this is gonna make a lot of ppl sad but after thinking it over, i mean Really thinking it over, i'm archiving this channel, and the characters on it. it's a big decision, when i was younger no matter what happened i swore i could lose it all, except this channel. the thought of quitting youtube animations didn't ever occur to me.
a large part of it is that i just don't use it anymore, i post things i enjoy on another platform, and (for other reasons) animating now and always has been anxiety inducing, to the point i can't hold my phone in hand without my palms sweating. the other part is the people i associated with, the good and the bad; i can't handle being in the same spaces with some like i used to, actually i didn't realize how much of myself i let go just to stay here. i can't do it again. to love is to let go
i can't magically get all 25k of y'all's attention with this, maybe it's for the best. that's the biggest audience i've ever had, more than i thought i deserved, and i can't thank y'all enough. from tumblr to youtube, thank you for the amazing journey❤️
me and also not me So Um. it's been a minute long story short i got my shit together and i'm gonna lay some ground rules let's goo
- i had a bit of a gender awakening summer of 2020 i am in fact the physical incarnation of yin and yang no i will not elaborate but it's safe to say Candi and all ocs from this channel no longer represent me or my ideals they are simply story characters :) think of me as being non binary not in the "uwu cat she/they cuddles and clouds" but more of a "i am the sexiest motherfucker in the room and the closest thing to a greek god"
- i will continue this story.... eventually i'm in uni and have a job now so lmao don't expect daily vids but maybe i'll stream art
- my serious art content is on artfol! that's been my main platform for a few months now go see it i got good shit i promise (purplecray0ns)
- i came back cause i honestly have no idea :) it just seems fun to get back in the swing of animating again, that said expect less uh quality stuff than what i was doing before i literally haven't touched animating software in Years
Going to upload here again And on vlare cause i j i cant just leave all 25k of yall here it irks me to leave u lying in wait i MSDSA< i CANT DO IT IVE COME TOO FAR TO QUIT NOW im not gonne let some fuggin law come between me and my passion i feel like ive said that before at some point idk ive been in self isolation for too long i have Truly stoped giving a fuck
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this is gonna make a lot of ppl sad but after thinking it over, i mean Really thinking it over, i'm archiving this channel, and the characters on it.
it's a big decision, when i was younger no matter what happened i swore i could lose it all, except this channel. the thought of quitting youtube animations didn't ever occur to me.
a large part of it is that i just don't use it anymore, i post things i enjoy on another platform, and (for other reasons) animating now and always has been anxiety inducing, to the point i can't hold my phone in hand without my palms sweating. the other part is the people i associated with, the good and the bad; i can't handle being in the same spaces with some like i used to, actually i didn't realize how much of myself i let go just to stay here. i can't do it again. to love is to let go
i can't magically get all 25k of y'all's attention with this, maybe it's for the best. that's the biggest audience i've ever had, more than i thought i deserved, and i can't thank y'all enough. from tumblr to youtube, thank you for the amazing journey❤️
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happy friday :)
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so i'm going through my videos and i realize i've only done lore animations for eeehhhhhh 4 characters;;
i'm gonna focus on more story stuff going forward lol
4 years ago | [YT] | 69
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this frame has been living in my head Rent Free cause it looks like it came straight out of an anime. i had to redraw it 😌💅
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Ive reached a verdict!! the main character of dreamweavers's name is Mel (not avery or ava anymore :) )!!
i figure why spend time changing anything else when i could just make it,,,, not me lol
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guess who's back from the dead 😎
me and also not me So Um. it's been a minute long story short i got my shit together and i'm gonna lay some ground rules let's goo
- i had a bit of a gender awakening summer of 2020 i am in fact the physical incarnation of yin and yang no i will not elaborate but it's safe to say Candi and all ocs from this channel no longer represent me or my ideals they are simply story characters :) think of me as being non binary not in the "uwu cat she/they cuddles and clouds" but more of a "i am the sexiest motherfucker in the room and the closest thing to a greek god"
- i will continue this story.... eventually i'm in uni and have a job now so lmao don't expect daily vids but maybe i'll stream art
- my serious art content is on artfol! that's been my main platform for a few months now go see it i got good shit i promise (purplecray0ns)
- i came back cause i honestly have no idea :) it just seems fun to get back in the swing of animating again, that said expect less uh quality stuff than what i was doing before i literally haven't touched animating software in Years
- happy early halloween 🎃
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got a ref for the gorl!
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NVM I HAVE 0 SELF CONTROL I AM
Going to upload here again And on vlare cause i j
i cant just leave all 25k of yall here it irks me to leave u lying in wait i MSDSA< i CANT DO IT
IVE COME TOO FAR TO QUIT NOW im not gonne let some fuggin law come between me and my passion i feel like ive said that before at some point idk ive been in self isolation for too long i have Truly stoped giving a fuck
TIME TO POST :DDD
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