I'm at. People who are involved in sex trafficking. And people who are mad that they couldn't kill me, steal from me, or destroy me. Though I am not scared of any of these people I am spreading awareness. I just left Fort Worth, TX were I had a lot of sex traffickers and people after me, but the wicked will no longer get away with their evil deeds, justice is being served.

I left Texas with just the money in my account and still need coverage for my stay here. This is not an easy journey. I've been at it for years and though I am tired I am also a warrior. I will always be fighting because it's in me not on me. God gives me the strength and it's because of him that I make it through. If you would like to help or support me at this time it would be greatly appreciated. I'll link the info below.

Never be ashamed of the promises of God. What's for you is for you and no one can take it from you.

Thank you all and have a great day.

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2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 53

Chelsie J

Today I made 32, and it's a blessing with all I've been through. I grew up without a father or a man to look up to. But along the way i met God and he gave me a love no man could ever compare to. I fight for everything in my life. I fought to make it to this day just to enjoy it, because the enemy has always tried to make me believe that I am unworthy to be loved. I fight against the lies and I wake up and rise. I've never had flowers, never been on a date but God has always sent me his love in it's place. Today for the first time I bought them myself and took myself on a date. I'm not writing this for yall to feel bad for me. I'm writing this so that you understand that life is ministry, and everybody's life is different. There are a lot of things I have learned and wisdom I have gained that I would not have gotten if I was was surrounded by people. Anywho, love your life life you only get one. And cherish the people God sends along the way. 😊

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1 month ago | [YT] | 173

Chelsie J

Hi guys quick little speech here,

prophetic words are something that is very serious between me and God. There is a time and a season for every purpose under the heaven. This is not the time for me to release prophetic words. A lot of you have to cultivate your relationship with God before I'm released to do so. What he has given me are for leaders ready for truth, not itching ears looking for a quick solution to their problems. God is to intentional and creative to give out what yall are not ready for. However God has allowed me to release journals that I write specifically for those that I am called to on a broader scale. I am back on social media and will be releasing these journals on Tiktok. If you want to support what I am doing you can follow me on Tiktok @itschelsiej

For those of you that don't understand what I just said I will attach a word I released a long time ago to give you more insight on how God is moving at this time. 👇

https://youtu.be/xiZCkkMvoJg?si=KAZyi...

Ok, Toddle loo

3 months ago | [YT] | 112

Chelsie J

Hi guys, I'm baaaaack 😊

This is a victory post for me.

For the past few months my emails and phones were hacked and today I finally was able to get back into my YouTube. A lot of people were hoping that I wouldn't be able to speak up for myself because of what they have done and still are doing to me. Many people have made attempts to kill me and others attempting to abduct me into sex trafficking. I don't care if anyone else cares about my life, I do. And if that means I have to advocate for myself I will do just that. No one owns my body but the Lord Jesus Christ and no one is going to take my purity or innocence away from me. None of you have rights to my life and you're not going to take it away from me either.

To any of you that were hoping and preying for me to have a downfall you will be hoping and wishing for the rest of your life. You have a case of self hate and you need deliverance.

The plans God has for me were set in stone before I knew any of you or met any of you in real life. No one is stealing anything from me, and because of the God I serve it's impossible. All you can do is watch.

Now yall have a great day,
Chelsie J

6 months ago | [YT] | 109